Sometimes..I wish..I could..But I cant...

stress....so many things to do so little time. even if got time got other things you need to do..take care of certain things. ..take care of other things...sometimes you just feel like breaking down..sometimes you want to let things go...sometimes you just wanna give up. but then you think again...is it worth letting it go? is it worth giving up? sometimes you're not happy...sometimes you're not sad...you too busy thinking about other ppl you forget about yourself...you cant blame others but yourself...sometimes you suck at certain things. and when i say you suck..i mean you really, really suck... you want to improve but duno how to. you figure there's no way to improve because you just dont bother....i just dont bother. y do ppl force me to do things i dont want? have you ever felt someone asking you to do things you dont like but you have to anyway so you dont hurt their feelings especially if they're related to you. obligation...you want to be angry but its rude to be so..so you just try to let it go...because its simply impossible to shout at them when they're your family...you sacrifice everything...anything... well at least that's what i'll do..haiz..how i wish ppl would understand or try to be in my shoe..only i understand myself..me and me....i wish.

inside of me....