...Rattling..

. . . RattLing Away

Im back peeps. Im suppose to get a report ready by tomolo nite and also a powerpoint slides. But i have no mood for it. Damn~ Its always like dat. When i see Ham babblin about his work and pizza hut.

Something strucked my mind. . .

Pizza Hut Changed My Life Totally.

And that is very so true. Aiz. . . After goin through so many shits and good times, feel really attached to Jurong compared to Clementi outlet. Now, i wana quit. Kinda of difficult.

Do you know that Zahirah is a star now? Got a big incident happened and I just dun like and agree at the way she received her promotion. While me? Im still a normal staff. So maybe Ham, you can imagine how i feel. . . i mean, at first i joined pizza hut also bcoz of her, quit CLT coz she dragged me along to Jurong East. Den in the end, she got promoted and Im still left behind. The duration of time is so SAME? The feelin kind of stinko.

And Hid, its not the same feeling where you get a better result in exams or test and i get lower than you kind of thing u noe. This feelin realli stinks to the max and everytime i tink abt it, my heart pain like mad. Coz why. . . i believe i put in the same effort as her. And seriously i do, but in the end, she got it. I wanted to quit at tat point of time when she got the offer to the workshop. Coz she got it not out of manager willingness but due to so many problem arise among managers that one manager has to juz give in her name to HQ and end of problem. And at that point of time, one of the manager dun even tink she deserve that position.

But that was a long time ago story, she is officialy a STAR like for a month i guess. And yesh hAm, i dun like to work with her now. Its difficult and different eva since she got promoted and make things worst when she joined the CHAMPS CHALLENGE. And for the third time right now, im tinkin of quitting again. And leave this life forever behind me and move on to do something else more meaningful to my own opinion. Maybe try out at WATSON or Coffee BEan. Im really sianz with Pizza Hut. I see so many people with a mask on their face. Every day working life now is like. . . Is this person being himself/herself? Super sianz leh Ham. But some friends there kept me frm quitting somehow.

Friends like Nasution, Fariza, Shelly, Ila, Shafiq, Arabic and Lily. They made everyday work like fun to be with but i am not that lucky all the time. I will get to work with them like once in a blue moon aje. :(

Beside working, studying also suxs. So hid, u sudnt think that your life is the only one like not on the very good side only. Now u got to noe the real picture of my life somehow. :) I got my ups and downs leh. And yeah, im RATTLING about my downs now.

Im bored.. better starts workin on my assignment now... :)

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