The Diary Of Four Friendz...

I miss this corner... :)

2007-05-21T18:56:00.000+08:00

I miss this corner of ours.
Almost a year has passed and many things
has been going on in each of our life.

8 years of friendship and things are still looking good between us all.
The friendship is here and still ongoing strong.
How fast time has flies.
I miss our time logging on into the internet and looking forward
to read each other entries in here wondering what has been going.

Now, all of us has our own little corner to write in.

But this place.. I still want to keep it.
So now and then, I will write in.

Don't be surprise.. our old old series of
orangey from Teenopendiary is still surviving till this days.
I even converted it to Opendiary since TOD is gone case back then.

:)

If you want to log into the Orangey Version 1.0
Get the details from my multiply okay?
If you want to log into the Orangey Version 1.1
Get the details from my multiply too.

:P

I love the memories we wrote in
those two place back then and till today.

Love you guys too!
I never regret making my way back to you all.

Never.

Sign off..
Missy Ima

2006-10-26T21:43:00.000+08:00

this place is not dying.....but it definitely is stagnant.....well, what to do....everyone busy........im excited for tomorrow jalan raya....but i dun feel like blogging tonight.....i hate the thought of having essays upon essays to write......sigh.....

Test Test Test..

2006-10-22T17:08:00.000+08:00

Hey.. Still Alive. About the jalan raya.. I will try to make it if I can find the time to be with you guys. Siapa tak nak jalan raya? But if I am tired and all. . I must make sure I prioritise my stuffs well if not at work my performance might be declining and I do not want to give them any bad impression for now. :)

It is going to be half day tomorrow for me and I think I will do some last minute shopping. I do not know whether my dear will be tagging me along coz it has been him who will be the one with me to shop for my bag and shoes. :) I will be going to Lot 1 Seiyu tomorrow anyway. :) I hope! ! !

Hari Raya in less than two days time. Everything should be fine at my home. We keep it simple and trust me, air untuk tetamu pun belum dibeli lagi tau! HAHA! I will try to settle everything tomorrow. :) Purchasing of air or and my stuffs. :) What else? Oh, my family wearing black and white this year.. but somehow my outfit is black and golden. HAHA! :)

Ingin mengambil kesempatan ini untuk Mengucap SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI to all of you and Maaf Zahir dan Batin kepada semua dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki Ima ni. :) ... Anything yang tersasul, terhurt, tercakap, terlepas.. apa apa yang TER.. Harap dimaafkan.. I am not perfect.. every human is not.. :)..

May you all have a good time with your families on this festival itself.. :)

jalan raya

2006-10-05T16:40:00.000+08:00

yo guys, are we going to have a jalan raya or not this yeaR?

_Stagnant_

2006-09-03T09:56:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps.. Let me fill this entry up with random thoughts of mine.Many things been happening without some of us knowing it.Some are good and some are bad.Real bad.I really can't describe it and the thought of it,cringe me up.So I shall not bother talking about that.I'm watching Spongebob Squarepant right now and it tickle the hell out of me.The fact that cartoon nowadays are really wayyyyy different from during our time when we were kids ourselves.Best of luck for your performance tonight,Ham.I will be watching it and try to spot you.You know,I thought I will know about the result of the final selection yesterday.But they informed me I will get a call around next week IF I'm selected.The whole selection was pretty interesting basically.There was breakfree,building my ideal school with STRAWS and organising an Annual Track and Field event in one hour which to me is really crappy if that is how they are going to judge and select us for the position.Sigh.Im praying hard for this.:).Hope to receive the call I wanted!As some of you all know,Im now learning how to drive at BBDC and really like all my instructors who are teaching me.So right now, Im busy only half the day and the other half the day,I am rotting at home.I don't think I will be able to go out that often since I am not working and neither schooling,not finding any good reason to asking my dad for pocket money right now.So,yeah.Despite that,I did serious retail therapy.I bought 12 new tops and a pair of shoe within a week!How exciting.That is how drain my bank is right now arr!Woman!They just shop their heart out when something is not right.HAHA!And regret it later on.But I did not regret that much.Just a bit only after I saw a nice mp3 at CREATIVE website going at a special price.Oh yah,Im meeting Fz later on after he finish playing badminton with his friends.I miss him.We did not have a proper meet for like some time already.I hope to have a proper meet later on before he rush home to send his brother off to madrasah.I really dont know what else to write in here.There are many things going on but I just do not want to talk about it.How are you guys?I know the girls are doing okay.The guys?Btw Ham, when your result coming out?Mine coming out on 13 September. Left with 10 more days and I hope things will be great.After result is out,Im going down to school to order all my school transcripts and going down to MOE at Buona Vista to order my GCE O LEVEL CERTIFICATE that I lost it and till now I do not know where I have misplace it OKAY!Pissed!Oh Yeah,Im in touch with Nas again.But I try to space it out with him for now.Once bitten,Twice shy people!IF I get the job,I will start working on 16 October,5 days before that date,I have a date with MOE for some workshop before being send to school to start work.Half of me are really eager to get this job you know, but half of me do not want to hope so much and end up feeling really despair coz I went through first interview,skip 2nd interview and was slot into final selection and having to go through a whole day workshop and ending up so tiring.It better pays off somwhow.PLEASE GOD!So right now,I will end my entry and leave it as stagnant as before.I really do not see the objective of writing here but I just ramble on.Take care babes,Love YOU ALL.

2006-08-25T21:07:00.000+08:00

alridy

so whats up lately? ive been so so busy. lacking or too much sleep. no good no good *shakes head* not been in too good in terms of health and emotion. im having this ulcer, i think, inside my throat. THROAT!! so imagine how it hurts. actually it doesnt hurt that bad. but when its like dry and nothings been happening, like when i wake up, it hurts damn bad. so now its getting better. i wonder how i got it also. must be those voice projection classes.

yes im doing voice projection as one of my modules. she will like make us project our voice and in the end i experience pain on my chest area. not really doing it properly. need lots of practise and water. stomach up down up down. so what else. the vice chair person is not really doing her job properly. she's just as good as a member. i try to help out la but i really dont know what i should do. or rather the roles of a vice. i dont want to be seeem like a chair when im not. im just a vice. anyway..

school's been busy. have lots of assignment already and my presentation is in 2 weeks time. so meetings and all. im glad it falls at the begginning of the sem cz at least it doesnt cramp till the last minute where all the assignments accumulate and exams coming. what else. oh gosh. i forgot my pac@gov password. yeah so i have to reset through some other people and change my password and opt for availability in internet by 31st aug. total last minute worker. kinda leceh la this pac@gov thing. oh well..

im gonna dance to "buttons" and some latino song this coming thurday. its a learning festival in conjunction with the celebration of teachers' day! oh yay! happy teacher's day!!! hehehe.. not yet not yet. ive decided on some things in my life. or rather im considering. well i wish i can do it. but its not something i have to do. just something i might want to do. hee! oh what the heck. might as well tell you guys. im thinking about 'masters'. i know i know its hard. but i want to take it if i can. i want to get my honours in my science and do masters in something. i read the broucher (how to spell ar?) and i really think it'll be a good thing to do during my 4 years bond with moe. i mean its part time la so it'll take 2-4 years. in terms of financial, im not too sure but im just considering it.

say i grad at 23. then if i can start my masters straight, i will do so. but if i cant, i'll try for one year experience and then do my masters. then say using the first senario, i'll get my masters at the age of 27 max. then can get married at 28!!! argh! what a wonderful idea! InsyaAllah. see how. then i can probably choose to continue with teaching or do what i have with my masters. smart eh? but then again. i dont think its easy to do masters la. and if my dear wants to study oso good cz he'll prob have to wait till i 28 then get married or he wait till 28 then have kids. i mean if we plan to get married earlier la. man im talking about this alone. i mean, not discussing with my future partner. like im planning OUR life. hahahh! how stressful. control queen. 'NO! must do this!' hahahhah.. just a thought. i oso want to be a good wife and mother. then, i see my lecturers admit that she isnt a good mum becz she works alot. dunno. i see how. masters wasnt in my plan. kinda just made me think when i saw the pamphlet. yeah. hope everything goes well. think about degree first la fina! what the hell. ala. want some boosting of morale ma. i mean motivation. need motivation! hehehe. slenger. alridey.. thats the update from me...

update

2006-08-20T00:24:00.000+08:00

hey! u want updates right? well here's an update from me. i just joined a theatre group and they are planning to put up a performance for pesta raya in nov. isnt that cool or what? and all i have to do is act! mana tahu kan, insyaAllah masuk suria or Suria Segar pulak aku eh? haha. berangan hyd, berangan. haha...ok lah, i havent join them yet. but i have told them yes. i mean, why not, right? well, more updates soon.

p/s: one week of school down, 12 weeks to go. NO WAY.

-hyd

:: INDECISIVE ::

2006-08-16T15:58:00.000+08:00

You see..

I realised something

ONLY TODAY!

I know you all been saying i actually duno what to do.

But it did not register into my head lah.

I was playing deaf all along.

NOT TILL TODAY!

I realised it..

Its registered into my head..

I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO AFTER TOMORROW!

MAMPOI!

SEMPOI!

PENGSOI!

Aizz..

I got interview on FRIDAY!

Wish Me LUCK! Im going back to SP after so long of not doing so..

My heart will be swell up with tears..

I just want to get the position for the interview Im going on next Thursday!

I realised that i WANT that job!

I want to fight for that JOB!

I hope GOD will be with me.

:: 3 more days! ::

2006-08-14T14:00:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!

THREE MORE DAYS OKAY!

3 more days to the end of attachment!

But I dont see the point of me being excited.

Coz 70% of it that I might work here full time.
Maybe Im excited about the pay wise though.

HAHA!

I am still alive though!

Im now sucking my LOLLIPOP!

I cant wait to go home though!

4 MORE HOURS TO GO!

HEY!

2006-08-13T21:46:00.000+08:00

hey, i dun look scared k. i was pissed and annoyed and stressed and thinking and everything jumbled up into one, because why? because i was trying to find a nice day when all of us can meet to celebrate raqiib's bdae. and until now, we havent do it yet. and that is not nice to one of the orangey members. and like i declared, if ima's bdae is a day of expressions for ima, fyn's bdae is a day full of expressions for me. just look at all the photos. gambar aku nak yawn pun sempat si ima tangkap. ci-ke-ah-lek punyer budak. pandai ko amik gambar sembunyi2 eh. ader pulak gambar close up. masyaAllah buruk muka.

anyway, enough about the picture. there are more pictures for u to laugh at lah.

now, this is the thing ive been thinking about.

upcoming orangey projects.
- buka puasa together. slightly impossible here, but it was just a thought.
- jalan rayer. will y'all please kindly post whichever house y'all wanna visit? thanks.

ok, for now, itu je ah. so since the first project might not happen and I DON'T WANT IT TO HAPPEN BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS so that leaves with the second project. muahahaha...

best regards to my fellow oranges, even the one in indon getting married soon but not getting any kids soon, i hear,

-hidato arigato sontoloyo sayonaro tatatitituturo-

2006-08-13T15:05:00.000+08:00

hello fellow oranges..

been busy lately so sorry for the lack of updates. hrm.. i was looking at the pics at ima's fotopages and i cant help but laugh at how hid looks in this photo..

what exactly happened? i know i was there but then i was thinking crap-ily like 'did she see something we didnt?' hahahaha 'why does she look so scared?' 'was there something on my head?' i seriously find this so funny!!! which is why i cant help but write about it. why ar hid? you in no mood or tired is it? hahhahahahha.. cute sia. anyway.. thanks for the wonderful day people. this is like one week due.hey i cant believe it was just last week that we spent at east coast. and i love kite flying! i want to do it again! *hints dear*

ok so... i think thats about all.. i cant remember what i wanted to say liao. hahahaha.. anyway.. yeah. cool! bye!!!

happy 1st birthday!!

2006-08-10T18:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY ORANGEYFRIENDZ.BLOGSPOT.COM!!!!!!!!!

orangey hyd =)

2006-08-07T17:20:00.000+08:00

a note of thank you..

first of all, i would like to say that im really tired and sleepy so i wont write long but i still want to write cz i rreally think its important. ok.. thank you to the planning committee for *sweetest fyna 20th birthday* surprise. hahaha. i was really surprised and touched. thank you so much. i would update more but i just got back from school adn im so tired. thank you to all. i shall talk more soon. *yawn* hugs...

Fyna..

2006-08-07T00:51:00.000+08:00

to everyone, thank you.

to my fellow orangey and guests, thank you from the bottom of my heart.
to ima, thank you for planning with me, for helping me lift my spirits when i reached my stress point, for listening to me, for all ur help and for keeping the secret safe.
to ham, thank you for following my lead.
to qiib, for keeping the secret safe.
to my guests, fina's family and kak mas and qing xian, for coming and gracing the event with your presence. thank you very much.
and a pat on the back for myself, for managing to surprise my best friend.

to fina, i hope u had the time of ur life and that ure satisfied. but u have already told me ure satisfied. i still hope ure happy.

to everyone, again, my plea to u, please dun bother about my bdae. it's bulan puasa, and the situation have changed. we have gone through a lot, people. if y'all still want to plan smtg, God is listening to me, guys. i really dun want y'all to susahkan diri, especially u, fina. i know its still 2 months away, but i also know u're coming up with some evil plan to get back at me, and im sure ima would be glad to join in and take her sweet revenge against me for what i did to her on her bdae, but really, i love y'all too much (as my best friend and my beloved orangey gang) and i dun want to bother y'all with anything. please, k? your careful thought and consideration is greatly appreciated. thank you.

by the way, in other news, my classmate in JC just told me over msn that she's getting married at the end of september and that she's inviting me, along with 2 of my other buddies. getting married, to the love of her life (i assume), the teacher who taught them history in JC. scandalous...but, good for her.

toodles.

2006-08-04T13:43:00.000+08:00

my director seems to think that i always look bored. i wonder why. well, anyway, i actually have something to do but the report is with Andy and he went for lunch with James so i just hafta wait until later. then i can continue with the translation again.

Fyn saw Andy and James at the traffic light just now. im not sure if she saw James really though. Coz only Andy turned. hehe...can kinda say i work mostly with Andy these days coz he's the one who give me something to do. John don't really have much stuff for me. He said he would rather do it himself, like change flights and all. its not that i dunno. i know how to change flights, but he wanted to do it via email, so, thats cool with me. then later i might not be online coz he found something for me to do, that is to rearrange the data storage or smtg. i think i might be doing that next week rather than today. so i gotta finish the report today. yay they're back...but i dun see Andy. k, wait some more then.

hmm...what am i supposed to blog about? er...well....nth much, i guess. G, do post a pic of urself. and ur...boyfriend/hubby. kkkkkk??? Andy is back. can go ask him for the report already. well, nth much to say, like i said. i've got my jersey! whee!!! hope it fits. fyn, hope u like urs. =)

ima, know what? just now i saw this adidas one, white colour, with orange and black stripes. omg it is like so nice. my next target. but wait, ive got too many jerseys. AH I KNOW!!! get my uncle to buy. hehe!!! he said he wanted to get a jersey for em anyway. oh but then i like the orange with red gradient one also. that costs like $50++ though...and i want the portugal one. aiz...im in love with colours.

ok, back to work. toodles people!!!

---> i usually dun sign off, but in case G couldnt figure out who this is, this is 'the dude'. hehe...im going with my nick while in the office. =)

Missy Ima Speaks...

2006-08-03T11:47:00.000+08:00

me and fz together for 5 yrs already by the time 9 august 2006 comes by us.

When we getting married? That I not sure.. I heard that we should get engaged first so that people around us will not talk ill about us about maybe SHORT GUN or so whatever coz suddenly want to get married and that kind of thing or why the rush and etc.

Sometime the malay culture really make me sick somehow.

I got the info about the engagement from my kak long herself.

She also actually do not want it but her mum insist over it and so she followed along.

So yeah..

Fyn, I came across this one blog, teacher to be exact who wrote it.

I kind of feel the disappointment in me for her.

I do not know why. Well, Im not a teacher myself.

But the way she got all so work up with the students and BLAH on her blog.

It can be a very wrong step in her life if ever someone report it to MOE.

I will share with you when i see you online.

For now, Im quite disappointed over her entry.

Its going to be 9 more WEEKDAYS till my attachment end!

Eh Guys, on 1 Sept, me and syukri going down to Dunearn for Teacher's Day,

but for me, more likely for the school food.

I talk like as if I never go down to Dunearn for soooo longgggg gitu!

hahahahaha.. :P Well, if you all are free on 1 SEPT, COME DOWN LEHHH! ! ! !

Yeah..dats abt it..

Love

IMA!

birthdays weddings whatevers..

2006-08-03T11:22:00.000+08:00

so when are you guys getting married Ima? u and fariuz.. my gawd how many years already?? damn right im getting married first.. heheh cant believe it.. this september.. and pregnant is not the reason im getting married this fast.. heheh.. juz that im runnin away from home u guys.. sounds stupid but there's more to it.. and anybody elts would prefer freedom than self-infliction right.. yes... i juz keep doing stupid stuff, like hurting myself when im down.. but tho.. things r so much better now that i found a way out and found YOU GUYS back!!! yay... huggies......

heheh Fina is so sweet.. i love u Fina.. heheh.. its 4 more days man.. and ull no longer be a teenager.. ull be joining me in the tweenies world.. sounds awful.. they say that your life starts going downhill when u reach 20.. even ur skin will sag downhill.. honestly juz about everything will go downhill but if u can prevent it why not use it? SK-II is deffinitely a product that will help you turn back the time! action only..... heheh..

anyways Fina that's not what i wanna say.. what i mean was, never give up even when things r going downhill there'll always b a way. and remember your friends will always pray for your life not to go downhill. what am i talking about... im the one with all the shits in life.. heheeh... shame shame.. write more u guys... miss u..

Surprised?

2006-08-02T20:40:00.000+08:00

Hi babes and fellow guys..

I have changed the blog!

I welcomed Grace too!

Now I feel more complete with her around.

Haha! I sound weird! K, nvm!

Nothing much from me.

I just miss you all okay!

Grace, You are married first!

haha! NOT ME! Haha!

Remember last time I told you,

You have to design my wedding dress

when its time for me to get married?!

Up for the challenge or not?

Hahahaha!

2006-08-02T17:58:00.000+08:00

countdown!

ok so that was from our dear grace all the way from indonesia. i was talking to her on msn and decided to make her blog! hahah. please put your pics if you have k gracie! well you first need a photobucket account. go to http://www.photobucket.com then once you have uploaded a picture, take the img src codes and paste them here. as in when you're writing an entry. and who tought me? none other then our dear ima herself.

eh guys orangey is going to be one year also le. orangey birthday! august 10th is orange's birthday. heheh. just after mine. happy birthday orangey! happy 21st qibby! happy 20th finny! happy 41st singapore! happy 23rd's hid's sis! happy.. who else? hahahha. to everyone basically. this is such a wonderful year.

oh guys guess what? i think i told everyone. i bought TWO tops from Veeko! they are having 70% off. so i thought i see what they got and boom i spent 35 bucks. well could have cost me 120. so why not. hehehhe. it was nice. the salesgirl even came up to me asking where i bought my bag. then i describe to her where in queensway i bought it. she doesnt sound like she's local. i dont know. anyway.. its pink and greenish blue in colour. i like it alot. especially the pink one. heeeeeeee.. i cant wait to wear it. cool!

and what else. im starting school soon. i kinda cant wait! why ar?? meet my friends. study again. as if i enjoy studying that much. but the idea of learning smth new everyday is so wonderful. i did my lesson planning. we're doing graphs and verbs and tenses for maths and english respectively. cool huh? finally got the hang of plannign for my lessons. ugh.. my bag is so heavy. i need new shoes. slipper! ugh.. still got a few more days. shop shop shop! hehehehhe.. alridy! take care gracie. which reminds me of gracie lou freebush. miss comgeniality. hahaha.

cheerios.. *hugs*

hav a laugh

2006-08-02T16:56:00.000+08:00

These are from a book called "Disorder in the American Courts." They are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who endured the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place.

Q: Are you sexually active? A: No, I just lie there.

Q: What is your date of birth? A: July 15th. Q: What year? A: Every year.

Q: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? A: Gucci sweats and Reeboks.

Q: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? A: Yes. Q: And in what ways does it affect your memory? A: I forget. Q: You forget? Can you give us an example of something that you've forgotten?

Q: How old is your son, the one living with you? A: Thirty-eight or thirty-five, I can't remember which. Q: How long has he lived with you? A: Forty-five years.

Q: What was the first thing your husband said to you when he woke up that morning? A: He said, "Where am I, Cathy?" Q: And why did that upset you? A: My name is Susan.

Q: Do you know if your daughter has ever been involved in voodoo or the occult? A: We both do. Q: Voodoo? A: We do. Q: You do? A: Yes, voodoo.

Q: Now doctor, isn't it true that when a person dies in his sleep, he doesn't know about it until the next morning? A: Did you actually pass the bar exam?

Q: The youngest son, the twenty-year-old, how old is he?

Q: Were you present when your picture was taken?

Q: So the date of conception (of the baby) was August 8th? A: Yes. Q: And what were you doing at that time?

Q: She had three children, right? A: Yes. Q: How many were boys? A: None. Q: Were there any girls?

Q: How was your first marriage terminated? A: By death. Q: And by whose death was it terminated?

Q: Can you describe the individual? A: He was about medium height and had a beard. Q: Was this a male, or a female?

Q: Is your appearance here this morning pursuant to a deposition notice which I sent to your attorney? A: No, this is how I dress when I go to work.

Q: Doctor, how many autopsies have you performed on dead people? A: All my autopsies are performed on dead people.

Q: ALL your responses MUST be oral, OK? What school did you go to? A: Oral.

Q: Do you recall the time that you examined the body? A: The autopsy started around 8:30 p.m. Q: And Mr. Dennington was dead at the time? A: No, he was sitting on the table wondering why I was doing an autopsy.

Q: Are you qualified to give a urine sample?

Q: Doctor, before you performed the autopsy, did you check for a pulse? A: No. Q: Did you check for blood pressure? A: No. Q: Did you check for breathing? A: No. Q: So, then it is possible that the patient was alive when you began the autopsy? A: No. Q: How can you be so sure, Doctor? A: Because his brain was sitting on my desk in a jar. Q: But could the patient have still been alive, nevertheless? A: Yes, it is possible that he could have been alive and practicing law somewhere.

~g~

halo orang2!!!! guess who's backkkkk

2006-08-02T16:30:00.000+08:00

Assalammuailaikum warohmatulohi wabarakatuh . . . .

peeps of orange....

HOW ARE YOU GUYS???? grace here.. wow! we hav an electronic orange now?? im so primitive mind.. its like ive been cut off from u guys.. i juz noe this thing from Fina.. its her bday soon and i cant be there to plan evil things with u guys.. sad.. anyways u guys mind if i join u back? im like so paisey sial.. feel so new.. anyways.. if u guys mind then juz erase this post and ill never blog again... heheh..

Wasallam...

:: TIRED ::

2006-07-29T22:57:00.000+08:00

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2006-07-28T13:44:00.000+08:00

kinda reminds me of my grandfather...

To Raii

2006-07-28T08:35:00.000+08:00

:: To Raii ::

Im having a hard time getting in touch with you

Which hp no are you using? New or Old?

Im sorry that I couldnt be there to listen to you

nor asking whtr you are okay or not (Coz I duno my sms get tru or not)

Be strong, patience and its just HIS time to go.

IT will happen to all of us.

Some day..

My Grandpa in the news

2006-07-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

Hi everybody. This is my grandpa if you guys are interested to know. It was on the 2nd page of Berita Harian on last Monday or Tuesday. Sorry if I haven't been active these days. Too much things happening at once. Before i say anything, i wanna say thanks for all your support these past few days. These days were really trying for me. Anyway, he lived to a ripe old age of 84, and we are all thankful for it. His presence was required in all my family's meetings. That's cos even though he was quiet throughout, he was as in the saying 'diam diam ubi berisi'. Is that right hid? Haha... He was the head of the family. He left behind 16 children of his own, (a lot eh?) and countless of grandchildren. I'm one of them. Can be said I was one of the closest grandchild to him, probably because my house and atuks's house was just a few blocks away. So I used to go there a lot, and he would disturb me by tapping my shoulder, then acting innocent. Or he would always amaze me whenever i went there, coz he always had a sweet, a chocolate, or something in his hand, and he would give me. Even when ive grown to be a big guy, he still did give me... That's my most vivid memory of him. Also, that he's very wise. I'm sad, but i force my tears not to fall, because he would be sad too, and i want him to pass on being happy. I saw him on thursday evening, at that time he was already unconscious, but still alive. He had a stroke, his right side paralysed. But still alive. And that's the last I saw him breathing. Went for NDP rehearsal as per normal on Saturday. We finished packing and got ready to go home by 2am. I didnt feel like going home at 2am, though wanna stay there till morning came, but a friend drove me to Clementi, from there I took cab so it would be cheaper. I reached home almost 3am. Around 6 plus, my mum woke me roughly saying, "Get ready quick! Grandpa just passed away!" Immediately I woke up with my head splitting and got dressed within 2 mins. Took cab directly to SGH and he was lying there very still. Tears fell, but quickly I wiped them away. After that i felt very weak and lethargic, mentally drained, that even during the burial, was sad, but too tired to cry... Sorry for saying all this things now... I go now...

...Raii...

2006-07-25T10:57:00.000+08:00

"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. "

Love

IMA

[Im.Heavily.Broken]

:: Condolences ::

2006-07-24T08:24:00.000+08:00

:: Condolences ::

On behalf of orangey,

our condolences to Qiby for the lost of someone you loved.

Stay strong and have lots of patience.

We are all here for you

anytime, anywhere and anyHOW!

Lots of Love,

Ima

2006-07-22T13:21:00.000+08:00

this is hyd's update.

1- if i don't hate my brothers already, i hate them now. i know, i know. evil intentions here. but what the heck. im furious. and no, i will not put the blame on myself. because it's not like i noticed my wallet has been touched. what would you do if you see ur stuff at the same place where u left it? u wouldnt touch it, would you? you would have the confidence that everything is still intact. i soooooooo wanna scream, and cry and bash smtg, but i cant. im almost 20, and matured young adults should know how to control their anger towards a 3 year old. if u guys havent guessed what im talking about by now, then crack ur brains further. ha ha. oh right, blabber and blabber and i never say what happen. thank you for losing my ez-link card jj. thank you for probably throwing my card out the window. dun think i dunno, because i saw u throw things out the window before, so i have no doubts that u did the same to my card. now i have no bus pass. now i have to use the normal ez-link. now i have to search for extra finance. do you know that it's $21 to make a new card? dammit. lucky thing though, is that whatever value remaining in my card and the balance from my bus pass will be refunded. thank god for that. otherwise i'd scream my head off even more because my $$$ burn just like that. grr....look at me. pissed at a 3 year old who is not even home. grr....i can cry i tell u.

2- something is wrong with my thigh muscles. coz i get this tight pain thingy. macam cramp. which is like "ow" if u get what i mean. i was limping lah. the muscles felt so tight. i must have done something wrong.

3- i may have lost weight last week, but i may have gained it back this week because i ate rice everyday before i go work. which is good, because i dun get bad hunger pangs at work. but its bad coz i eat evryday. oof. so now i have to workout again, which i dun mind. soccer anyone???? i want soccer boots.....not the spikey one...the one for street soccer...k nvm...i'll buy it myself. see, i just got myself the brown shoes like one month ago and here i am wanting another shoe. THAT'S IT! discovery moment. i am like evry other woman. i have a fetish for shoes!!! wakaka!!!

4- i start my new work next week. ARGH!!!!! scared scared scared......first attempt at office job.

5- does anyone know i have blood stuck in my huge toe? yeah, and its going to go black. sis said can be infection. argh!!!! k, later put oil. and no, its not infection. it was due to the soccer game.

6- hey i never tell y'all bout the soccer. i know i bored fyn to death when i told her. niwae, i played defense. fun seh. if i dare get dirty, i would have slide here, slide there. but no lah. so my tackles were...more...pushy. haha! oh and i said sorry to my opponent everytime i pushed her. know why? scared i kena beaten up after the game. because the opponent this one not school kids. they're like a bunch of....hmm...well they're scary. oh, macam gangster.

7- er...what else to update? i want boots....i want boots....oh shit i have to get ready! argh!!! why am i perpetually late? sheesh!!!!

::Ima Updating::

2006-07-22T10:43:00.000+08:00

::Ima Updating::

Today is a SATURDAY~

Im left with I duno know how many days more.

What I am going to do today?

I am going to go out meet my dear

I am going out to buy the STRAIT TIME to find more JOBS!

I thought I am the only one who is counting down like mad.

I found out my friend has a blog too (to be precise LIVEJOURNAL)

And yeah, he is counting down too and dying there too.

I am praying hard that more calls come in for me about all those applications I had.

*PRAY*

You all also pray for me okay.

Thanks Guy!

When I have my first permanent job.. I will treat you all someday okay!

yeah.. I am thatttttttt NICE till to a point I dun mind being broke as long as people are happy.

YAwnnn.. I think I need to clean up my room...

TATA

HYD..RAII.. PLEASE UPDATE!

2006-07-16T19:58:00.000+08:00

just for ima who's bugging us to update..

ya la you all. so free yet cannot update. see la what happens.. our blog stagnant since i dont know when. ok la. here's my share of the update. this is basically what i did today. i know hid's out at johor to collect her baju rayer. while ima is i dont know doing what at home or outside. haha. so i thought i get a bit more motherly by doing some baking. chey. motherly eh? no la just kidding. so as planned, i bought my stuff to make it. guess what i made? ...... THATS RIGHT!!! brownie. yum rite? nah not really. cz i kinda failed a little. hahahaah. so what happened this time? well for your info, this would be considered my second attempt and both failed. but first one failed miserably. fortunately the second one was still edible. here's some pics.

brand of product i use. i cant remember what i use last time. i think i use the blue one. well... try only no harm. and hid i want the recipe that starts from scratch. i die die want to pass this. hahah.

all done and baking in the oven.

the outcome. look at the top part.. its BLACK!!!!!!!!!! i dont know what happened. too hot? too long? i also dont know.

and the okay la pic to show you how it looks like after i shave the top part with additon of some other stuffs. verdict?

1st bro: this is not brownie! this is blackie! its nice but its HARD!
2nd bro: taste can pass but presentation ZERO!

overall? i think i suck cz cmon la of course the taste is nice cz its not i do one ma! ahahaha.. i mean its instant ma. yup.. this is for those people to see la. its not bad la. i told my sweetheart and it was so nice of him to comfort him by saying that all my cooking will get an A+. awww.. should bring some for him to try! muahhahahahhahaah! so happy? i did some baking k? fina masak ar! ok la.. i shall try and try and try.. cz the only way i can satisfy a guy is through his stomach (correct not the way i write it?). so i gotta learn my stuff so my hubby can be happy in the future. hahahhahahahahahahha..

ok thats it.. BYE! mwahs..

FYNA LAH!

NDP!

2006-07-09T10:08:00.000+08:00

And So I went for the NDP family day yesterday with Ira.
We had our good time catching up with each other.
We love the parade segment the most!
We love the fancy drills!
We love the Number One Uniform!

Kenangan babes!
Teringat time me and Ira wore the Number One Uniform during our NPCC days!
I even meet Qiby coz I know he is on duty right for NDP.
I found out the whole thing was a free seating. So we followed the crowd and ended up at the WEST section of the stadium! Hahaha! And it was near Qiby duty post lah!
Orrgghh.. He actually came up lahh. to just see meee... Awwwwwwww. . . Haha!

To me, the whole thing was a mess seh. I mean the whole performance. I couldnt figure out wat the kids doing or the people are performing. I only understand the parade segment, I enjoyed the RED LIONS and I enjoyed the Air segment where all the aeroplane and apache fly over us. POWER BABE!! !!

NPCC meeting was a crap. I shalll nt elaborate any further.
Haha! K, I practically enjoyed myself yesterday! I wish I could see more firework!

Love, Ima

Orangey People

2006-07-06T11:29:00.000+08:00

Im blogging while at work. I got no mood to do work.
I just want to curl up like prawn in bed and sleep.
The weather so beautifully nice!

I had a dream I cut my hair short last night!
Geezz.. haha! But for your info peepz, I am not cutting it at all till I get ********.
PEACE

27 more days okay to ending.
Any of you all got lubang work for me to apply
Now I know why yesterday I was so emotional distorted the whole day.
:)

Stickychewychocolate.crave.crave.sweettreats.countingdown.27days.

weekend.NDPpreview.Meeting.NPCC.missing.Orangey.VIVOCITY.

application.job.moving.on.pizzahut.sing.dance.sleep.wakeup.soccer.

halftime.sleep.raining.frogsandtadpoles.wet.notebook.lunch.bread.

milo.hot.cecherfyna.soccerhyd.love.sunflower.6pm.sleep.now.Period.

then.money.moremoeny.needmoney.shopping.hatebooks.how.engaged.

marriage.when.Ring.love.where.SLEEP.chocolate.drop.milkshake.high.

polarbear.science.graduation.sadness.NVM! :)

K..lots of rubbish from IMA!

2006-07-04T20:25:00.000+08:00

had a great day

first and foremost, i would like to apologise for the previous entries by me. haiz.. i was just carried away i guess. i needed to let it out on something. well i would like to say sorry a million times to everyone. but i like the song though. im sorry i worry some people..

and dear i think you dont have to worry cause i remember everything that you told me. i am not insecure eventhough other people think that something is wrong the fact that you are like that. i just need you to tell me honestly if you are having something. i trust you and no one else about us. cos' you gave me the confidence, told me the words, made me believe and i shall continue feeling the same way. you dont have to worry. i hope what happened be a lesson for us and that we'd be better for the future. i love you..

secondly, can i laugh first? haahaahaahahahahaah.. i went to school today. it was fantastic. the students are just so adorable. especially the primary 1s. i'd love to meet up with you guys and tell you about it face to face. its so cool. hahaha. meet up? hahahaha.. so far, im loving it. i dont know about secondary school lar.. i hope it wont be so hard. cos' when i went to the upper primary class, i was quite bored. haahah. the p1s are super cute, friendly and all. some are scared of me though. and then recess, i was greeted and all that. they called me teacher.. although once, the teacher intro me as ms khilfina and the students went, 'good afternoon ms.......' hahahahahha.. 'you can call her ms fina'. then they continued.. its super cute. haiz. bigger boys and girls are not that cute rite? man.. its ok.. not too late to drop to primary track. but i doubt i'll be doing so cos' then i cant teach chemistry rite? oh well see how it goes tomorrow. got contact time seh tomorrow. miss you guys. hahaha... i end 630 everyday. sian. next week la we go out.

there is some kind of event this friday. dont know if im involved. hope im not. *begs* my feet hurts. im wearing orange shoes tomorrow. hahaha!!

miss fyna

WOW!

2006-07-04T11:38:00.000+08:00

:: WOW! ::

Update jugak korang eh.

Well..ima been up to nothing.

Im looking forward to this Saturday NDP Preview which Im going with bestie!

HAHA! Her brother on duty and so got free tix and since the mum do not want to go,

she have asked me along and I hope nothing come in our way on that day.

If not, I can just drag her to ORCHARD. I need a new pair of 'ballet' shoe. Keke!

I JUST FEEL DESPERATE FOR JOBS!

Can?

I just want that position in NUS under the ARTS Faculty Dept.

Grrr.. I want to work in GOVT. basically! I want I want I want!

By closing a deal with Govt, it will help me cover 1/3 of achievening

my ULTIMATE dream/goal!

SERIOUS LAH GUYS..pray for me okay?

Im going to submit the application to NUS by end of this week.

I hope my kak long will help me.

(as in recommend me for the job)

I am feeling so DESPERATE!

GOD, calm me down plz?!

MUACKS!

I miss fast food!

2006-07-04T00:28:00.000+08:00

you are not alone, you will never be alone, you shall never be alone. i know im like the dumb blonde whenever it comes to these kind of problems, but i hope u meant it in a good way when u said thanks. this is really not my forte, i dunno how to solve. i wish u had contacted me when u were feeling pissed. i could have dropped the non important stuff and run to you. or, at least, give u a call to make sure ure ok. u got us worried darling. well, hope everything's settled. and if u ever feel pissed again, just call me, k? we'll meet for coffee. or whatever. i miss y'all.

as some might have already known, im not feeling all too well these days and i took a one week off from work. at first it was for fun. but perhaps its just to chill. then im going back to work for 4 weeks before settling down for school once again. yupz. ok people, i really do miss y'all. catch up soon. take care. here's a *hug* to chase all the blues away. toodles darlings. and tataz gentlemen, if u're still reading this.

060706: PORTUGAL VS FRANCE

i still think germany will win the world cup due to the 12th player factor, the home ground. go ballack!!! ima, do u even know michael ballack plays for germany and his jersey no is 13? huh huh huh? hehe...its not everytime u get to see good ol miss hyd talk abt soccer, ok. go deco! go ronaldo! go porto!!!

2006-07-03T18:30:00.000+08:00

Losing Grip! - avril lavigne..

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away? Here's what I have to say
I was left to cry there, waiting outside there
Burning with a lost stare That's when I decided

Why should I care 'Cuz you weren't there
when I was scared I was so alone
You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip And I'm in this thing alone

Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
When you turn around can you recognize my face
You used to love me, you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case Everything wasn't okay
I was left to cry there, waiting outside there
Burning with a lost stare That's when I decided

Crying out loud I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud I'm crying out loud
Open your eyes Open up wide

Why should I care 'Cuz you weren't there
when I was scared I was so alone

Why should I care 'Cuz you weren't there
when I was there I was so alone

Why should I care If you don't care then I don't care
We're not going anywhere
Why should I care 'Cuz you weren't there
when I was there I was so alone

Why should I care If you don't care then I don't care We're not going anywhere

2006-07-03T17:37:00.000+08:00

P.I.S.S.E.D

whats the point of a girlfriend/boyfriend/relationship:

if you dont know whats more important
if you dont appreciate each other
if you keep things from each other
if you dont know each other
if you dont bother to comfort the other when he's/she's down
if you blame the other for everything that has gone wrong
if you dont care what the other has to say
if you dont think of the other person

i only have one thing to say. FUCK!

Mana Korang Semua?

2006-06-25T08:33:00.000+08:00

Mana Korang Semua?

Ah ah lah..mana korang semua.. dah tak nak update eh?

Hyd, hows ur bidding for your subjects? Going out well?

Fyn, dah kena gi school dah teacher kita ni..skool mana eh?Lupa ar..

Ham, GO AND STUDY FOR YOUR EXAMS LAH! 30 MORE DAYS AJE SEH!

Qiby, NS life is tiring but its something you will miss

when you think about it later on 10-20 yrs back time.

Ima?

Ima counting down to ending of ITP.

Ima looking for jobs now.

Ima will buy STRAIT TIMES from Mid July Onwards.

Ima will send out resume to as many govt. bodies I could laid my hands on.

After which, move down to companies and tourism lines.

37 More days to go and Im done with school.

For now..

Let me enjoy the companion of my new heart throb

:: Pardon Me ::

2006-06-12T09:32:00.000+08:00

:: Pardon Me ::

Good morning miss orangeys and mr orangeys. Today the crappy lady will blog about anything that came across her mind okie? Long time pun tak update. So let me update rubbish around here.

Firstly, Its Monday! And so many people said about MONDAY BLUE and I am starting to believe it no matter what or how I tried to be positive over it. You know the mind over body thingy. I believe it is because yesterday was the weekend and now it’s a start of a new week again. And you can just imagine the laziness of yesterday which is still felt to today? And when you come back to the office, you know that once you start touching your laptop, all the works will start to come in. From reading emails to checking notes left on the table by some superiors and then I realized that it took me around one hour to one and half for me to really settle down in the office and start doing work. And then, I will SLOWLY think.. what in the world am I suppose to do right now. But not even a few seconds, my mind will wonder to when will it be Friday.. will there be any days after work I am meeting my dear or bestfriend.. or the BEST one is, what will I WANT TO EAT FOR LUNCH later on?! Haha!

Peace.. When is our next gathering? Let me tell you whats on my schedule for this month okie?

1. PERTAPIS CARNIVAL at YEW TEE (18 June 2006)
I helped Fz sold some coupons for it and my whole family on my late mum side bought it and coming down for it just because its from PERTAPIS. To them, PERTAPIS means its from Fz and they will support him in anything lah eh, simple as that, coz they like him on their first look. Sakit HATI! Nampak nah kalau aku gaduh in future, confirm semua side si Fz.. doran buat gini..aku MOGOK ngan si FZ! Ngok aje lah..

2. Fz Friend Wedding at Inter Continental Hotel (22 June 2006)
This is the thing I have been thinking since a month ago on what to wear to the dinner..and till now, I DO NOT KNOW what to wear…

3. Final Year Project Team gathering to SEOUL GARDEN at MARINA SQUARE ( 1 July 2006)
I dragged myself to go okie.. the only thing im looking forward is the food that I will get myself into! HAha!

4. Area 19 Sec 1 Swearing In Ceremony 2006 (Organiser Unit : DUNEARN) (8 July 2006)
I want to go down but I do not want to see any thing that will be to me, MENYAKITKAN HATI. So I tink I am not going down. I also do not know aah.

For now.. This is ME! In the office.. Feeling like this –

2006-06-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

Bukan maksudku, bukan inginku...melukaimu
Sadarkah kau di sini 'kupun terluka
Maafkan aku...

*breathes out*

2006-06-08T14:05:00.000+08:00

craving for delifrance chicken sandwich with cabata bread. *drools*

2006-06-07T21:37:00.000+08:00

'If I Fell in Love With You' - by Maroon 5

If I fell in love with you Would you promise to be true

And help me understand 'cause I've been in love before

And I found that love was more Than just holding hands

If I give my heart to you I must be sure

From the very start That you would love me more than her

If I trust in you oh please Don't run and hide

If I love you too oh please Don't hurt my pride like her

'cause I couldn't stand the pain And I would be sad if our new love was in vain

So I hope you see that I Would love to love you

And that she will cry When she learns we are two

'cause I couldn't stand the pain And I would be sad if our new love was in vain

So I hope you see that I Would love to love you

And that she will cry When she learns we are two

If I fell in love with you

lurrrveeeee thhheeee song... hee..so niceeeeeeeeee.. wheeeeeee! *giggles* oh oh.. nvr mind.. hahhaha.. *smiles*

Finny Winny

:: A Thought From A Lady ::

2006-06-07T08:57:00.000+08:00

:: A Thought From A Lady ::

Sometime being pessimistic does not help.
Sometime being attention needed does not help.

GOD give you a brain and a mind to think of your own.
Ever since you are a little baby in your mummy’s womb,
You have been using those two things.
The very first thing you did when you were in your mummy’s womb
Was to breathe and sleep.
The next thing you did you start to

suck your own thumb in your mummy’s womb.

You are so much much grown up now.
What is it you need is not THIS way of you doing things.
What you HAD went through, made you of you are..TODAY!
Now, what you have NOW, you should not make it of the YESTERDAY.
So much things moving so fast by you.. too fast to even slow down..

Can you stop the clock from ticking?
Even if you could, it will be that ONLY one clock..YOUR CLOCK.
The rest of the world is still moving no matter how.
The rest of the clocks still ticking no matter what you do.

Now all I want to say is..
Even if you find it hard to MOVE ON..
Even if you thought you have your friends with you to HELP you..
WE all, your friends, are still moving on fast.
Moving in a direction whereby we all KNOW where we heading to.

Even if you think you have us with you,
But we are MOVING ON FAST .. with you..
BUT
You are not moving with us at all..
You are just like a station whereby we, trains,

keep bypassing you again and again.

IF we have what you do not have..
There are still things out there whereby
YOU.. yes.. YOU..
have for yourself that WE do NOT have.

Do you want to be that station?
Do you want to be that ONE and ONLY clock NOT ticking?
Do you want to waste your life away over things

that are not worth you wasting your time and life for?

Think about it..
FOR A MOMENT..
just think!

NO matter what..
I love you all..
But life is no meaning when you are not happy at all.
Worst still, IF YOU ARE FAKING your own happiness.

If you were to one day think back of the your own memories..
And you knew you were lying to yourself..
It can be very depressing..trust me!
Dont said you REGRET to anyone about ur past..
Coz no matter what you said, it is the PAST..

One and ONLY woman around for the moment

- IMA -

2006-06-06T21:17:00.000+08:00

hello lovely oranges..

hrm.. lets see..HAIZ! im so LAZY! ok staying at home and going out everyday is such a horrible lifestyle. ok.. i actually want to tell you guys what i have to do/get. know what? i realise my almari is so unorganised! darn it. i need a new one. anyway.. whats on my shopping list?

black pants. shirt. blouses. skirt. tees. jeans. a series top (been eyeing). sandals. nice pointy shoes. bag. another bag. hrm.. ya! stuff for my school experience. i was also offered a tutoring position by my friend. tutor 2 boys. pri1 and 2. hrm. at hamidi house there. pending. i said ya sure but haven replied.

hrm.. fina fina. ok. shall i start planning now abt my next semester? or shd i enjoy first? im not really enjoying cz my friends are working and my sweetheart is school and my family is also working so = fina BORED! but i can actually do smth rite just that i dun want. thing is rite.. that particular calendar im suppose to make is still not up yet. pemalas ar fina. and i've been missing oprah shows. hee. asyik kluar jer. hrm.. i will do it soon la now that my results are out. maybe i improved a bit la. you dont expect to do well from the beginning rite? well im aiming for a change in attitude then. towards my modules i mean. i'll try.

hrm.. so what ar? oh my medical appointment is on the 23rd of this month. gg with my mum cz she's super worried i think. thats quite cool. can drag her after that to shop with me. hee! hooray! haha. hrm. its at 1130 so shd end early oso. hee. what else. oh. so many movies i want to watch. Just My Luck, Garfield 2, Cars. i think there is a lot more that i am waiting for. hee! what else. i miss you guys. hrm. wish i could do smth abt myself being bored. oh well take care. hid you too ya! ima, qibby, dearest.. do take care. the weather has been bad.. LOVES! <3

Fina

2006-06-06T18:15:00.000+08:00

results..

damn it la.. i didnt do well.. haiz... the module i put in most effort get some stupid grades. stupid ass seh. and i got a D again! stupid la.. ARGH!!! here..

4 modules - B
1 module - B-, C, D+

stupid ass.. im not too happy. making me wanna go do the extreme for the next sem seh! darn it la.. asssssssssss la fina assssss... IVE GOT TO DO SMTH ABOUT IT!!!!! STUPID ASSSSSS....

So Dun ya Worri

2006-06-04T21:45:00.000+08:00

So don't cha worry about,

people hanging around,

they ain't bring us down!

I know you, and you know me..

and that's all that counts

I don't wanna go another day..

So I'm telling you,

exactly what is on my mind.

Seems as like everybody is breaking up

and throwing their love away..

But I know I got a good thing right here,

That's why I say..

(Hey..) Nobody gonna love me better, I'm gon' stick wit u forever.

Nobody gonna take me higher, I'm gon' stick wit u..

You know how to appreciate me, I'm gon' stick wit u, my baby!

Nobody ever made me feel this way, I'mma stick wit u.

okie.. I missing my usual days where I can just lay in bed and do nothing but read my novels and disturb Fz on msn while he is at work. Those moments where i can sleep anytime and wake up at any time and the thoughts of hunting for jobs now is killing me coz in less den 50 days Im out to hunt for jobs. A PERMANENT job to be held by me and no more playing a fool anymore.

Every little thing in life must be serious and I know i have to start saving for my wedding! And to support my dad bit by bit with the bills and makan makan at home ni semua.

And right now I have already get myself ready with a ring file to build up my resume and introduction letter. Always remember that never use a same resume for many different position. I do not know why lah but thats what my lecturer taught me. So now im building up my resume file. Maybe in future if you all need examples of resume and introduction letter, you all can come and find me lah. But im sure you all can do a better resume than i do.

And that remind me, tomorrow I need to go to the library to find a book on how to write a better resumes and introduction letter and start to print it out and file it up and put it all in software copy and keep it up in me. And I started penning down all those websites that I will go to when August come knocking down my door in my life. I have quite a list now. And all those JOB search engines that I will have to go to to find a job for myself.

Life is really going on very fast for me. I wish I could slow down some how.

Im like now thinking in my mind, whether I should take contract or not. Whether I should go for the pay or not. Whether it is the experience that i should build up for now or what?

I talk about it with Fz. He started out as a contract worker after which the PERTAPIS take him in as a PERMANENT staff and from there he got a raise in pay and everything. Everything seems so smoothly sailing for him. I hope I wont be so choosy when it is time for me to go out and hunt for jobs. I mean I know where my expectations are and somehow it is abit too high for myself.. So Ima.. Lets us just cool down and focus on what we should do okie babe?

Build up resume dulu and start listing down all those websites and survey the job markets.

Im 20. In August, I will be a graduate. I hope I can pull it through this attachment.

I LOVE MYSELF!

Btw, the song is nothing.. I was just listening to it .. haha!

And i lioke it! I wana stick with him forever!

Lovin Myself!

2006-06-02T23:48:00.000+08:00

:: LOVING MYSELF ::

I feel very happy!

I dont know why!

I felt that Im lucky to at least be happy!

See this pictures of me!

I know how to live up to my life!

I know how to smile at MOST OF THE TIME!

I know how to take life one at a time!

I know how to just let my face relax and smile!

I felt happy that I got friends LIke YOU ALL!

I felt happy that with this simplicity of LIFE

I can actually feel very satisfied and smile and be happy!

At least, I thanked GOD for giving me this and those moments

to let me smile and feel happy and let happiness filled up my life.

Thank You GOD!

AND

I LOVE YOU PEEPZ!

2006-06-02T15:34:00.000+08:00

while y'all were working your ass off..

Ahhhh!!!! they are just super duper CUTE! the guy in the middle especially! guess what band guess what band?? heheheh.. well fina was listening to a song called History. a very catchy song. and a few weeks ago fina got to know that qibby oso listen to HIstory and he's addicted to it. you guys should listen to it. and then. one boring day, fina was wondering how the band who sings history looks like. so fina surfed the net. and fina saw SUPER CUTE GUYS!!! fina very happy, fina wanted to share with orangey people. hehehehhe.. presenting......

FUNERAL FOR A FRIEND!!!!!!!!

arh!!!!!! cute cute cute.. heeeeee *smiles* k this is what i go for la.. hahahah. the song nice, singer voice nice, must be damn cute. heheheh... anywhats.. it is a friday afternoon and i am hungry waiting for my mummy to come home. sians. i still have a bar of chocolate in my bag. you know what? i think i cant eat choc/sweet stuff so much noe.. i get this 'headache' wenever i get 'too much' a dosage. like say i think 1 bar would be too much. its like im scared to eat it le.. cz i scared i become like that again. as in.. macam headache, like want to throw up like that. why ar? *shakes head* i oso duno le..

oh people. i'll have to go for another medical check up again at raffles hospital for a review of my case last year. dont worry i'll be fine. man can i say i totally regret telling my mum cz now she's making me eat all the medicine at home. centrum la, polleney la, ubat tu la, ubat ni la.. air itu la air ini la.. and i was like 'takde pape la..' well lets hope its that way la. haiz. lazy la go for check up. just dont make me pee then its fine. i really dun noe how to pee in a SMALL bottle. hehehehe.. really its HARD okay!

ok so i cant wait to shop again. haiz.. pay! i need you! and my results? haiz. i really duno what to expect liao. i keep dreaming of failures. funny thing is that i dreamt i majored in english and i failed it. another was this module QEDAU. i failed it too. then i woke up.. omg.. scariee.. boring la kat rumah sorang2. hrm... OH orangey people! since im the very the bored one here.. i'll be planning the next orangey meeting! SO YOU BETTER FOLLOW AND DONT GIVE ME PROBLEMS! hahhahahaha. kidding. well thing is.. how come its always the girls giving the input? haha. ok ima mima wants to go sinaran which is at my house area. hid and me tot of lepaking at coffee bean. i love coffee bean. hehhehe.. can i open a cafe of my own. i'll name it... erm... Khilfi bean..hahhahahaha! watever. so i actually like coffee bean idea.. why dont you guys mayb suggest whr you guys want to go. eat ker, fly kite (since forever!!! hint hint!) ker, stare at each other ker?.. anything la.. hehehhe.. lets try to make friday free.. how abt that? get back to me ya? fina! not anyone else who's super busy.. its fina k?? FINA! so ya la.. this is what fina do.. while you ppl work and piss your ass off.. im so bored. nth to be jealous abt.. really.. its just dead here... *yawn* eat slp eat slp eat slp!

k la.. signing off.. *hugs*

WHATS WITH TODAY!!!

2006-05-31T08:38:00.000+08:00

WHATS WITH TODAY! ! ! ! !

Okie, I found out that I misplace my last few dollars. I could not find my 10bucks that were suppose to be in my wallet and I am sure it is in one of those bags or jeans at home!

And secondly, the bakery shop that I always go to to buy my breakfast cum lunch do not have the bread that i LOVE..! I was so upset that I ended up buying a sugar roll bread to eat later on.

AND THIRDLY..

this is the most FRUSTRATING one ever!

MY left shoe's heel BROKE!

It just came off like that the moment I STEPPED into the office..Just by pass the door of it!

And 'KELETUK' it came off!

ARRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHH!!

*RUBBISH*

!!%&^*!$%#!*$^$%!!##(&^

Okie..

RIGHT NOW..

IM MOST UPSET about my SHOES!

HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO GO HOME LATER ON?!

DARN!

IDIOT SHOE! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

IF I TELL FZ ABOUT MY SHOES

HE sure will LAUGH AT ME!

What a BOYFRIEND I have!

*Sigh*

Ima Having a BAD DAE!

:"(

Ima Bored..

2006-05-30T20:45:00.000+08:00

Im Bored..

I was looking through my NPCC photos!

I wana go back to MY UNIT!

I cant bear to leave the blue uniform!

I wana sign up with the Singapore Police Force.

Cut my hair short (BE A TOMBOY once again!)

And hold a gun into somebody's head.

Haha!

LurVe

!Ima!

Ima Bored..

2006-05-30T20:41:00.000+08:00

Im Bored..

I was looking through my NPCC photos!

I wana go back to MY UNIT!

I cant bear to leave the blue uniform!

I wana sign up with the Singapore Police Force.

Cut my hair short (BE A TOMBOY once again!)

And hold a gun into somebody's head.

Haha!

LurVe

!Ima!

2006-05-29T20:36:00.000+08:00

HEYA!!
How are you all? Fine? GOod!!
I wonder how long it's been since i last blogged. I forgot... Super long time ago.
K lemme tell what's been going on in my life these days.
A few weeks ago, an opportunity opened before me...
It was to become an Overseas mediC!
I really wanted to go, but was scared of being all alone there...
There was openings to taiwan, thailand and brunei.
I wanted to go to brunei!
There's a lot of perks, for example, my pay would increase to $1700+ per month! That's a regular's pay.. Even more than my own dad's pay.
Free travel to other country.
Upgrade yourself and represent Singapore...
But thing is, you can only go back after 6 months for a few weeks, and then have to return back there..
Nevertheless, i applied. A lot of other ppl applied too.
My mom would let me go, but she asked me if i really wanted to go, coz you shouldn't go for it half-heartedly...
At that time, I was confused and didn't know what to do...
But soon, I was pre-selected for it! Meaning, i passed the backgroung checks they did on me.
I thought I would get it, but in the end, I was told to go to 5 SIR (Singapore Infantry Regiment). I thought, wah lau! Confirm (pardon the expletive) 'die cock standing'.
So again i got depressed. Thankfully Ima was there to pull me out. For that, I Thank Thee...

So now, let me tell you abt my new camp!
It's called Bukit Panjang Camp. Inside Gombak Camp.
It's very close to Ham's house, ( I can see bkt panjang lrt from there!) n Fyn's house is juz a few stops away! Ima n Hid's houses r not that far too! So i thought.. ok...
It's all good, except that the place is sooo ulu! And it's so freaking hilly!! Imagine walking with a heavy load at a road with an angle of inclination of 50 degress! It's a killer! Can get asthmatic juz to get to camp! Haha... But otherwise, I'm having fun there... The ppl are very nice... The food is great.. and i can bring mp3 n psp! but not cam phone though..
I have a resolution.
I'm gonna get my dang bike license n ride up that stupid slope so I can go home everyday! Yea!
Will update more if I have time.. I actually lazy. Hahaha...
So take care all!! See ya in the neighbouhood!

:(

2006-05-29T13:11:00.000+08:00

Im very sad.

No no no..

It is not Fz who made me sad.

Its this dream I had last night.

And the feelings just wont go away.

It keep on lingering in me.. :(

I miss him.

I need a hug.

I need to SEE that he is FINE.

2006-05-28T10:09:00.000+08:00

ok here's a super quickie one. i forgot to put the verdict in last night. so here it is:

narrative / voice studies and production : B+

sociology / marketing / engineering mod : B-

the B+, i expected higher. guess i screwed up during the exams. the B-, that's quite unexpected. alhamdullillah...

---i miss my eye candy geek in the pink FILA polo-t!!!!!!!------

2006-05-28T01:06:00.000+08:00

fyn, u're one lucky bugger.

yup, i wore my skirt today. yup i went shopping today.

right now im not in the best of moods.

i want my eye candy back.

i want hakuna matata. i want this person that im thinking of to change her ways. its not fair to me. this person is not within orangey.

zorro. dun wanna tralk abt this. i dun want to be pessimistic and think abt this the whole night.

i pray that my mate nurul will have no more worries and problems in her life. she's not even 20 God. why do u do this to her?

i wish people who dun have enough luck in love to get their hopes and dreams fulfilled soon. dun care if that means God have to put aside my own dreams.

i wish to get a good dream about my love tonight.

wait a minute, im not supposed to say what i wish for. dang!

k, my handphone is officially one year old as of 280506.

i want to go to the beach again. i want to throw my worries away.

i don't want a boyfriend/husband who was born in october. scared later he like this colleague of mine whom i cant get along. tapi kalau dah jodoh, redha je...=)

k...i think im gonna finish up the ironing. tataz!

2006-05-27T21:18:00.000+08:00

had a great day

hrm today.. saturday. met hid for a while to go find her graduation OPPS i mean her volunteering clothes. white top and black pants. honestly wen i saw her wear the whole thing i was thinking of 2 things : waitress and graduation.. she justs either needs a name tag or convocation gown.. hahaha. uhhuh and so go her stuff at bossini and dano. I WANT THEM TOO!! hehehe.. pants look great tho.. the top.. hrm.. mayb not white. and that skirt i tried on.. haiz.. too bad it wasnt really nice wen i tried it on.. yup so i didnt get anything.. was at imm by the way. oh.. so me and hid bot curry puffs at old chang kee, a drink at 7-11. then we sat like makcik makcik at one corner and started talking like crazy ppl who macam da bertahun tak jumper.. hahaha.. we were talking and laughing and duno what else. was fun tho.. hahahah.. we should do that often dude.. save money oso.. we dun have to sit at some cafe and spend so much on a drink.. hahahha.. well ya.. then tot abt ima.. how funny she was during the birthday bash.. her funny metaphors.. hahahah.. was laughing and all. cute la si ima ni.. anyways.. yup.. then we went to JE to get some stuffs i want to do.. arts and crafts.. fina is gg to make her very own calender.. bcz ppl dun want to donate to her one so she'll make one. hahahahha.. so pathetic. so i bot a board which is like super huge, colour paper, and glitter. FINA LOVES GLITTER.. anything glittery I LOIKE!! well not glittery clothes la.. well tolerable glitter.. hahaa.. ok.. so ya.. cost abt $8? well im gg to make it a notice board too.. hehehe. wow got notice board at home seh.. well hid for your info its not gg to be at the huge empty wall. its gg to be the wall adjacent to it.. the one i put my drawer there.. hehehe. noe the part i put my class photo? hehehe. yup!! heheheh... im leaving the empty wall cz i think it'll look messy la. anyway i dont really like messy stuff in my room.. then then then... hrm.. had ice cream.. then.. go lib.. then go home.. hahahah.. altho its always hard to leave ccz you noe.. girls.. always got a lot to say to each other.. haahahaa..

OH YA!!!! I FORGOT ONE IMPORTANT THING!!!!!!

HID WORE A SKIRT!!!!!!!! AND WAS CARRYING A SIDE BAG!!!

too bad i dun have my own camera if not.. i will definitely take picture.. well she says she's just in a mood to wear skirt. its so new i tell you the skirt but she bought it like years ago. wear skirt dude.. you look great!! eheheheh.. look so sweet.. hehehe.. yup so tats all i have to say. heehe.. yum.. my mum cook laksa.. heeheheh.. ok deh..i guess thats it.. bye bye...

p.s. find robert langdon

HAHHA.. kidding.. i meant to say.. sorry for making you guys worry.. we're fine.. hahhaa..

Fyn

And The Sun Shine...

2006-05-27T19:47:00.000+08:00

And The Sun Shine...

First, Congrats to Hyd for her exam results! I know you can make it. Congrats okie! And yes, you are always in my prayers with the rest. :)

And fyn and ham.. haha.. i dedicate this N sync song to you both! Haha! Im glad the sun has come to shine again for you and him. :)

and me and fz.. haha.. he sent me to JE entertainment and fetch me back home from there also. He borrowed my laptop to check his printer and yeah..he was very sweet today towards me. I LOVE HIM. :)

And today was a HOT day! Geeezz..I had my pieces of fun today.. Check this out..

Love

IMA!

2006-05-27T01:47:00.000+08:00

hello people...k lets see if i can get this done fast enough coz i seem to have forgotten my pin number and guess what? i need it for tomorrow!!!ARGH!!!!

ok, enough about me.

u guys...i know im not the best person to say about this, but im going to say it anyway. chill k guys...r/s...its all about differences and learning to deal with them right? aiz..i think so lah...

i can't think anymore right now...take care y'all...

p/s: how come qib got transferred?

Please Let The Sun Shine...

2006-05-26T19:54:00.000+08:00

Please Let The Sun Shine...

Qiby is fine now. Thanks to Ima! :)

He is posted to Gombak Camp and he is very very very near us when he is suppose to be far far away from all of us. Im glad you did not have to go oversea Qiby. Im serious! Im starting to like your company around all of us and to think me and ham actually quarrel ABOUT YOU long long time ago when I do not even know who the heck you was. Haha!

We met for a short while to West Mall just now. Ermm.. SEGAK lah Qiby in Army Uniform! Kekeke.. Takleh angkat ima! Haha! Remind me of those old days when I walked beside Fz in his army uniform also. Haha! And people all looked at him and then me and then to him back. Haha!

Smart mat abiz!

*salute Qiby*

We went Arcade, he got 'killed' by dinosaurs! Haha! I was blur with my daytona. Hyd, you should have seen me tadi siak. Haha! Lucky qiby let me win! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Kalau takk, aku nangis! Kkk..peace peace!

And this is for Fyn..

When You love someone.. You give them as many chance as ever coz you want them to change for the better. It takes not one but two to make things work. and let me correct you, when a man is angry.. never ever remember what he said coz it is out of the blue. And plz do not be sad no more.. Do not be broken no longer. It sadden me to see you like this. :(

It made Qiby sad too.

And to Ham, Please please be patience when it comes to LOVE.

Qiby and Ima.. We met today.. Peepz, we can meet more often now since his camp is sooooooooo NEAR! He can only take 177! It ends at Bukit Batok or Bukit Panjang and Bukit Batok is Hyd and Ima home and Bukit Panjang is more to Fyn and Ham more.. YEah!

Thank You GOD for listening to my prayers.. And just one more you have not done or you very busy helping others that you putting it on hold.. just that one more plz.. Help my other two friends too.. :")

2006-05-26T14:11:00.000+08:00

Never forget what a man says to you when he is angry.

Henry Ward Beecher (1813 - 1887)

. . + Ima Stoning + . .

2006-05-26T11:25:00.000+08:00

. . + Ima Stoning + . .

I really do not know what can make me feel comfortable at this moment of time. ITS really heavy right now and I so fear of the most thing many ladies fear! Haha! I know the guys reading this. But you see, Im a very open lady when it come to this kind of thing coz to my believe, YOU guys, you all MUST know okie. Nanti dah ada bini, semua kelam kabut lintang pukang lari kalau bini dah start jadi minah tak betol for 7 days. Haha! K..Peace.

Wearing office clothes when tu benda ada, aku risau semacam babe! Maklum lah, slalu akai jean per or at the least during those old school days, there is this thing call SHORT before the SKIRT! Haha! BUT NOW.. nothing..its office pant AJE! And I so fear mine coz yelar, aku ni irregular beh tu if come, heavy maut! Haha! Fz boleh lari jauh tau guys for your info. Haha! Kk..KIDDING!!!

My feets get easily cold when tu benda ada. Now, in the office if you all touch my feets, its icy cold. Super icy cold and right now I cant stop wishing having put on wool socks on or whatever to keep them warm. My poor feets! And I felt like the air con is a little bit too cold for today! But I realised it is just ONLY ME who felt that way. Maybe due to the kehilangan darah kot? Haha! I also don’t know. My hands and fingers are cold too. Icy cold! I wish I got gloves like those we had during ice skating for today! ARRGGH!! I can die in this office.

And for your info people, I HAVE BEEN acting busy since masuk office tadi. Padahal satu kerja pun tak jalan. Eksyen eksyen edit website lah, buat catalogue lah..TAPI semua EKSYEN aje! I just want to curl up like prawn in bed and doze off in tears. The cramps are killing me here while im sitting upright on my chair. WARM WATER does not help.. HOT water also does not help. SWEETS also does not help and ROTI breakfast also does not help. Nothing seems to be helping me. Sitting mcm gini salah, gitu salah, lintang kaki salah..lipat kaki salah.. SEMUA SALAH LAH!

:”(

Beh Supervisor aku pun moody mcm apa. Tadi dia mengamuk ngan one account officer, beh tu my senior who who who position also mcm woke up from the wrong side of her bed. Entah entah bukan aku sorang aje yang ada benda tu. BAHH! Aku determined to EKSYEN bekerja till 4pm. Lepas tu..the next 2 hrs leh BUAT WEBSITE agaknya. KALAU TAK, EKSYEN sampai abiz keje ar nampaknya.

I HATE CRAMPZ! In malay word, Qib or Ham..its call SEGUGUT! :)

fyn,Hyd..haha..aku tahu aku tak censored. Sorry arr.. MINTA MAAF BANYAK BANYAK!

Qiby..Where is ur sms that im waiting for till now?!!!
Geezz.. Hurry up and sms.

I want to know!

>>>BTW peepz..Today is FAMILY DAY! As in some company good enough give half day to their worker to spend time with family! BUT NOT MINE.. Idiot! So not family like!

2006-05-25T23:07:00.000+08:00

hey u guys sorry havent updated in a loooooong time. been busy...after exams, start back work. jeez...kinda feel like i have no life.

well anyway, orangey ima, hope u really enjoyed ur time. i mean, there were panics here and there, even on the day itself. and i almost didnt get to go to my fav spot, the merlion. which, to consider, i still didnt get to sit at my fav spot coz its wet! boohoo! and the beach...wish we had more time...like the guys, i actually macam nak jiwang jugak...but then, iyelah...yang solo...camne nak jiwang kan...haha..like i said, the solo driver.

aiz my dad's home. so cant use this long...wad else to say ah...work...work very tired lah...this sunday i got some volunteer ushering thing. and need to wear formal clothes. ish...dunno whether to regret or not...but right now betul betul mcm regret seh...iyelah, volunteer but still must spend money. and my pay only comes in the day after the thing. ish...now im wondering where to get the money....grr...

ok lets se what else...i dun like my boss's boyfriend. how's that? haha...k....lets see what else....oh right. i wanna go watch movie. my sis go and watch x men 3 before me. damn. we always watch together. lalala...oh right. i vomitted today. hehe. i think its because i didnt eat for almost 9 hours...i had tea and milo...actually, i dunno why i puked. but i did. and i dunno what i puked also. eggs i think. hehe. disgusted yet? haha!

i wanted to say smtg. then i forgot. hmm...gained weight. right. i rmbr what i want to say. the cutting food idea does not seem to be working. seems like i still need to do some kind of exercise. the idea of exercise seems kinda like....i mean, what i wanted to say is that, the idea of exercise almost made me puked. its so not me...but then, i think i need to do it. eew. where's the motivation when i need it...k k whatever...im starting to crap.

k ladies...miss y'all....muacks

::This is How Im feelin at the moment::

2006-05-23T20:08:00.000+08:00

::This is HOW Im feelin at this MOMENT::

Very F***** with the work Im doing in office.

Very TIRED with LIFE!

VERY MONOTONE!

ALL this add together..Get this little baby shovin his face into the shoe!

Grrrr

2006-05-23T20:01:00.000+08:00

Happy 1 Year Sweet Anniversary

Perfection in my Eyes

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,

And for us to be together, to never be apart.

No one else in the world can even compare,

You're perfect and so is this love that we share.

We have so much more than I ever thought we would,

I love you more than I ever thought I could.

I promise to give you all I have to give,

I'll do anything for you as long as I live.

In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,

By the way you look at me I know we will last.

I hope that one day you'll come to realize,

How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

- Ashley Borden -

today marks one year of us being together. awww.. so long already.. im so happy ever since. thank you to my sweet darling.. for making my life a more meaningful one. waking up every morning has never been the same. to wake up.. and smile.. realising that i have someone. someone special. although i dont see you everyday, knowing that you're there... mine.. makes me happy.. we had good and bad times. but no matter what i still love you. even more each day. happy anniversary sayang. im looking forward to more great times together with you.. only you.. i love you!

Fina..

::My OutmosT thanKz::

2006-05-22T13:35:00.000+08:00

::My OutmosT thanKz::

Im here once again and will like to thank all of you who have put all your outmost strength and planning into this event and it was a success right? Except for a few hiccups like Im abit behind TIME! hahaha! Anxious to the max and still smiling till now while blogging this to all of you.

Thank You to all of you. Every effort from small to big..

I really enjoyed my self there. It was the most outrageous birthday bash I ever had in a long time with my fellow friendz. To me, its the companion of all of you that I really treasure.

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LOVE YOU ALL TO THE MAX!

2006-05-22T01:36:00.000+08:00

23rd May: Sweet 1 year...

From This Moment On: Shania Twain

I do swear that I'll always be there, I'd give anything and everything and I will always care. Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better for worse,
I will love you with every beat of my heart.

From this moment life has begun From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong From this moment on
From this moment I have been blessed I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath From this moment on.
I give my hand to you with all my heart Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start. You and I will never be apart My dreams came true Because of you
From this moment as long as I live I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give From this moment on
You're the reason I believe in love And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give From this moment
I will love you as long as I live From this moment on

i guess all that i want to say is in the song.. i love you dear...

2006-05-19T10:51:00.000+08:00

Dinner and Dance 2006

was a nice event.. haaha.. first.. you cant go to a DnD without a date.. so my date?

and the pretty girls over at my table..

top(l-r): diyana, huda, me, marinah. below: dimas, geetha, suraya,shaz.

more pics? go my multiply K? hehehe.. it was fun.. nice food. cute brownies. sweet girls. wonderful date. thanks dear. ok i guess thats it. busy la.. got someone birthday coming noe.. and i honestly cant wait!!!

Ima crapping..

2006-05-17T13:30:00.000+08:00

::Lunch Time::

Ima had nasi lemakkk and pure apple juiceee!

Keke.. Must eat properly kan fyn and Fz (if he is readin this anymore).

Im all alone in the office.

Director gone.

Two managers go out eat lunch.

One manager gone to meet client.

Another salesman went to meet client.

Sales administrator also go out eat lunch.

Im all alone in the office with my dear notebook n handphone!

So I decided to blog lor for nothing!

Haha! Im so FULL! Yeayyyy.. Sleepy monsters coming to me..

THEY ATTACKING ME!

OMG..HELPPPP! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

keke.. Everyone is busy ..yeay! I hope I can pull through for today.

After all its W.E.D.N.E.S.D.A.Y = Half of the week has GONE/2 more days to WEEKEND!

Wweeee..

A special weekend this one gonna be.

Im so freaking excited. . .

Im even smiling so wide right now..

I cant wait for weekend to come..

When this week has come to the end,

I will be 20 years OLD!

1 week minus off from my attachment period

(p.s: Left with 13 more weeks to go..4th week comin to the end!)

Im going to start again my driving classes.

Long time forgotten BUT I must get my license!

Sooner or later..I will never give up..

http://www.paulsadowski.com/birthday.asp

2006-05-13T18:12:00.000+08:00

http://www.paulsadowski.com/birthday.asp - TRY THIS TOO!!!

You entered: 5/20/1986

Your date of conception was on or about 27 August 1985 which was a Tuesday.

You were born on a Tuesday
under the astrological sign Taurus.
Your Life path number is 4.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 6 & 7.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 3, 5 & 9.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2446570.5.
The golden number for 1986 is 11.
The epact number for 1986 is 19.
The year 1986 was not a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/9/1986 and ending 1/28/1987.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Tiger.
The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 30 March 1986.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 4 May 1986.

The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 12 February 1986.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 18 May 1986.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 25 May 1986.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Saturday, 4 October 1986.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Thursday, 24 April 1986.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 11 February 1986.

As of 5/13/2006 6:08:35 AM EDTYou are 19 years old.
You are 240 months old.
You are 1,042 weeks old.
You are 7,298 days old.
You are 175,158 hours old.
You are 10,509,488 minutes old.
You are 630,569,315 seconds old.
Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 2.85636007827789 years old.
(Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

There are 7 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 20 candles.
Those 20 candles produce 20 BTUs,or 5,040 calories of heat
(that's only 5.0400 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.29 US ounces of water with that many candles.

In 1986 there were approximately 3.7 million births in the US.
In 1986 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1986 in the US there were 2,400,000 marriages (10%) and 1,159,000 divorces (4.8%)
In 1986 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

Your birthstone is Emerald
The Mystical properties of Emerald
Though not meant to replace traditional medical treatment, Emerald is used for physical and emotional healing.
Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone.
(Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
Agate, Chrysoprase

Your birth tree is
Chestnut Tree, the Honesty
Of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well-developed sense of justice, vivacious, interested, a born diplomat, but irritable and sensitive in company, often due to a lack of self-confidence, acts sometimes superior, feels not understood, loves only once, has difficulties in finding a partner.

There are 226 days till Christmas 2006!
There are 239 days till Orthodox Christmas!
The moon's phase on the day you wereborn was waxing gibbous.

2006-05-13T18:09:00.000+08:00

http://www.paulsadowski.com/Numbers.asp - TRY THIS OUT PEEPZ! Out of FUN!

You entered: Rahimah Binte Razak
There are 17 letters in your name.
Those 17 letters total to 84
There are 7 vowels and 10 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 3

The characteristics of #3 are: Expression, verbalization, socialization, the arts, the joy of living.

The expression or destiny for #3:
An Expression of 3 produces a quest for destiny with words along a variety of lines that may include writing, speaking, singing, acting or teaching; our entertainers, writers, litigators, teachers, salesmen, and composers. You also have the destiny to sell yourself or sell just about any product that comes along. You are imaginative in your presentation, and you may have creative talents in the arts, although these are more likely to be latent. You are an optimistic person that seems ever enthusiastic about life and living. You are friendly, loving and social, and people like you because you are charming and such a good conversationalist. Your ability to communicate may often inspire others. It is your role in life to inspire and motivate; to raise the spirits of those around you.

The negative side of number 3 Expression is superficiality. You may tend to scatter your forces and simply be too easygoing. It is advisable for the negative 3 to avoid dwelling on trivial matters, especially gossip.

Your Soul Urge number is: 9

A Soul Urge number of 9 means:
With a 9 Soul Urge, you want to give to others, usually in a humanitarian or philanthropic manner. You are highly motivated to give friendship, affection and love. And you are generous in giving of your knowledge and experience. You have very sharing urges, and you are likely to have a great deal to share. Your concern for others makes you a very sympathetic and generous person with a sensitive and compassionate nature.

You are able to view life in very broad and intuitive terms. You often express high ideals and an inspirational approach to life. If you are able to fully realize the potential of your motivation, you will be a very self-sacrificing person who is able to give freely without being concerned about any return or reward.

As with all human beings, you are prone to sometimes express the negative attitudes inherent to your Soul Urges. You may become too sensitive and tend to express emotions strongly at times. There can be significant conflict between higher aims and personal ambitions. You may resent the idea of giving all of the time and, in fact, if there is too much 9 energy in your nature you may reject the idea. You may often be disappointed in the lack of perfection in yourself and others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 3

An Inner Dream number of 3 means:
You dream of artistic expression; writing, painting, music. You would seek to more freely express your inner feeling and obtain more enjoyment from life. You also dream of being more popular, likable, and appreciated.

2006-05-13T13:25:00.000+08:00

here i am..

sad. *SIGH*

"Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go." -by Herman Hesse

just a random quote. i got kinda bored. hoooowell. thats it i gueess.. whatever.

:)

2006-05-12T21:21:00.000+08:00

I miss u all..

Im countin down..

7 more days..

I had a fight with Fz..

Im sad and mad..

Im tired of WORKING..

I wana quit PH but I dun tink its right..

Im going to be 20 soon.. Weeeeee!

2006-05-12T21:18:00.000+08:00

ARRRGGGHHH!!! i just wrote a long entry with nice pics and GONE! write in again wen im better. stupid..

fyn

2006-05-09T20:36:00.000+08:00

yay! ok so im super bored. im blogging and blogging and blogging. hahah.abt my day basically. well. fina? what did you do today?

12nn: baru bangun tido (anak dara macam aper ni bangun sangat lambat?????? relax ar.. i slept late okaaaaay?) hahha. then bangun.. eat a bit.. talk to friends on msn. ima lor.. then my fren ask abt school experience. then makan sikit. tup tap tup tap.. its one hour.. so slow man..

1pm: Oprah Winfrey show. the only show i watch wen im super free. you get to hear wonderful stories. well i watch it on starworld but you can catch it on channel 5 at 6pm everyday you know. hahaha. it shd be a watched show. very insightful. hee.. oh then i kemas rumah.. lipat baju tau.. sapu rumah.. okaaaaaay?? bangun lambat tapi buat keje rumah okaaaaay.. hahahah.. chey baru buat sikit da cakap besar eh?? hahah.. hrm.. then it was only 2. i wanted to sleep la. but i didnt. i just watched more tv. talked to ima on msn. what did i watch seh.. i cant rem. cartoon.. some show la. OH! i watched Punk'd on mtv. that guy.. man i cant spell his name.. but you know that demi moore's boyfriend.. i dont bother look up.. wait i have time.. ok ok.. here i go..* open the browser, go to yahoo.com* what shall i even write? the punkd guy? lets try.. weird results.. hrm.. *try mtv punk'd* FOUND... so his name is Ashton Kutcher. not how i tot i'll spell it.. i tot want to write.. Ashtin or ashtun.. hahha.. oh well. so that guy la who punk'd kirsten dunst, some guy and omarion's brother. hahaha. forgot his name too.. oh well its a repeat tho but its still funny.

yeah so then it was duno what time liao.. 430 went online again.. then my mum called.. yay.. someone called. had dinner at ten mile junction then she bot some stuffs and then balik. was fun though.. hahahha.. yeah.. tml? MOVIE MARATHON.. yeah! hids coming over. anyone else want to come over.. you are cordially invited. wait..i mean orangey peeps only. not any other ppl who might be reading this. hahahhaha. welll unless i know you la.. heheh.. oh well what was that rite? hahah.

oh deh aper lagi? aku nak shop!!!! nak beli itu nak beli ini.. nak beli banyak barang. but one things for sure is that i want a new bag. lagi dulu cakap punyer tapi sampai sekarang takde beli beli. haiz.. nak dari newurbanmale nyer. but is it for males? no rite? tapi mahal ar.. hundred over. well an investment.. i oso use for very long. but no la. maybe i shd get the ripcurl one! which reminds me.. i want thhat ripcurl wallet!!! haiz.. i want a bag a wallet new pair of shoes more clothes fone laptop.. haiz.. money come fall down on me. heheh..

ok la agaknyer tu jer. k kk thats it. bye bye bye.. mwah!

2006-05-08T01:40:00.000+08:00

sadness..

cry. tears. pouts. pain. misunderstandings. hate. giving up. sleepless nights. darkness. cold. alone. stress. hurt. selfish. revenge. songs. uncomfortable. whatever. asses.

2006-05-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

thanks ima!

ok so that was an embarrassing erm.. time.. haiz. i hate me that time. look at me. so U.G.L.Y you aint got no alibi you ugly yeah yeah you ugly! omg. i think qib can have a laugh at how we all look during secondary school. especially ham! hahah.. i was like staring and staring.. very the lain ey? hahaha.. can i laugh? oh wait better not.. later he laugh at me. hehee.. well ima thanks for reminding us of how slengerish we look then. oh that top photo of us 4 girls was during graduation day qib. and the girl beside me is Grace Citraningsih. my best friend then. just for your information. she's in indonesia now. hehe. miss her sometimes. oh well. i hope she's doing well whereever she is.

oh well the exams are finally over. yay! hrm.. so much to look forward to. mother's day, dinner and dance, ima's birthday, 1 year anniversary, great singapore sale, exam results. hahahaha.. how can i even look forward to exam results. hrm.. i finally get to see hid's wish list. hahaha.. hrm... interesting tho. haha.. oh well.. there are things i need. i was with hid just now. went towest mall and i fell in love with a few tops at Series. ARGH! i so want to spend now. i finally found a nice black top for DnD. just need ham to see it. see if he likes it. hahaha.. oh met my aunt too at imm.. oh well.. i was full of energy i guess.. i didnt mind the walking. if not usually id be feeling a bit tired liao. miss y'all. lets all watch Da Vinci Code together!!! and QIb!!! i want to try jap food. so recommend me some nice food k? ehhehe.. i might not like it but i still want to try. hrm..what else.. huh? huh? what plans do i have? holidays? YAWN! can i go back to school already? can i start school tml? hid lets go to the lib and just hang out. read books. hehehe. i need to do some reading. for fun.. sniff sniff.. been a cold weekend huh? oh well.. i cant wait for my pay when i'll splurge.. heheheh.. i gotta budget tho. want to get a fone with new line in june. saving saving.. argh.. so hard to save. oh well. i guess thats all. update y'all more soon when im bored during the day. im the slacker. i cant work. i'll just stay at home. grow fatter. couch potato.. hee.. must meet me after 2 weeks cz i CONFIRM grow a little bit fatter. haahahahah.. oh wells till the next time.. take care my sweethearts..

FYN

cant resist!

2006-05-06T18:51:00.000+08:00

Hi babes and guys!

Here are some photos I want to share with ya..

kekeke..

LOVE IMA!

2006-05-06T13:45:00.000+08:00

aww ema that was so touching! =)

well, even though ydae didnt turn out as great as expected, maybe because very tired, it was quite cool ydae. although, i didnt expect people to be calling me considering that my phone is the one that hardly receives any calls or msges whenever im out with u guys.

well, dinner was alright ydae. though somehow i didnt find the fun in eating...maybe its because i was starving. or maybe its because i eat the same thing everytime. i dunno. but it was ok ah...then ham came along and made me feel even shorter with his spiky hair. gee...i so short....irritating sia....short and stout...ugh...must do smtg about my body...

after that y'all followed me....thanx y'all...then met grace....had some stuff to discuss with her about...some...problems....nothing new to y'all...yupz....just had some stuff to talk about....yeah...rambling already.....think exam results coming out by the end of the month for me. that means, in like...3 weeks time. haiz....i can like....soooo stress myself out over small matters. fyn, sounds like anyone else u know? haha.....well....im worried too lah....haiz....im not actually very sure u know....i mean, i wanna go thru that introduction thingy....meet some ...people...but ....ugh....there's this part of me that just really really hates the rejection. ah forget it....

Down the Memory Lanes...

2006-05-06T10:24:00.000+08:00

Down the Memory Lanes...

Seeing Nuraini yesterday was a surprise. I didnt saw her coz she was not wearing her tudung. Usually meet her with tudung on. So cannot blame me for not being able to see her. Haha! BUT seeing her, made me sooooooooooooooo go behind into our secondary school days and where we are standing now. I mean to still have each other for like after almost to 5 yrs of graduation from Dunearn Sec School..I felt so light-hearted.

Actually I was like talking to myself..OMG, here we are the four of us AGAIN after so long. Nuraini going into her career as a NURSE. I still remember her saying she want to pursue nursing course in Nanyang Poly and be a nurse coz of the stability and she is interested in it and bla bla bla and SHE HAS COMPLETED IT AND ACHIEVED IT..I hope I see her there when Im giving birth. HAha! K crapz! And there you are fyn going to be a TEACHER, studying in NIE and pursuing a DEGREE! I hope you will get the chance to teach my kids in future you know!!! And there you are Hid, in NUS! I hope you will be a good idol for my dear little kids to look upon on and say..~AUNTY HID study till University..I also want! I want to wear the funi looking square hat and the long blue dress, mummy!! ~ :)..And me fulfilling my most outstanding dream to be a mummy will be beaming so wide till my ears can move or twitch (now cannot lah..maybe in future when im soooooo smiling so wide..maybe) when i hear my kids saying that to me..Isnt that always been a dream for the two of you to go to university and then end up with a GOOD pay and then i still remember fyn said..study so hard just to earn money to get your OWN car! Haha! And Hid, you want to make your parents proud and be the first to step into university..something like that lor.

And yeah, so far when I think about it now.. all of us achieved so far what we wanted and dream of during our sec schools..true?Agree? I am like so beaming wide right nowwwww..! Coolness.. WOrk hard for it okie peepz.. I am almost to achieving my dreams too.. Complete my diploma and start on a career and you all know whats the next thing that will come on next.. HAHAHA!!!

I nbr regret turning back to mend my mistakes with the two of you. . . Love you all n stay keep in touch till our golden years..

Love, IMA

2006-05-04T21:13:00.000+08:00

hi korang!! u all ape khabar??? fina darling, esok last paper! all the way darling!

k i dah start mengarut dah ni. nth much to talk about right now. anyway, im supposed to go sleep soon. tmr morning shift. wakaka....nasib lah si arvin yang kerja shift malam...hahaha! semalam kerja ngan dier pun macam...entah eh, macam gerek jugak lah, tapi bila dah nak dekat pagi, i dah start cranky. penat kan. then i guess i tak suka lah. dier layan i macam i newbie. padahal i dah kerja kat sana lagi lama dari dia seh! cuma i nak kena biasakan diri dengan mesin baru tu je! alah...malas lah nak bual pasal kerja. esok kerja lagi. ai...

ok, wishlist. dah lama tak buat.

hyd's top 5 wishlist (currently):
1 get at least 1 A+/A/A- for the exams
2 get the brown nike or adidas superstar shoes
3 lose weight
4 get a boyfriend
5 get money so i can go for the dance class!!!!

haha...realistic or not ah? the number four, a bit not realistic lah ah...haha!!! but it just have to be there. haha!!!!

toodles darlings...

2006-04-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

-Ima.Latest.Craze-

Anyone dear enough to get me this?!

Hehehe!

Work As It IS..

2006-04-26T07:22:00.000+08:00

Hey ho..I got 6minutes to update! Okie, As you all know today is my third day attaching to ALSTRON. Check out their website. http://www.alstron.com.sg

Im suppose to maintain their website and turn some BIG FILES filled with instruction manuals into soft copy. So when client need them, all they have to do is EMAIL them the PDF files. So you get it right? In fact as a new staff there, I GOT AWFULLY ALOT of work to do! Mengigil kaki aku bila director aku campak keje kat aku. At first my superior who took over my manager who was on oversea meeting just tell me to do this and that to the website. Chicken feet ar. BUT skali the director masuk, ambik kau.. NI LAH..TU LAH.. OTAK DIA! Tapi ima sabar..

Lagi satu ..DORAN KASI AKU computer yang SLOW NAK MAMPUS. Seriously slow. I do alot of waiting rather than finishing my work. You know to do a front page of a catalogue it took me like 3-4hours instead of 1-2hrs. And I bravely said it is the bloody computer. nak surf net pun mendak coz of the slow process.. wrong..correction.. VERY VERY SLOW PROCESS! So thats why i did not chat or go net but just do work and more work. I kind of enjoy it coz it is something like admin work. IT IS THE COMPUTER lah.. I have already bring it up to my lecturer. Hope my dear MAT SALLEH or MAT ORANG PUTIH i tu tolong i bring it up to my manager yang away to Germany tu!

Haha! okie.. Food wise.. NOT NICE AT ALL! But i have to eat today coz later on i got basic theory test at 8pm. SERAM ABIZ!

FOR NOW..BYE BYE!

2006-04-22T18:14:00.000+08:00

Fyn, my cousins' (the one u always see) school. concord. wait i tell them. haha!!!! they're gonna look for u baby! wait, what are u gonna teach the pri sch kids anyway???woohoo...kewl...

2006-04-21T23:12:00.000+08:00

Miss Fina posted to

Concord Primary School
Zhenghua Secondary School

All the best to her...

Nervous!

2006-04-14T21:48:00.000+08:00

-:: Nervous ::-

Haha! You all must have known I have passed the BBDC Basic Theory Test!

In order to book a date and a slot for myself for the TRAFFIC POLICE Basic Theory Test,

..I..

as a candidate of BBDC need to pass BBDC Basic Theory Test AND so I did! Haha!!!

K, that was my first test and there are many more to come by me. :)

My Traffic Police Basic Theory Test Date is on the 26/04/2006

Tomorrow morning Im going to BBDC for my Final Theory Lesson 1 and Lesson 2.

Den going for 2-3 practises of MCQs questions.

(Final Theory TEST is much much much MORE harder than Basic Theory Test)

Den book for BBDC Final Theory Test and IF i passed, I HOPE I DO..

I can book my Traffic Police Final Theory TEST! Weeeee~

Okie..Hope I pull through my traffic Police Basic Theory Test!

So that I can applied for my Provisional Driving License to start DRIVING A CAR!

*ima Anxious*

Whining (1)

2006-04-11T18:09:00.000+08:00

::Whining(1)::

Ima wana whine today. Today is whining day for ima.

Ima had a bloody pimple growing UP in her bloody nose today!

OF ALL PLACES..

for goodness sake dear pimples,

I DO NOT mind you guys popping out now and then

BUT PLEASE

find the right place to do so lah..

You grow ON my nose..You grow IN my nose..

This two places seems to be your FAVOURITE spot right?!!

No matter how I wash the area there everyday!

You will seems to accumulate enough oil and dirts and POP..

::PIMPLE::

Aiz.. Geez, PLEASE STOP GROWING AT MY NOSE!!!!

Its painful and its not a nice place to grow in.

*Grumpy*

And also one more thing..

It seems that my boyfriend is experiencing imbalance of hormones recently.

You should have seen how he MRAJOK & MRAJOK & MOREEEEE MRAJOK.

I praised his bestfriend the other time coz he looked so handsomely in pizza hut manager uniform with red tie and black outfit and he LOOKED HANDSOME. Fyn, you shud drop by and see him okie.. Haha..his name is Syukri btw.

'Dear..syukri looked so handsome seh..'

And there he goes.. MRAJOK at me and at first I couldnt understand to why he is reacting this way. It has been going on for abit quite sometime. Remember before that was the Shafizan guy, den duno lah.. And he yesterday said to me IM spending TOO MUCH time with NPCC rather than with him. BAHH! *Smack Head* and THIS MORNING.. something about my driving and he looked down on me ..So, dear IMA msged him this..

'Dear, I believe you having imbalance of hormones recently. Please get a grip and stop doing this to your dear girlfriend who is just tolerating you. Go drink enough water and eat the right kind of food so you can balance back your imbalance hormones in you and stop bullyin ur gf or make her your punching bag or be back in the right state of mind ASAP. . . Thank YOU!'

.Bimbo.Bimba.Bombu.

2006-04-07T10:58:00.000+08:00

.Bimbo.Bimba.Bombu.

Haha! I giggled like siao when I read Hyd's latest entry. Now,shall I add on to what had happened that particular nyte? Haha! It started with all the walk. The long walk. Haha! Not to mention with each and own heavy bags! Mine is heavy too okie, got a computer book I borrowed from the library to read up. It has something to do with my upcoming attachment. LINUX! Geez..Black and White programming. I dislike it but I can live with it. Just need to do more referring and reading. I hope they wont give me such a hard job. Ok,back to my topic..

We were walking. Then we saw a crowd at level 2. Hyd tot it was someone's death going on. But I knew it was those minister doing their rounds to 'win' this people votes with the upcoming elections coming up which I do not know when! I want to VOTE! I could not really recall when was the last time Singapore had their election. I think I was very small. You know, with all those boxes where people have to go to, to write and there are alot of police officers around too.

We were walking and then suddenly Fyn hp rang..It must be Hamidi. No one will call her other than her mummy or boyfriend. Which I tink so too happened to be in my case too most of the time. But I did caught hyd sleepy and SEXY and STEAMY and 'horny' voice on the same evening too. Haha! K, crapz. And so, Hyd started walking with me and suddenly I blew this cute little tiny whiny PoLice WhistLe of mine that is hooked to my hp and Hyd coincidently looked back at the same to tell me it must have been Ham on the phone.

Well, missy finny misintrepret the whole thing and thought that was 'something' behind her and she screamed and yelped and jump and ran to us??! Haha! Okie, Im exagerating(<- wrong spelling, i duno the right spelling!) but yeah, it was so funny coz Hyd saw the whole thing occurred and I did not saw but HEARD what was going on.. Fyn screamed and obviously when someone screamed, any human reaction will be looking back to her and yeah, she was quite 'scared' BUT end up we three BIMBOS laughing by the side of road like no one BUSINESS you know! Haha! Laugh and Laugh and LAUGH!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

It was sure very funny indeed but yeah.. Haha! Always must be one of us to create the funniest moment ever in every gathering we had. Haha!

About the two guys, Haha! Actually I did not realised about the green man thingy coz I did not see any vehicle moving you see. So, the two idiots did caught our attention and their bikes are the same, that is why i assumed and interpret it as police bike. NOT on duty kind. I do not know. Just got the feeling lah and they sure are GATAL! Coz seriously IF they know me, They would have called out my name right? Or Hyd name? Or Fyn Name? Tak tol? Haha!

So, confirm .. GIRLS WILL BE GIRLS! We love attention given didnt we? Haha!

And to add to note, we actually sang quite a few songs together too and i dare said I did not hear any frogs or toads croakkiing away that particular night by the road side. Did you guys realised? Haha! They must have thought we are the new creatures who will be singing our lungs out and laughing our guts out on every nite after rain has stopped. Haha..asking RAIN TO COME AGAIN! Haha! Geeezz.. It was fun. I mean the whole walk walk thingy! Haha!

And before I go off. . before I forget, I actually kicked a snail that night during the walk!

Haha! Just to take note aje! Small small and little things must take note tau. Im a very detailed person when the moods come in somehow.

Bimbo.Ima.Saying.Bye.Bye.

Bimbotic Moment

2006-04-07T00:13:00.000+08:00

This entry will be short and dedicated to a particular moment during our walk last night. This is a moment to remember. And last night was the first time we girls had that walk together. That route. Cool eh. Anyway, the bimbotic moment.

At the traffic junction, two men on motorbikes turned and looked at us girls. Was it because of Ima's whistle? was it because we laughed like hell after fyn freaked out like hell while on the phone with ham(gee im laughing already now!haha!) was it because they recognized one of us?was it because we're so oh so attractive? hmm, no idea. but they looked. they turned. they looked. they smiled.

ima: i don't know you why u looking at me?
hid: do i know u? do we know you? no i don't. ima u know them? we dont know u!why u looking at us?!stop looking!

so then they zoomed off after the lights turned green. by then, us girls were at the traffic light, waiting to cross. the road light turned green and the green man was flashing already. and us girls were still looking at the men who had just stared and smiled. ok fine fine fine. i'll admit i was the bimbo. pantang ada jantan tengok. haha! well, so one of them smiled. muka orait ah. but thats not the point. then they zoom off. then we still stand there as if it's red light, padahal it's already green man flashing. for about 20 seconds, we stood there. then i realized that we're supposed to cross!!!! oh my god i think the drivers were wondering why we didnt cross sia! i went oh my god all the way...i sooooo couldnt believe it. just because SOME stranger smiled, then i lost my brain. OH MY GOD. ok im such a bimbo. wait im not! im deprived of attention from men. haha! gee...ok what the hell. im putting some links to videos from youtube down here.

geek in the pink: jason mraz. u girls know what this is all about. hehe..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qI8HR_KXJ4Y&search=geek%20in%20the%20pink

ready to fall: joey fatone. lyrics are in my multiply blog. the one i sang to y'all ydae. but dun look at the video. that's useless. it's lesbianism. just listen to the song. and i wish i have someone to fall in love with.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sMiIjJspxt0&search=ready%20to%20fall

on the line: an all stars music video, with my ever favourite mandy moore
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tmMD6SNqKM8&search=on%20the%20line

cheers darlings. miss y'all. but wish there's someone else to miss too. love, hyd.

HRF.

2006-04-05T23:20:00.000+08:00

.RecitaL.

So we met at the last minute to help hid decide with something. End up we hang around LOT 1 till like 9 plus. Walk Fyn home and we ALL were complaining our bags were HEAVY. BUT yet we still WALK home! Haha!

Well, had a few laugh! Hope to meet u all pretty soon again with the guys. HAha! But girls Day Out is fun somehow. Even if it is for a short while. I want to take neon prints with u guys soon! Plz plz plz.. Its gona be fun u noe! Haha! :P .. BLUERK!

Well..Thanks for making me feel better today with the jokes and blurness and the excitment over little little things! Haha! :P..Love U Peepz!

2006-04-05T16:36:00.000+08:00

FINNY

hey peeps updates from the miss finny here. hahah! oh wells.. am doing my studying now. as in these days. have started my studying. i cant wait to get this over and done with cause there is a lot of things that i am looking forward to after the exams.

1. hrm.. things that i plan to do with some of chem mates. not related to chem of course but she is interested just like me so we're doing it together!! yay! i have a fren..

2. hrm.. shopping for my dnd clothes.. hrm. heels, dress, accessories. yeap.. anything else?

3. mum's day! makan luar! yay!! ehhehe..

4. oh my posting for school experience will be on the 24th april so, i need to shop for some professional clothes. ahhah.. two weeks. 1 wk in primary 1 wk in secondary. i have something in mind of what to wear so yeap i cant wait for that!!

5. someone's birthday..

6. how can i put this the last! hehehhe.. 23 may! hehhhehe.. hrm what should i do for that? hehehe..

7. hrm.. do lots more stuff.. shopping!! i so need retail therapy. i oso need home therapy!! i miss being a couch potato!! sit and eat and watch tv.. i need that!!! i want to do that during my hols.

8. wish i can work but i cant.. so hrm boring life io guess for 3 months. yay!

9. most probably going tioman with 1st bro, sisinlaw and parents. still in the process of asking my bro to go bangkok instead or i can just wait for my h_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _..hehhehe!

10. i love me!

ok.. so this is not counted as a long entry. im currently in the library. and the keyboard sseem very comfortable to use. heheh! i love this. so im going and going. meeting the girls later. but before that im meeting him.. oh well.. i guess thats it for now? hahaha..

RAII!! take care dude.. long time no hear from you. and even if i do. im kinda busy! sorry... lets have a reunion after the exams peeps... 5th may! yay..and i noe someone finishes earlier. hahaha.. oh well..

MAY! i cant wait.. hehe.

loves Finny..

BBDC!

2006-04-04T07:38:00.000+08:00

!-BBDC-!

Weeee..

Im AWAKE!

Im excited!

*Jumpin Up n Down*

BBDC,Im coming to you baby!

Hahaha!

Nervous to the MAX!

Laa Dee Daa.. .. ..

Going to take a photo size passport picture before heading to my new SCHOOL!

I hope I dun look too ugly. I dun really look too nice

everytime take that kind of photo coz its really close up to my FACE! Haha!

But today, I will try to LOOK NICE for my future license Card!

Hahahaha!

Im Excited!

My target is 4mths!

Same as attachment!

Hope to be happy about graduation and passing my license!

2006-04-02T11:35:00.000+08:00

this is post #360. i think. anyway, e-ma, u're either going to take driving license (i dun think so since u mati-mati dun want to do it last time) OR ure going to be traffic police. wakaka!!! wadever it is, it has to do with cars, roads, driving. haha!!!!

i want to RUNAWAY.

2006-04-01T12:25:00.000+08:00

..What Am I UP To?

..Mandatory signs,Prohibitory signs,Warning signs,Regulatory signs,

Information signs,Pedestrian Crossing signs,Traffic Signs For Tunnels,

Signs For Pedal-Cycles,Directional signs,EMAS signs,Facility signs,

Vehicle Markings,Common Road Markings,Direction Arrows,Merging Arrow Markings,

Signals(traffic lights),Signals given by a police officer,hand signals,

Keep left rule,lane discipline,overtaking,road hogging,speedlimits,

roundabouts,yellow box junctions,Uturns,stopping and parking,

bus lanes,seat belts,lights,alcohol,handphone.. .. .. ..

Give a GOOD Guess k my dear Peeps!

Love,IMA!

2006-03-31T15:19:00.000+08:00

hello!!! haha guess what im in school and im supposed to be doing my project. im telling u, my mates will like seriously kill me if they know just how short my attention span is. oh by the way does anyone realize that i like to use this colour? hehe. its nice k. anyway, back to what i was saying. im freaking...k i got 1 hour, less than that actually, to blog. so yup. so what was it? oh right. my mates will kill me. coz halfway through, i actually plugged in one earphone and watched survivor. but they know i was doing that. hehe. then now, 2 mates got smth on, and then one mate was wondering what to do, and then he went off also coz its not like im doing the project. hehe.

updates updates updates. thats what y'all want right? well, im freaking busy lah. so sorry. really feel like running away from it all. wanna go into retirement. but well, busy. engin project not going so well. but i think i can manage. then now in the midst of doing marketing project which it seems as if some people are paranoid about. me? if u aren't paranoid, then i'd be. but as for now, i think i know where we're going so its not like im clueless. hehe. marketing...gee...i wonder if i really want to do this next time. or maybe i do something else. marketing ain't easy. but hey, who said life was easy in the firstplace eh? gee, if only i can type this fast for my essays. i never do lah. there's always the hesitation. wakaka.

ok....other updates.....hmm...met up with my jc mates ydae. her bdae celebration. not exactly. outing rather. so, we went out. went pooling and bowling. but i had a freaking bad game. for both. wah sucks man. then it rained heavily. no umbrella. so my mates shared the one umbrella they have and i ran. whee! freaking great to have rain falling down ur face while u run. such a great feeling. and it made me run fast, i like. hehe.

gee, what's with the hehe. so...giggly.

ok...what else to tell...nth i guess. oh oh oh know those kinda emails that make u answer some questions then like ure supposed to answer smtg like "name a member of the opposite sex" and at the end they will say "you will fall in love with this person"? gee, it's so old school. and i dun believe in it. seriously. like wth.

ok, so, social life pretty ok. financial dun say, i hate it. love life even worse right? haha! lame. well, nth much for me to update already.

eh how come this place only got 3 ppl update one...where is the male voice of this blog? wth. k tataz! i have other blogs to update. hehe!

by the way e-ma darling, i soooooooo know what u're talking about in the previous entry k.

love, hugs and kisses,
hyd.

smile darlings. :)

2006-03-31T14:46:00.000+08:00

Dia....

"Tersipu aku, oleh senyuman
Begitu indah,walaupun sejenak
Ku tak mengerti, resah dihati
Kian terasa...bergetar disukma

Reff:

Dia...sinari hatiku...slalu
Dia...hangatkan jiwaku...slalu
Adakah dia tahu, asa dihatiku
Akankah dia nanti, milikku satu
S'lama-lamanya

Saat kau hadir, hiasi mimpi
Dekap diriku, damaikan tidurku"

hee!!! such a wonderful song to such a wonderful person! i love you! hee.. (see..an entry!) hahaha.. im so in love so in love with you.. im so in love if you only knew.. hahaha you know of course.. sorry.. having a crazy in the mind day.. this song is by cokelat.. indonesian band. i was on my way to school listening to discman one day.. and this song was in the cd.. and i was thinking of that someone special in my life.....

Fina.....

Tinking...

2006-03-30T19:33:00.000+08:00

Should I get the Sony Ericsson W800I on my own OR should I drop the hint to mr boyfriend and missy bestfriend!? Hahahaha! K..IM BAD!

1. Cupcakes
2. Home-Made Food
3. Guitarist playing few songs
4. Fly Kite?
5. Lepaking
6. Just get together!

HaHahaha...What do you tink i am talking about peepz?

2006-03-28T22:01:00.000+08:00

* My Passion *

..They..
..Partly..
The Reason
..Im still There In DunearNpcc..

Got my new set of uniform last friday. Sew my OWN skirt today on my OWN with my late mum sewing machine! It took me standard 1 and half hour to settle everything. I get to know the machine for 30mins, practise with other clothes for 30mins and 30mins to sew my own skirt with my own bare hands! Haha!

Wore my half Uniform today to school for Speech Day Rehearsal. I going to receive an award on Speech Day on the Thursday, 13 April 2006! Cool Yeah! Im going up the stage to receive award again for long service award or something ..haha! I also duno lah! HAha! All this people cant stop showing their appreciation to me or something. Haha! K, crapz.. PHotos will come along the way in future.

Its my PASSION..Afterall!

2006-03-28T10:52:00.000+08:00

+.. .. ..Have YOU Ever.. .. ..+

Remember HID, I told u I do not why this song always kind of put me into a daze. Well, I would love to share it with Fyn too coz I did my own soul searching with this song being play over and over again throughout the night till my hp went flat without I knowing it (coz I was asleepp by then)

There were many times I should said I wanted to let go of this relationship I had shared with Fz. Especially moments when we quarrelled real BAD. The tears and the eyes that were swollen and the heart that is aching and you can actually felt it aching in you. And when it caused you sleepless nights and when it can actually made your life topsy turvy and made you lose your appetites and you just do not care about any other things but to try to get to him and try to understand him as much as you and end of it, you just blame yourself for not being the best girlfriend he could have ever get and could have been this or that girl better for him and telling him that why dont he just leave me and go find a better girl out there that DESERVE him.

Sometimes

It's wrong to walk away

Though you think it's over

Knowing there's

So much more to say

Suddenly the moment's gone

And all your dreams

Are upside down

And you just

Want to change the way

The world goes round

There were times where I really was so reckless due to insufficient sleep and my mind was nothing but HIM, half part of me trying to get in touch with him through my hp and at the same time doing my project till I deleted my whole programming project in the school PC, deleting it meaning deleting it from the whole pc and server of the school and I was too tired to check twice what I was doing and ending up I have to redo whatever programming I had done for the past 5-7 weeks within 2-3weeks and shortly after that, I was warded in hospital coz I was having a high fever on and off and the result of it - REPEAT my that particular module -

Im not saying it is his fault to put me in that state. BUT all im saying this kind of thing happened and the best part is it affected my OWN LIFE. And I should have said, THANKS AR! But I just put the whole blame on me coz I clicked the wrong thing but the whole thing is here..it was a problem between us that was in the head and it was dragged for many days and I couldnt take it. If Im not wrong, that was once of the 4-5 times where we actually thought of separating.

Have you ever loved

And lost somebody

Wished there was a chance

To say I'm sorry

Can't you see

That's the way I feel about you and me

Have you ever

Felt your heart

Was breaking?

Looking down the road

You should be taking I should know

'Cause I loved and

Lost the day I let you go

I wanted to say sorry but to say it to you was so tough that I almost gave up on us. BUT I know very well I LOVE HIM and I could not let him go. I fought for him and I worked my way up to get his attention and win him. How can it be possible whereby I felt so broken and he is not. It is a lie I could say coz I can feel his heart breaking too. How could we let go of each other?

Can't help but think

That this is wrong

We should be together

Back in your arms

Where I belong

Now I finally realise

It was forever

That I found I'd give it all to

Change the way

The world goes round

Yeah, so I realised it was all wrong all this time round. And for him to realise it need some knock in the head and most of the time it was us who want to be with each other again. It is where I belong. I want to make it till i step into my golden years. Everytime we fought we knew that we learnt something from it and we made sure we pull each other up to move side by side to the future. And when we turned to the past together, we will smile for our silly attitude and just grab that hand of ours and gave it a squeeze sayin i will be here for you till you do not want me anymore.

really want to

Hear you say

That you know

Just how it feels

To have it all and

Let it slip away

Can't you see I know the moment's gone

I'm still holding on somehow

Wishing I could

Change the way

The world goes round

I almost let him go the last time we had the big quarrel.ALMOST is the word. The pain in my heart when he kept asking me to let him go. Only GOD noes! But I was holding on to him and every moments that is so meaningful to us. Im GLAD I didnt let him go. Im glad I was the ONE who picked him up and be by his side when it was to him, the lowest point of his life at that particular moment. I am glad that it was not over between us.

I believe so much that we are meant for each other.

BUT..

IF God has something else for me in future and that I have yet to know,

I just hope you all, my friends, will be here for me coz that is when every brick to my wall of strength and hope is demolish and has gone down and all you see is a piece of heart that has shatter into pieces waiting to fall to the ground.

FOR NOW..

God, If YOU are listening..Let it be just this way for me and him.

I LOVE HIM

Truly

Sincerely

Honestly

From this piece of heart that YOU have lent to me while Im on this place called EARTH. Fz, If he ever read this, I just want him to know, He mean so much for me that I could not bear to be apart from him and that I want to thank him for loving me this way, this long and till as far as we can go together to the future.

LOVE FZ

+.. Ima ..+

2006-03-27T23:56:00.000+08:00

LOVE

*ima..The Lucky GerL*

2006-03-26T23:51:00.000+08:00

My Best Friends Wedding
written by Ronald Bass

[On the phone]
Jules: Hello, George.
George: Hey Gorgeous. Having a good time?
Jules: Not particularly, but I did what I came to do.
George: What, you split them up?
Jules: No, I said 'goodbye.'
George: Good girl. I'm proud of you. I'd be prouder still if you were dancing.
Jules: Oh, I have big plans for dancing. Just give me thirty, thirty- five years.
George: Oh, the misery, the exquisite tragedy...the Susan Hayward of it all. [laughs] I can just picture you sitting there alone at your table in your lavender gown...
Jules: Did I tell you my gown was lavender?
George: Hair swept up, haven't touched your cake. Probably drumming your fingernails on the white linen table cloth, the way you do when you're really feeling down. I see you looking at those nails thinking, 'God, I should have stopped in all my evil plotting to have that manicure!' But it's too late now.
Jules: George, I didn't tell you my gown was lavender.
George: Suddenly, a familiar song. Then, you're off your chair in one exquisite movement. Wondering, searching, sniffing the wind like a daffelled deer. Has God heard your little prayer? Will Cinderella dance again? And then, suddenly, the crowds part. And there he is. Sleek. Stylish. Radiant with charisma. It's only, he's on the telephone. But then, so are you. And he comes towards you, the moves of a jungle cat. And although you quite correctly sense that he is gay, like most devastatingly handsome single men of his age are, you think, 'What the hell? Life goes on.' Maybe there won't be marriage. Maybe there won't be sex. But by God, there will be dancing!

was going through some websites for monologues and found this. gosh, my favourite part. my absolute favourite part. just watching this last scene will be enough. aww...taken from whysanity.net/monos

-H

The Diary Of Four Friendz...

I miss this corner... :)

Test Test Test..

jalan raya

_____Stagnant_____

update

:: INDECISIVE ::

:: 3 more days! ::

HEY!

happy 1st birthday!!

Missy Ima Speaks...

birthdays weddings whatevers..

Surprised?

hav a laugh

halo orang2!!!! guess who's backkkkk

:: TIRED ::

To Raii

My Grandpa in the news

:: Condolences ::

::Ima Updating::

NDP!

Orangey People

WOW!

Mana Korang Semua?

:: Pardon Me ::

:: A Thought From A Lady ::

So Dun ya Worri

Lovin Myself!

WHATS WITH TODAY!!!

Ima Bored..

Ima Bored..

:(

And The Sun Shine...

Please Let The Sun Shine...

. . + Ima Stoning + . .

::This is How Im feelin at the moment::

::My OutmosT thanKz::

Ima crapping..

http://www.paulsadowski.com/birthday.asp

:)

cant resist!

Down the Memory Lanes...

Work As It IS..

Nervous!

Whining (1)

.Bimbo.Bimba.Bombu.

Bimbotic Moment

HRF.

BBDC!

Tinking...

_Stagnant_