. . .Bad~

. . .Bad~

Last weekend was someone engagement. Turned out okie okie. NOt as grand as i expected but im happy that most of the pizza hut ppl can make it seh. Den. . . everyone so happy.

Bad things start to happen. . .

I had a BIG fight with Fz. And things just going downhill. . . . Dun ask me wat are we now?

Maybe if hid notis, my msn nick ydae was. . . *Is this the end of everything?*

That is one big heavy thing that is weighing on my mind.

Second. .

Ira dad is in the hospital now. To be more detailed. . . in ICU. . . admitted early this morning. Damn . . . hear ira cry on the phone is anader heart-wrecking moment. Esp early in the morning when i just woke up from a good cry last night. Now dat is anader heavy load in my mind again, not really load but more to worry about the whole thing.

Aiz. . . wat is all THE BAD thing happening now?

I hope GOD is listening to me right now. Hearin my plea. . We are just HIS humans, I prayed hard that he gave me and those in a bad positions the PATIENCE that we need, the COURAGE to persevere and the CALMNESS to go through HIS challenges granted in our LIFEs.

Tml is my exam. . .i hope i can make it . . . With this two things weighing my mind, it will be miracle for me to survive the exams.

But if you all were to ask me which one would i focus on first between the two. . .

I will choose to be there for Ira rather than solve my prob with him. . . Coz right now, im awfully hurt by him and everything happened so fast. . . not because of third party but due to his own attitude.

I hope Ira will be strong. . . at least, for her mum. . .