*leave me alone or i'll bite your head off*

leave me alone or i'll bite your head off

i feel so tired today.thus the colour purple.u know...purple=pukish feeling.fasting again today.and today is a long day.and i didn't get enough sleep.i skipped CNM lect ydae.so far i've skipped 2 lects,both by guest lecturers.not that i'm keeping track.its just that i can't wake up in the morning.i'm not usually like this.every week i can wake up for 8 am lect.(u guys at ntu and nie dunno wad pleasure y'all get for having 8.30 lects man.)but i'm just so tired i cannot wake up.haiz....so bad of me.i really shld sleep early.especially since fasting month coming.later wed & thurs i cnt concentrate in lects.

so far today has been a bad day.as usual,thursdays i spent my time alone,only with pyro.so i lug him ard everywhere even if i use him for like 2 hrs only.prob less.i dun use him in philo lect or whatever.only malay lect.so anyway,where was i?or right my bad day.2 classes so far,and both classes i exist physically.mentally,i'm gone.even in theatre tutorial.it's quite weird really coz i like ts.but i was tired and cold.compared to last week where i skipped philo so i was fresh.well last week i skipped philo,this week i skip new media.what the...

so i just came from ts tutorial.earlier in philo,i was first of all late,then i didnt pay attn in lect coz i fell aslp.seriously.like today is not the regular "nod off for 1 min" kinda thing.i seriously fell alsp.during the short 15 min break,i slept throughout.then ater the break,in between lecture slides,i fell aslp again.haiz...i'm kinda irritated with myself.philo is turning out to be like econs.i have the notes everywhere.i attend lectures(minus 1 by guest lect).i don't understand the module.i'm gonna die.but really,all it takes is just for me to sit down and read the notes all the way back from lecture 1.but that also i'm lazy to do.bcz i put it off and give priority to other modules.haiz.....

i really really really really want to quit my work.i don't want to work anymore.i want to study in the weekends.or just relax.i don't want to spend 12 hrs working my ass off for a pathetic salary of $48 per week.it sounds a lot,but think twice,its not.maybe i just don't like how my boss run the place anymore.this may sound bad,but i'm hoping that she'll find problem with me then i can quit and my mum won't say anything.bcz really.my mum dun seem to see that my sch workload is stressing me.(i seem to eat chocolates everyday,if thats a sign of stress) then when i go to work,i become very tired.i cun bear to face my notes.haiz....i work sunday,monday i sleep all day.coz it's very tiring.

i really wanna quit.i dun like my boss anymore.she somewhat forced my sister to quit.so now my sis have quit.i dun like it.but she has another job.supposedly a better one.i don't know......i don't know what to do.i just feel like quitting.coz i dun think its worth my time.haiz....dunno lah....really feel like sabo-ing her....she already lost one dependable staff.if i go,she lose another one.i dun like her anymore.....sorry kak nora.....but i've never really seriously liked the way u handle things.u force my sister to quit because ur boss ask u to.and what wrong did she do?she was just looking for another job.she's studying,paying her fees by herself,have to work long hours for very little pay....i admire my sister.she's strong.and i don't want her to quit studying either.haiz......too tired to think already.

2 down....2 more lessons to go....hopefully my grp members from CNM can cheer me up....coz i really feel crappy now.....have been feelin so ever since the bus ride to sch this morning.

its not my fault i have a large bag coz i have my notebook inside.and it's not MY fault u cun move past me because my bag is large.YOU try to do it.see how it feels.

damn i'm crappy today..............

*u shld noe who wrote this coz only one member here takes philo and theatre and cnm and malay.*