hello orange...im kinda back from a little hiatus. ahakz. lets just say im lazy to sign in. wokies? but here i am, at 2.30 in the morning, with a mission. this morning, i want to show my appreciation to y'all, who have been very kind with your compliments. i am truly grateful for them.i just felt like i need to do this because i know sometimes i act like a freaking bitchy snob. so sorry guys...i get very self-centred sometimes, i know...

so anyway,the past week has been quite great. fina, my best pal...words cant exactly show how grateful i am having u in my life. dun ask me to put in action coz i suck at it. anyway, back to business. first for the compliments. my dear, no one has ever showered me that much compliments as u have. i thank you very much because u made me feel beautiful. thk u for ALL the help u've given me...i know sometimes i say and do the wrong things so if its possible anyhow, im trying to correct it here. and a shout out for u, today u looked good dude. i think that jacket rocks. u know, it made u look mature. like a teacher. so u shld wear it when u teach! it really looked good on you. im not kidding.

ham, i know sometimes i confuse you. i know sometimes i make myself sound very philosophical and stuff such that u never seem to understand me. dude, u know, u surprise me everytime u act. because 'sekali pandang', u really don't look like an actor. but when i watch u act, im fascinated by ur skills dude. we both have a long way to go, but still, u're a really (unexpectedly) talented guy. u surprise me everytime u acquire a new skill. keep it up ham. i thoroughly enjoyed the show y'all put up the other day. upcoming will be my play, so then it'll be ur turn to comment like crazy. and i expect u to. ('',)

ima, thx for all the crazy chats on msn. and that day that u tried to cheer me up. i was so engrossed with myself i didnt even have the basic courtesy to say thanks. sorry buddy! gal,u have a way to make me laugh even if u may not realize it. and also. i dun think i'll ever be as brave as u. i have yet to conquer my fear...but u my dear, u're an admirable person. i can make myself feel ugly, but y'all can make me feel beautiful. thanks guys...

raqiib...how can i forget u even if u're at camp and most likely not reading this. ahakz. thx for replying my msges dude when i dun really expect u to.those times when im bored and ure supposed to be sleeping. heh heh...hey no wonder i feel like i've missed u (im not the only one right?)! i havent seen u since christmas!i see i see...

ok guys...thats all for now...3 am already...tired tired tired...take care guys and gals...

remark to apy: dude, i know my bfil most likely wun be reading this.could u somehow print this entry or read it and convey my msg to him?coz after wad i said over dinner just now, i think i kinda messed his brain a bit. as usual. gah...

-if y'all dunno who wrote this then knock urself on the head twice for me. thank u.

"you're beautiful...you're beautiful...lalala..."

"kau ilhamku...lalala"