WoKE ME UP WHEN I GOT AN F...

ive just recovered from a very short period of depression. well.. ive been doing badly for my chemistry module. hrm im just thinking what is wrong with me? i mean chemistry is my major! its so important! we went through the test papers just now and all the queations were jc standard questions. i mean they were do-able. ive done them before. and i took it for granted for this test. i kept telling myself that it was easy and that ive done this before. i mean this stuff 's easy man.. OR SO I THOUGHT!! when a 2nd F came flying SMACKED right on my face THEN i realise I WAS WRONG!! for the second time ive failed. i couldnt understand. what did i do wrong in the test? was everything WRONG? of cz it was not until we went thru the paper then i realise that what ive done was completely stupid. my answers were crappy. i tot they were right. (or so i tot) it was stuff i did in jc. Mole concept!! it was MOLE CONCEPT!!! and i got and F for MOLE CONCEPT!!! you guys remember calculating the number of moles of carbon and all that crap? WELL I FORGOT!!! i FORGOT HOW TO CALCULATE CONCENTRATION!!! OMG!! it was really a SMACK on the face for me.. i mean really.. A wake up call..really..i was there in class stonin.. lookin at the happy faces of my classmates. they did well! of cz.. wads so difficult abt mole concept ppl? haiz..ive been so into biology that i neglect my chemistry..i just miss those times when i actualy could answer the chemistry questions.. i mean those times when i was really enthusiastic abt chem.. CHEM FREAK! hahha.. id memorise all the stuff. i cant believe i forgot. i didnt practise. hrmm.. i need to MUG!! NO MORE GYM!! MORE MUG!! just 3 WEEKS!! and i can enjoy! hrm...haiz.. now its making me feel worst. well..take care ppl..dun wait to get an F before u start to realise that you have a problem..

khilFina