There is a reason why certain things happen in your life. There is a reason for everything. I this post, I shall try to analyze. I don't know if that is good or bad but I just had a discussion about reasons with someone. Hikmah, rather.
Reason why:-
--> I take philo is because I have a funny obsession to reason things out.
--> I meet Ima is because you have certain qualities that I don't so you expose me to them,in a sense.
--> I meet Fina is because God is kind and he doesn't want me to be alone.
--> I meet Ham is because I needed more guys in my social clique or rather I need to be exposed to men (?) and you're a good start. Hehe...
--> Raii? Hmm...have yet to see. :) More exposure? Haha...
--> I felt intimidated by someone else getting an A+ is because I'm getting too slack and too high head. I get moments where I'll feel on top of the world but then I'll get pulled back down to reality so I know that my journey is not over. Yet. It's just like being a malay in S'pore. Everytime we accomplish something, they'll find something that we're still lagging in or not good enough then we'll realize that we have to work even harder. This is what meritocracy does to you.
--> this point is what I really want to say actually. There's a reason why I met Nurul aka Labu from now on. Either Labu or mambang, ok. well...I think there's a reason to it. Labu ada ramai kenalan lelaki. Boleh tahan. Haha...well...kalau korang pandai korang fahamlah apa maksud aku. And another thing, Labu nampak je slack. Tapi orangnya pandai. Orangnya yang jenis mempertingkatkan diri pada setiap langkah. Tak bermaksud seseorang yang score lebih time PSLE,kat menara gading dia akan terus score lebih. Faham? Tak faham? Tak apa. Aku memang suka buat orang keliru. The more people don't understand me, the more I like it.
Ok...itu sahaja buat kali ini...malam ini ku akan berjaga sehingga entah jam berapa...esok cuti umum tetapi ku akan kembali ke sekolah kerana aku harus membuat rehearsal...haha...
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