lonely

LoneLY!


Forgive me but I am going to WHINE in here okie? I tink it is my PMS thingy again. So IF im ever gonna write any HARSH or NOT NICE things AGAIN, IM SORRY!


DUN said I nbr warn you all! Coz you guys see the right corner little box with a X sign? If cannot take it, juz click it and you will be a happy human again!


Okie, Now.. WHAT I wana WHINE about! Oh Ya. . about LONELY!


IM SO LONELY! And yeah, today whole day I ONLINE but it seems dat EVERYONE in my MSN messenger is BUSY! Or AWAY! Or ASLEEP! Or duno what else lah. But no Hid, no need to say sorry lah. IM JUST TOO FREE. I mean nothing okie. It doesnt apply to you and fina aje. BANYAK lagi org di DUNIA ni.


Yang SETIA melayani aku adalah NASUTION BIN ADI! Haha. . . dia lah teman waktu ku sunyi, ku fedup and ku BORING! So, almost one day aku bebual ngan dia and my BIG DINO! Keke.. I was called BABY DINO! Okie, DO NOT PUKE! Coz only dat makes me happy at the moment right now!


Something made me realized today about nas and me. . . it reminded of my friendship with syukri fadhullah frm dss. Aiz. . . I just KNOW too much things about nas right now. So, its more to . . . we cant be couple. NO WAY. . . esp when YOU KNOW too much about him. Dats to me lah. And I noe way too MUCH things about him and his past and his background and no way I will want him to be my boyfriend. Seriously!


I feel comfortable in a friendship term and even brother and sister term. But I will PUKE the moment I tot of more than tat thingy. Haha. . . I told him straight in the sms today! HAHAHAHA. . . see, when im not in a MOOD. I will go DIRECT. No need turn here and there. So right now, IM his OFFICIALLY LOVE CONSULTANT and FRIEND CONSULTANT! How great is dat? IM NOT PAID!


IM SO BORED. La la la la. . .
Right now, I WANA MEET SYUKRI FADHULLAH AND PUNCH HIS SHOULDER TILL HE DIE! If only Fz were to read this, he is so gonna go GREEN! Haha ! But seriously, there are just things tat I cant and DUNWAN to do to fz and I rather do to other people. Like when I can scold Syukri FUCK and BODOH and Son of the Tut! And he will look at me and just smile and in the end he also scold me all kind of words and in the end we will laugh it off. This is the kind of things u noe. You really should go out and find a guy friend and get to know them better and you will get wat I mean lah. That if you know how to limit yourself and control yourself lah.


In a sense, your boyfriend wont go GREEN on you and him and that you wont slip and fall in love to him without u KNOWING it. I learnt it okie. I ADMIT that I did slip and fall in love with SyUKRI long LONG LONG time ago but at that time he got AQILAH! So, I just told him what I need to tell and we go our own WAYS! Haha. . . I noe. ITS CRAPZ! But he will always and FOREVER be my PUNCH BAG!


OKie. . I BETTER GO OUT OF HERE NOW!


I hope I didn’t OFFEND anyone yeah. . .
if I DID! IM SORRY! Its just MY MOOD SWING!