Where is the moment when needed the most?

Cos u had a bad day...

Guess who's back..back again..midi's back...tell an orangey fren...kekekakakoko!!

Dear frenz (and fina...hehe!),

First and foremost i would like congratulate Khilfina on finally getting Internet access. Especially since she got it on her own..(dunno.. dat's wat she said...) Now all your brothers are gonna fight over it hahahahaha!!! At least somebody'll be using it at anyone time. And i won't be surprised if it'll be ur mum!! Dun abuse ah! MSN and Internet can be an addictive thing...look at ima..(hehehehehe!!!! juz kidding!! i mean she did say she was an internet freak. n she's proud of it..somewhat i guess..) Well knock yourself out, break a leg, jump for the sky, reach.. for the stars..climb every mountain higher...reach for the stars...lalalala(oops got carried away hahaha!) Oh yar...how's my sub-station thing? You forgot?!!?! What!!??

Sometimes we gotta grit..we juz need to juz heck care the stuff and juz do wat matters.. Cos if you dun, how're u gonna move out of dat situation, dat sh*thole, dat feeling of having a sucky feeling all around your body!! I think what most of us are really scared of is disappointing others.. That's one of the reasons why eugene din quit..do you noe eugene, ima? I think fina should noe..he's the nice guy who served us when we ate there.. Anyway..juz after a ten minutes talk wif my restaurant manager, jennifer, ( dunno lah dat's wat he told me ) he was convinced to stay.. dunno wat the sh*t lah... I feel if you wanna go, you go..second opinions, in these cases, are often the bad ones..
Im quitting soon..i've got reasons to stop work liao..or rather i no longer have a reason to work anymore.. Sure i'll miss the guys...eugene..fuad..fadly..Irwan..maybe even mus..the service crew..the chatting..the gossiping..hehe!..the ability to shout at one another in the kitchen juz for fun or tease..wrestling lah...throw stuff at each other lah..it's n avenue for me to relieve stress you noe.. Im gonna miss EUNICE!!! but it's not like you cant keep in contact you noe..right? see? like zheng chuan says, it's sh*t money..the job's stressful, the pay stinks...why r u really staying anyway?

i Feel like im blabbering away..am I? can anyone tell me??

Im slowly cutting my hours..eventually i disappear...Get up and go on..i guess we are all suffering in a way..but when i think abt it, half the time, we caused it..
You yourself would best noe ur situation lah ah..hope you end up well..

Moving on..

I WANNA GO ICE SKATING!!!!! i wanna to learn!! seems fun!! N im so lucky!!! i guess i got the perfect person to teach me!!! ~~lalalala~~ You're gonna be a teacher!! SO START NOW!!! Bwahahahaha!!! juz dun sabo me and try to kill me or anything..i noe you got a "creative" mind so dun try anything farnny ah ha!!! behind that decent face eh...try anything..nanti u tahu ape tu sadist! hahaha!! ah ok...tt's over...

BTW...i felt that ima's postings ah..got english error ah..hahaha!!! Im spotting you!!! hahaa!! i tot u read a lot gerl?? or u sengaje? well i think u did them on purpose..but knowing you...NAH!!! hahaha!!

So how's our little philosopher?? where's your stone?? hehehe!! my kid...wow..im so proud..
Bugger i no time liao....well...anyway take care ah..second week only..good luck lah..

Gotta go lah ppl..everytime all too abruptly .. haiz...

anywayz take care all!! im always be ard. Ciao bambinos!!

Love, Hamidi