TS prac over!!!!!boohoohoo!!!!sob sob sob!!!!today is like...1 day after the whole thing...part of me still feel sad over it...like...haiz...thats the way things work lah...right ham,qiib?u get attached to these people in ur team...then after the performance u realize thats the last time ure gonna work with them then u feel like...lost...haiz...as bitchy....bimbotic...crazy as it can be....i kinda miss it all....my frequent lateness....then our lines.....all the fuck flying...sad sad....then ydae i was listening to a sad song....i almost cried!!!!!im like...what the hell?i almost cried because i put in those emotions i have leaving theatre....which i am not!!!!!!this is it...im gonna major in theatre....i know my mum wun be happy...i know my sis thinks its not practical....i know my dad is fine with it...i don't care.....i can switch majors later oso....haha.....maybe i give a laydown on wad happened ydae.....

woke up at 10 am.thats late.bcz im supposed to meet them at 10 am...i set alarm at 7...i tersadar but i guess i fell asleep.so ended up late lah...woke my dad up...asked him to send me to sch....then i told my mum id be back late bcz we were supposed to go makan after the exam but the outing was cancelled.anyway,told my mum id be back late bcz my exam is in the afternoon.well thats the first shot of exam she had from me.she didnt know im having exams.anyway,so then my dad sent me to sch.then we rehearsed.then we had lunch.during lunch one of the gals went to her dad's company at tuas to take the lorry.we couldnt take carrying the heavy props uphill!!!!!so then she took the lorry.after lunch she arrived and we loaded the things into the lorry.then she drove to the performance area.its basically a lecture theatre.but a nicer one.so then we arrived there early...our thing is at 4 pm but we reached at 2.30 pm.so we slacked there.then at abt 3 like that we changed into our costumes.i look damn cool can?haha....im so proud of myself getting that black shirt....it makes me look so cool....i kept saying that lah....n i told them i will definitely wear it again to sch...we all look good actually...our practical instructor told us we look very handsome.yay!!!!hehe....funny sia me....so anyway...after we changed,they said can go in already....so we went in....got ready......

now here's the exam itself....it was....alright i guess...but there are things i could have done but i didnt do because i was afraid it will cut into our time.apparently we were so nervous we all spoke very fast!!!haiz....but nvm...at the end of the play,it was supposed to be a q&a session....but it felt more like a feedback session....because they didnt really ask us questions abt the play or character.they asked us why we chose to do certain things....yupz....dunno if we're gonna pass or not....but well...........HOPEFULLY IT WILL RAISE MY POINTS!!!!!!!haiz.....its like the one thing im banging on.....

ok so then after the thing everyone pack up....want to go home...then i had the trolley with me...we used it to transport things....then im like...oh man....i asked my friend who's sending the lorry back if she can send me home.then she said sure so im like alright....save $ on cab fare.then we dismantled the wood frame....i wasnt so sad abt that....but i think i carried it too much that now my hands so tired....its painful....my arms sorry....so ok....then we pecahkan the thing.....then i changed....then me,jac(driver) and irene(another one from the team) we got on the lorry and went to tuas...before that we sent another gal,esther to her hall coz its quite far...then she carrying quite a lot of stuff so jac gave her a lift.then we head to tuas....left the lorry(more like a pick up truck actually.nvm.she kept saying lorry so i just follow) and took the brother's car....coz jac had to bring back the huge table.so then she sent me home...then im supposed to direct her...but i so gundu lah on the road.mati seh if i get my driving license i have to explore all the expressway first.i realized if u missed one exit,ure pretty much gone.and thats wad happened.we missed the exit.wait.many exits!!!!!!!wah!!!!!so then of course i realized that there are many ways to come to my house!!!!!haha!!!!!!ok so from a simple trip it became like a road trip.....which was quite cool i guess....i dunno....it was damn fun for me....hehe.....if i get my license,i have to remember not to be selfish abt sending ppl home...because in uni many peeps have sent me places.....so anyway....then....thats abt it....reached home...then i felt like what the hell....shld haf stayed out or smtg....i think my mum quite used to me not being home so then she seldom cook.seriously,these days got not much of my fav food around because im seldom around....then my mum just cook all those sambal thingies....which i dun eat.....ok thats it for ydae....

my arms damn pain seh.....ouch........