d.r.a.i.n.e.d
WARNING: THIS ENTRY CONTAINS THE CRAPPIEST OF CRAP.YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED....
dunno what's the colour for tired.but who cares.
i am tired.how tired can someone be?just tired.ok i'm obviously crapping.i have to make a comment first.
GAH.right now playing on my computer is a song by Zaiton Sameon.does any one of u know who that is?apparently its one of those old singers who u know the song but dunno who sang it.so anyway,i'm going GAH right now because it reminds me of Luthfi and the mini pantun we had in class last year.he went like "kalau anda bijak namakan satu lagu Zaiton Sameon".obviously we don't know (but now i know) then we shot him back with something else.forgot what our pantun was.know what?i know everytime i tell y'all thinking or being reminded of him makes me disgusted but actually no.its something like "mulut cakap lain,hati cakap lain".if i'm totally disgusted by him i won't have him in my friendster list,seriously.see how self-contradictory i am?
it's not that i harbour any feelings for him or anything OK.i think if there's a way to explain this,it's that....i kinda wanted to be friends with him.i mean,c'mon.he's popular and i have to admit,he is talented.but it just so happens that i got stuck in a different social life than him,and he's not very nice towards us.that's all actually.i exaggerated,i know fin.but the more i exaggerate,the easier it was for me NOT to like him.you know,one of my stories,i based the guy on him.yeah well...if only things were different.
i'm funny aren't i.i tell people i go for low-profile guys.rmbr ridhwan?he's a soccer player.not exactly what i'd call low-prof.and then there's muhsein.ham he was in our sec 1 mendaki class if u can recall.yeah and he's kinda cute.chased after.again.not exactly low profile.although none of my mendaki friends knew what i thought of him.they just can't.haha i feel funny saying this now.does anyone rmbr abu suffian?gosh...rmbr sec 1 ima?how foolish i was last time.in retrospect,i can't believe i did that.really.
ok i think my point is,that i am very self-contradictory.why i wonder?i think because i dun want ppl to think of me as a typical girl.i mean,if u really look at how i behaved,i dun behave very girl,u know.gah.i hope y'all know what i mean.coz i dunno how else to explain.
to add to the list,there's also rashid salleh and azizan nin.okok....so that doesn't make sense.haiz...just woke up (time now 3.04 pm) so my head not so straight.
oh oh.before i forget.if y'all are smart,y'all might know who my most fav character in my stories,Iskandar,is based on.
haha this is gonna sound really funny.i may not look or behave like most girls,but there are times when i can be even worst than the average girl.*wishful desire* really shows that God created me a real woman (chewah) and not a man.okok i'm prob making y'all feel eeew right now.
haiz....so what started me on this?
"Oh sayang...Engkaulah jejaka idaman...Akulah yang paling menanti...Ku pasti..." - Jejaka Idaman, Raja Ema
who is my jejaka idaman,i also don't know.gosh...really u know.once u get me started,i'm the most jiwang person i know.i don't know...i think i'm among the love deprived people who seeks enjoyment and pleasure from imagining abt love.oh god how pathetic can i be?oh dear does this trait run in the family?ahh!!!i dun wan my daughter to end up like me!!!
love deprived....interesting phrase....but it would explain all my stories right?i mean,it's a way to vent out ur needs.in this case,my needs.omg i wonder how ham feels reading this.
i know what ima's thinking right now.i'm psychic.she's going "not again!" haha....i told u i get this feeling every once in a while.like right now.it's that desire and longing to have someone by my side but since i haf not found someone who actually likes me,it all ends up in a kind of "moan and groan and whine" phase.like i said,it's a desire.maybe someone go create a perfume called desire.intelelctual commons.i'm giving out my idea.go ahead and do it if u want.i can't sue u for using my idea.intellectual commons.
i have a knack for keeping the unnecessary things/events/sayings in my head.especially compliments.maybe because i dun get them a lot so i treasure the ones that i have.like for example,for some funny reason last saturday fina said i looked hot although in my perspective i looked like a fat wannabe.then the next day at work,early in the morning,when i just started my shift,this guy came in,bought the new paper and looked at the picture of beautiful girls not behaving well in foreign country and then looked at me and said "you're pretty also" then took out his hp and ask me to key in my no.like what the hool i said i got no hp.like DUH he's a middle-aged man lah!i'm not gonna give away my no to strangers!!!!
ok i have been here for like 1 hour and i've not moved an inch except to answer the phone just now.ha ha ha.see...never get me started.i'll go on and on like the day's never going to end.
hmm....ok i really shld stop thinking abt love.i'll never stop.GAH i forgot raqib could be reading this!dun bother dun bother!move on to the next entry!!!but if u have read then well....THIS IS ME.
oh oh!!!u know how sometimes u just get this feeling that this person has something different abt them?yeah well i felt that way abt my prof.the way she dresses and talks and stuff...i just had this hunch that there's something interesting abt her.and YES there is!haha just found out ydae during lecture.she's married to a german!!!haha explains her slang and her personality.i like it when teachers start talking abt their kids coz to me it makes them "real" somewhat.like that they do have a life.so ydae during lect she was telling us abt her son who is obviously half malay half german.heh heh...i just like it when it's on a more personal basis.
i really should get going now right?last one last one. nah...maybe i'll leave it for next time.sian....i would love to get into my world of fantasy.where obviously i have someone.but what to do...reality is calling me.I'LL BE BACK.with my world of fantasy of course.ha ha ha.
this was obviously written by the only single in this place,hid.ha ha ha.
dunno what's the colour for tired.but who cares.
i am tired.how tired can someone be?just tired.ok i'm obviously crapping.i have to make a comment first.
GAH.right now playing on my computer is a song by Zaiton Sameon.does any one of u know who that is?apparently its one of those old singers who u know the song but dunno who sang it.so anyway,i'm going GAH right now because it reminds me of Luthfi and the mini pantun we had in class last year.he went like "kalau anda bijak namakan satu lagu Zaiton Sameon".obviously we don't know (but now i know) then we shot him back with something else.forgot what our pantun was.know what?i know everytime i tell y'all thinking or being reminded of him makes me disgusted but actually no.its something like "mulut cakap lain,hati cakap lain".if i'm totally disgusted by him i won't have him in my friendster list,seriously.see how self-contradictory i am?
it's not that i harbour any feelings for him or anything OK.i think if there's a way to explain this,it's that....i kinda wanted to be friends with him.i mean,c'mon.he's popular and i have to admit,he is talented.but it just so happens that i got stuck in a different social life than him,and he's not very nice towards us.that's all actually.i exaggerated,i know fin.but the more i exaggerate,the easier it was for me NOT to like him.you know,one of my stories,i based the guy on him.yeah well...if only things were different.
i'm funny aren't i.i tell people i go for low-profile guys.rmbr ridhwan?he's a soccer player.not exactly what i'd call low-prof.and then there's muhsein.ham he was in our sec 1 mendaki class if u can recall.yeah and he's kinda cute.chased after.again.not exactly low profile.although none of my mendaki friends knew what i thought of him.they just can't.haha i feel funny saying this now.does anyone rmbr abu suffian?gosh...rmbr sec 1 ima?how foolish i was last time.in retrospect,i can't believe i did that.really.
ok i think my point is,that i am very self-contradictory.why i wonder?i think because i dun want ppl to think of me as a typical girl.i mean,if u really look at how i behaved,i dun behave very girl,u know.gah.i hope y'all know what i mean.coz i dunno how else to explain.
to add to the list,there's also rashid salleh and azizan nin.okok....so that doesn't make sense.haiz...just woke up (time now 3.04 pm) so my head not so straight.
oh oh.before i forget.if y'all are smart,y'all might know who my most fav character in my stories,Iskandar,is based on.
haha this is gonna sound really funny.i may not look or behave like most girls,but there are times when i can be even worst than the average girl.*wishful desire* really shows that God created me a real woman (chewah) and not a man.okok i'm prob making y'all feel eeew right now.
haiz....so what started me on this?
"Oh sayang...Engkaulah jejaka idaman...Akulah yang paling menanti...Ku pasti..." - Jejaka Idaman, Raja Ema
who is my jejaka idaman,i also don't know.gosh...really u know.once u get me started,i'm the most jiwang person i know.i don't know...i think i'm among the love deprived people who seeks enjoyment and pleasure from imagining abt love.oh god how pathetic can i be?oh dear does this trait run in the family?ahh!!!i dun wan my daughter to end up like me!!!
love deprived....interesting phrase....but it would explain all my stories right?i mean,it's a way to vent out ur needs.in this case,my needs.omg i wonder how ham feels reading this.
i know what ima's thinking right now.i'm psychic.she's going "not again!" haha....i told u i get this feeling every once in a while.like right now.it's that desire and longing to have someone by my side but since i haf not found someone who actually likes me,it all ends up in a kind of "moan and groan and whine" phase.like i said,it's a desire.maybe someone go create a perfume called desire.intelelctual commons.i'm giving out my idea.go ahead and do it if u want.i can't sue u for using my idea.intellectual commons.
i have a knack for keeping the unnecessary things/events/sayings in my head.especially compliments.maybe because i dun get them a lot so i treasure the ones that i have.like for example,for some funny reason last saturday fina said i looked hot although in my perspective i looked like a fat wannabe.then the next day at work,early in the morning,when i just started my shift,this guy came in,bought the new paper and looked at the picture of beautiful girls not behaving well in foreign country and then looked at me and said "you're pretty also" then took out his hp and ask me to key in my no.like what the hool i said i got no hp.like DUH he's a middle-aged man lah!i'm not gonna give away my no to strangers!!!!
ok i have been here for like 1 hour and i've not moved an inch except to answer the phone just now.ha ha ha.see...never get me started.i'll go on and on like the day's never going to end.
hmm....ok i really shld stop thinking abt love.i'll never stop.GAH i forgot raqib could be reading this!dun bother dun bother!move on to the next entry!!!but if u have read then well....THIS IS ME.
oh oh!!!u know how sometimes u just get this feeling that this person has something different abt them?yeah well i felt that way abt my prof.the way she dresses and talks and stuff...i just had this hunch that there's something interesting abt her.and YES there is!haha just found out ydae during lecture.she's married to a german!!!haha explains her slang and her personality.i like it when teachers start talking abt their kids coz to me it makes them "real" somewhat.like that they do have a life.so ydae during lect she was telling us abt her son who is obviously half malay half german.heh heh...i just like it when it's on a more personal basis.
i really should get going now right?last one last one. nah...maybe i'll leave it for next time.sian....i would love to get into my world of fantasy.where obviously i have someone.but what to do...reality is calling me.I'LL BE BACK.with my world of fantasy of course.ha ha ha.
this was obviously written by the only single in this place,hid.ha ha ha.
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