...And my heart Ache
...And my heart Ache
Dun tink love life has always been good. I just went through one twisted one. I dun know why but there are time when i felt that Fz just dun cherish me. I tried to understand him but i cant coz he never guide me into understanding him. Esp when he work permanently. There are time when i just felt to let it go. . .
Tis morning in msn, i was like going. . .
Ima: hey fz, ur second bro got gf oredi eh?
Fz: . . . i tak jaga tepi kain orang.
I Oredi toink oredi... Wat does that mean seh? i ask nicely and he ans me tat way?!
Ima: Why muz you ans dat way towards me?
Fz: wat? I wana do my work .
ima: I tot ur work starts at 9 till 5.30pm
Fz: wat you know abt work? Accounts?
Ima: i duno..... BUT u can make an effort to tell me ....at least the basic ideas of it.... it cud be juz one of our conversation between us...
Fz: u tink i gt time ar?
Ima: since when you got time for me? *im oredi so pissed off oredi..coz recently he owes said dat to me..aiz*
Fz: No time for you. . . nak werk
Ima: See..no time for me... fine!!!
Fz: ni aru gf. . dah banyak complain..Wife will be worst
Ima: tats two different thing, at least wife will be at home at nite to see n meet u, ni baru gf. . tu pun tak tau jaga hati dia. Apa lagi jadi isteri u, makin u let go.
Fz: Gi jaga sendiri la (expect me to jaga my own HATI! ! ! !)
. . . and he went offline without saying the least, gd bye! ! ! My point of putting this fight, is to show and tell dat someone, holding hands and showin public affection is just not only dat in LOVE. To be lovey dovey, and etc. Behind every nice things happen to bound things like getting hurt. And when you are hurt, you felt really hurt coz why and how could the person you love so much do tis to you and it is especially hard when it mus be YOU who muz understand the other party instead of him being nice to you. it suck when your relationship is on its hard side.
And it is bad for people who keep imagining and imagining or have unintentional kind of things in life. Friends of urs might understand but dun expect ur partner will have that kind of tolerance for you. You juz continue imagine this and dat, keep havin unintentional kinda of things and when you explain it to him or her, they will juz give you a *SO?* face. IT will be a huge blow for you.
For me, im oredi in a fight with him, so forget it. I jus wana keep quiet. Coz i noe he will. I cant be bother to sms him and find him till he find me. Tml suppose to have a date with him. But see, how twisted it is now? I dun care. I jus wana keep quiet and focus on my new work tonight.
Wana noe something hid, u noe he love to not sms me when we fight, he always ignore me when i seek to him. . . i HAVE LEARN To be that way too towards him. i didnt flood his inbox anymore. I am to that extend strong. So what if i love him? He doesnt have the right to make me go crazy and upset. I CHOOSE not to sit down and bawl my eyes out with his doings eventhough it hurts or make me mad, i dun go smashing the walls with my fist. I CHOOSE to go out and still smile. That doesnt mean i will forget i have prob. But i choose to not let it destroy my day.
Is dat in your philosophy notes? Does ur notes said anything abt that?
Love is not simple. . . Not always Beautiful
BUT
Love without any fights is also not good. Coz you will never learn something new in that someone else life. Its like Singapore so sunny without rain. . .
Signin Off. . .
Ima_GiLer
Dun tink love life has always been good. I just went through one twisted one. I dun know why but there are time when i felt that Fz just dun cherish me. I tried to understand him but i cant coz he never guide me into understanding him. Esp when he work permanently. There are time when i just felt to let it go. . .
Tis morning in msn, i was like going. . .
Ima: hey fz, ur second bro got gf oredi eh?
Fz: . . . i tak jaga tepi kain orang.
I Oredi toink oredi... Wat does that mean seh? i ask nicely and he ans me tat way?!
Ima: Why muz you ans dat way towards me?
Fz: wat? I wana do my work .
ima: I tot ur work starts at 9 till 5.30pm
Fz: wat you know abt work? Accounts?
Ima: i duno..... BUT u can make an effort to tell me ....at least the basic ideas of it.... it cud be juz one of our conversation between us...
Fz: u tink i gt time ar?
Ima: since when you got time for me? *im oredi so pissed off oredi..coz recently he owes said dat to me..aiz*
Fz: No time for you. . . nak werk
Ima: See..no time for me... fine!!!
Fz: ni aru gf. . dah banyak complain..Wife will be worst
Ima: tats two different thing, at least wife will be at home at nite to see n meet u, ni baru gf. . tu pun tak tau jaga hati dia. Apa lagi jadi isteri u, makin u let go.
Fz: Gi jaga sendiri la (expect me to jaga my own HATI! ! ! !)
. . . and he went offline without saying the least, gd bye! ! ! My point of putting this fight, is to show and tell dat someone, holding hands and showin public affection is just not only dat in LOVE. To be lovey dovey, and etc. Behind every nice things happen to bound things like getting hurt. And when you are hurt, you felt really hurt coz why and how could the person you love so much do tis to you and it is especially hard when it mus be YOU who muz understand the other party instead of him being nice to you. it suck when your relationship is on its hard side.
And it is bad for people who keep imagining and imagining or have unintentional kind of things in life. Friends of urs might understand but dun expect ur partner will have that kind of tolerance for you. You juz continue imagine this and dat, keep havin unintentional kinda of things and when you explain it to him or her, they will juz give you a *SO?* face. IT will be a huge blow for you.
For me, im oredi in a fight with him, so forget it. I jus wana keep quiet. Coz i noe he will. I cant be bother to sms him and find him till he find me. Tml suppose to have a date with him. But see, how twisted it is now? I dun care. I jus wana keep quiet and focus on my new work tonight.
Wana noe something hid, u noe he love to not sms me when we fight, he always ignore me when i seek to him. . . i HAVE LEARN To be that way too towards him. i didnt flood his inbox anymore. I am to that extend strong. So what if i love him? He doesnt have the right to make me go crazy and upset. I CHOOSE not to sit down and bawl my eyes out with his doings eventhough it hurts or make me mad, i dun go smashing the walls with my fist. I CHOOSE to go out and still smile. That doesnt mean i will forget i have prob. But i choose to not let it destroy my day.
Is dat in your philosophy notes? Does ur notes said anything abt that?
Love is not simple. . . Not always Beautiful
BUT
Love without any fights is also not good. Coz you will never learn something new in that someone else life. Its like Singapore so sunny without rain. . .
Signin Off. . .
Ima_GiLer
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