. . .Feelin Green

I duno why but im feeling green.
Green in the sense of GREEN=JEALOUS.


I feel that way towards someone.
That someone is my boyfriend.


He can just spent any money on himself.
While when Im with him, I felt really small coz I realise
I dun have that money to spend on too while he can.


And to make things best, I felt as if when he buy this and that Its like he dont bother to ask me, Dear. . . do you want me to buy for you this or that? Aiz. . . Am i being selfish? I duno.


All I want to do is be happy for him coz he is happy with it.
But its just this evil side of me that made me feel this way i guess. . .


Sorry dear. . .