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. . . Un- BREAK my heart!

Yesh. I felt so hurt with my poly friends doing to me. Okie, this is the case of it.

As you guys knew, I am a repeat student for one module. So I still go on take subject like normal but got some modules cannot take aso due to the maximum hours I have reached. So some modules need to be push forward which means I got to extend for another 6 months in SP. But as time goes by, my current friends still hang out with me and we still in same lectures and tutorials. After that, my friends were divided up into two group.

One group go for ITP, which is the attachment to go and work outside with company for 5 mths. Den the other group do final year project (FYP). And so this current groups that did FYP already survived and going for ITP. And those did ITP, going to come back to school and do their FYP. I got a friend ar. She and me and another friend always hang together since we are in the MOBILE APPLICATION course. A oredi finished her FYP and going for ITP next semester. But I felt so broken when this friend of mine, B, came back to do her FYP but oredi got her group.

I mean, she keep saying that her group has oredi been set up BUT hello, FYP BRIEFING is tomolo and nothing is confirm yet till tomolo. Im so oredi upset with B. I mean she die die oredi said she has a group and got no more slot to take me in. KENA PULAU seh ima! I felt that way okie. Dont blame me for this. . . Im juz human. I got feeling too. When people do this to me or u, you will always felt weird. ESPECIALLY when NOW, dey do this. Aiz. . .

I felt so upset ar! So HEARTBROKEN. I mean they who I call my friends and they never for once think of how I felt when they do this to me. Maybe Fina said is true, when it comes to education, everyone is selfish. Aiz. . . This is only POLYTECHNIC LIFE. What will happened if I ever gonna step into the real working world? Will I ever find good friends when I start to work later on? I feel so heartbroken. So betrayed. . . STUPID POLY LIFE AND FRIENDS.

I wish I got the power to do something. I hope GOD will open their eyes. See how in seconds and minutes, my mood can changed? Aiz. . .

HELLO EVERYONE!


Im in a good mood. Due to the fact that tomorrow will be my LAST PAPER throughout my POLY LIFE! That if I pass all my exams which I HOPE and WISH to pass. Next semester when I open school again, I wun have to sit for anymore exams and that I only for FYP to do. And the next following 6 mths is working time! Haha! FUN SIA!

LAST PAPER LEH!


And also, im counting down the days to FASTING! I wana try to shed 2kg to 4kg in that month of fasting! Thatz my target now. REALLY! Dont laugh hor. Once I put my mindset to it, I will be totally focus on it liao. I WANT! ! ! ! ! !


Let me tell you the story of this gerl. Who is seeking for jobs out there right now. Her mind is torn. Whether to go to her ex-working place or to follow her manager who is her friend being transferred to bukit batok pizza hut and apply work there.U get what im trying to said here?


IM LOST..coz im SO HAPPY!

Inai...

This is so confusing. . . Coz basically something is wrong with the blogger.com! Well, whatever! Okie, today so-called mark the end of exam period for me eventhough i got one more paper to go. That paper aso close eye can do one lor. So i find myself so free and decided to do inai inai again on my hand. This time i didnt do two hands. I duno why seh. Coz my aunt said ANAK DARA tak manis akai INAI on two hands. Why ar? I dun dare to ask why also. haha!


So i put on only one hand lor. Put on my left and i still got many leftover okie! LEFTOVER as in, the source of my inai come from IRA HOME! She lived in the first floor kan, so she planted this INAI PLANT long long time ago and i always get the leaves from her. When i reached home, i will tumbuk tumbuk the leaves till it become so hancur lah and turned into muddy muddy thingy to be put on your hand lah to the plan you wanted on your hands and fingers. I used the batu lesung TAU! TUMbuk and TUMBUK! Penat member! Tumbuk for one hour! Leh roboh umah beb! Lucky i was at home alone. . . .


And dun be surprised with the way the INAI glow okie? Its not the same as the one you buy from shop one,gerls. . . . Mine only put on for like from 7pm to 10pm and you will be amazed at how the INAI GLOW! keke. . . . this are the pictures peeepz. . .


BEFORE. . . . .





AFTER. . . . .





Cool right? I like sia.. haha. . i still got some more leftover sia now. I duno wat to do with it. I feel like wana put on the other hand aso sia! What you guys think? Leh juga member berangan nak kahwin bila ngok INAI INAI ini.. kekekekeke


Signin Off. . .
Lil Dorami

Had a GREAT day!!!...

k k i got lotsa things to sayy...k i better point them so that i wont get confuse or i wun miss things out...

1. k first, I GOT THE HIGHEST FOR MY FIRST BIO TEST!!!! ARGH!!! 54/57!!! am i good or wad? hahah... i was checking my mail till i saw one from my prof then he said... 'you did very well 54/57 the highest in classs... well done. tahniah dan syabas' he's a chinese msian prof so thats y he noe malay.. you have NO idea hw i felt wen i read the email.. actually at first i didnt read properly. i was just interested in my marks. bu then wen i read again... i was like OMG!!! u gotta be kiddin me... hahahah!!!! i wen online saw ima and tol her!!!! OMG OMG .... im going to like print the email and FRAME it.. hahahah siao...!!! HAPPY HAPPY!!

2. i have a financial planner to plan my savings for 25 years. well wad happened was my friend nila did a survey abt NIE's student's financial stuffs so they called nila down and nila dragged me so i also got to know more about the financial plan thing.. so basically i opened an account with prudential but not approved yet la.. i will be like earning 3% interest. isnt that a LOT? i mean you compare that to a 0.0125% in normal banks. i will also be insured for free. i have doubts abt this la and i HAVEN TELL MY MUM... OMG im gg to be so dead if she noe i didnt consult her. so yar... 25 yrs my financial planner Grace. haiz... duno wad i got myself into. anyway this plan is only available EXCLUSIVELY for NIE students. HARHARHAR!!! but i still mite not want it cz im not so sure abt it sia.. i mean how sure are you that they are for real you know? bcz the plan is like so attractive...u just have to be a member like that...duno la..

3. oh i tot of copying HId and have a wish list. but my wish list is a list of things i wana do wen i have the money. places and things i wana visit. not much la only 2. got the idea when i was in bio clas..we're learning coral reefs.. I WANA BE A CORAL REEFS BIOLOGIST. wad the hell im so not a bio student.. CHEM CHEM CHEM...
(a) i want to go visit(snorkelling-correct not the spelling) any coral reefs (do u know s'pore got coral reefs? well i didnt. haha)
(b) i want to visit the great giant pandas in China... so cute...

so far only got this lor.. k ok ..

4. k i wan to share some photos wid y'all tt time i go mangroves.. heheh ..

k this is my grp.. got another grp la...haha before we go into the mud...


this is the guy doing his masters. he is the one who lead my group.. he's cute! hehe kiddin...


me and the heart shape leaf. so ROMANTIC ONE... haha...


this is my friend dimas and me on our way back to sch. we stink and were very tired..haha..


WHOA pandai seh fina taruk photo... haha.. ala chicken je... do this do that... hahah no la.. struggled la actually. thx IMA cz i read ur entry then i did this. hahah...

k k im signing off now!! HAPY HAPPY HAPPY ... i love today!!!

FINA FINA FINA!!!

. . .Searchin Myself!

. . .Searchin Myself!


I was readin one of the four novels. Den suddenly i came across TALKIN. Do you guys know wat is dat. . . I decided to type it in here. Just as a reminder to all of us about one thing. . . Certain things. . .




Wahai _______ , Sekarang engkau sudah berada di alam barzakh. Yakni alam perantaraan antara dunia dan akhirat. Makan akan datanglah kepada kamu dua malaikat MUNGKAR dan NANGKIR.


Jangan lah engkau terkejut dan gentar kerana sesunggunya mereka jua makhluk ALLAH seperti kamu. Dan ketika ditanya kepada kamu. . .


Siapa Tuhanmu. . .
Siapa Nabimu. . .
Apa Agamamu. . .
Apa Kiblatmu. . .
Apa pemimpinmu. . . dan
Siapa saudara-saudaramu


Maka jawablah dengan tegas dan jelas dan jawablah dengan penuh keyakinan;


ALLAH TUHANku
Muhammad Nabiku
Islam Agamaku
KAABAH Kiblatku
Al-Quran pemimpinku dan
Kaum muslimin muslimat, mukminin dan mukminat adalah saudara saudaraku.






Does this sound familiar to you? When i read it juz now in the novel, this cold creeps ran down my spine. Aiz. . . And flashback occurred when I saw my mum being put into the ground, being covered by soil, not with cangkul but bulldozer. How evil can dey be? This is the modernization of things and to treat the body with no feeling anymore. No more soul. Aiz. . . And eventhough i was far behind, i was like 20 steps behind all of them, the mens, but i heard the TALKIN very clearly when the IMAN read it out loud. Even though i was deep in tears and sobs with my kak long beside me holding me, i still HEAR what the IMAN read to my mum and the rest to remember of our solely duties on Earth.


And at time my brother was in pri 5 or 6? Still a pampered boy. I just got this flashback again on the first nite when i saw him sleeping on the bed with the bantal bucuk of my late mum. I duno why i cried too. The picture is too painful to see him like that. He didnt cry you know when my mum was being buried. He was a strong boy. But I know among the three of us, dad, bro and me. . . he is the most being affected. Coz he is mum favourite and pampered boy to be with. But he is strong.


Another one was my grandfather. This one anader one. Aiz. . When he was so sick, he always looked for me. There were one or two time he called me *MAK LANG*, a name he always called to my mum when she was still alived. And i remembered clearly one moment when i was with him in NUH ICU, i was with him only in the room and he opened his eyes and looked deep in me. . . i was like holding his hand and smiling at him, but only GOD knows how awful i felt.


And the next thing he said to me was. . . .
'Rahimah. . . Mama kat sebelah kau ni. . .'
You guys can imagined my reaction, the room was oredi so cold and when he said dat, all the coldness ran in my blood veins and heart. Den being the bold me, i asked him. . .
'Eh tuk? Sekarang ni mama ngah berdiri sebelah Rahimah eh?'
And he nodded his head and keep looking directly beside me. . .


If Im ira or whoever else is pengecut, i think i might have run out of the room oredi due to feeling scared or call my aunty to come in. But i just stand there with him and his so-called my mum. I can still recall how silence we all ar . . in tat room. Coz i believe that those who dah nazak, will see those who have passed on before them. I really believed in that. And I felt enlightened when my grandfather told me that. I didnt run away from him. I held his hand tighter and just told him to read his prayers.


Hari Raya Haji. . . i still remembered when i salam him in his room, just the two of us alone, AGAIN!. . . i noe. . . Im brave. He was still sick, very uzur and just came out from ICU. I salam and kissed his hand and forehead and after i kissed his forehead, he said to me, TERIMA KASIH.


For a moment i looked at him puzzled but i didnt tink much. It was his first and last thank you to me guys! Aiz. . .He managed to witness my kak long wedding, he wanted to do so. Dat was his last family events. I was pretty close with him when he started falling sick. I was dat grandchild of his dat ran to the best NASI LEMAK shop to get his nasi lemak EVERY MORNING! He loves Nasi Lemak. I still remembereed how he expect me to suap him till finished and being watched by grandma.


Once again i saw the repeat moment of him being buried, this time i was so strong, i was really near the whole thing. Once again this YOUNG IMAN and a HANDSOME IMAN read out the TALKIN to all of us, it brought me tears. . . but i didnt cry till can die one. I was strong. Really strong coz I have been through this before. But i was sad on how he left without saying good bye to me. How my uncle break me the news on the early morning saying my atuk has pass away. He expect me to be strong before he break the news. WHEN he said that, i knew it was coming and i was ready.


TALKIN. . . Meremang bulu roma Rahimah bila membaca nya sekali lagi dan teringat detik detik pengebumian arwah mama dan atuk ku. My mum and grandfather time has already came at its own pace and time. I wonder when will be mine?


Tonight?Tomorrow?The next day? Its scary but never fear death coz it will come to you no matter how you try to run away from it.

. . .Writin my BLUES away

. . .Writin my BLUES away


Im feelin rather blue now. Hid may noe why. But anyway, Im writing it in here so fina will noe abt it too. But the whole point is here, i just wana write my BLUES away from me. Coz at least it helps me feel better after letting it all out rather then me fighting and handle this sadness on my own.


My day was okie you know. Meeting you guys and had our breakfast! Nothin wrong happened to me. The breakfast is digesting right now in my tummy. I went home and like usual, followed as plan, study for my Java Exam. Den went out again for awhile to buy tickets, go library and i got 4 solid malay NOVEL! Im oredi through half way on one novel oredi now.


Im blue coz I felt like Fz besarkan family dia more than care less about me and my feelings. As in his family is much more importance to him rather than me. I know i sound very cruel and not fair to him but I duno why i felt hurt by it somehow and im handling it alone now coz im not telling him about it. I just hope i can understand him better somehow.


Example: Just a simple thingy today. I saw on his handphone wallpaper a picture of his second brother. And i just felt so jealous about it. I mean his brother is not toddler dat is so cute to watch over. Come on man, he is like 21 yrs old?! And his pic is on the wallpaper of his handphone.


I asked him juz now thru sms. Why? Why a pic of him? Why not other pic? Den you know whats is his reply?


Kan recently he aru masuk tekong. I just felt worry for him. So i just put his pic there.


I wish so hard i can understand that that is him you know. He being the eldest and its all about instincts thingy and dats why he is into his family and he said, in future, he will be like dat to our family as in him and me living in a house and will be more into me like how he is now to his family.


His answers is so logical to me. But i duno why on my part, i just dunwan to be dat understanding towards him. Aiz. . . Im such a terrible bitch. aiz! I know lah my family not like him, so happy and all. But i shudnt be feeling this way seh. Wat a ASSHOLE i am! aiz. . . .

sian.stress

sian...hmm...dunno if i'm stressed or not...well...had a damn bad service at zamzam just now...but whats new since it was peak hour.so...whatever.

actually i came here because of two things.first is this.guys....i really mean it...i dunno if im stressed or not.
1.my appetite shrinking.tahu je lah...aku kuat makan.but then maybe its because im sick.
2.i never want to go back home.maybe for sleep.
3.i went shopping.just now.if u noe me well enough,u will noe that im damn stingy damn thrifty i dun shop on impulse.but i just did.just now.just happily go inside OP shop and bought myself a wallet.yes i need a new wallet but still,i never buy things on impulse.among other things that i bought was a belt and panadol cold.seriously.the things i bought just now...are seriously the things i will never buy myself.

ok...so maybe im not stressed.or maybe i am.ARGH!i will have to define stress if i want to know whether im stressed or not.

ok next thing i want to do.my wish list:
-to get a boyfriend.ha ha ha.
-to have more friends.ha ha ha.
-to pass my modules.
-more clothes.more clothes.more clothes.
-more clothes.damn i just want more clothes.but that means more money.can manage...
-go-karting.go-karting.go-karting.or anything that is SPEEDY.
-do anything thrilling.anything to take my mind OFF school.

ok i think i have said more than enough.

Welcome to My fucking Life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna runaway?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud

That no one hears you screaming

NO YOU DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE

WHEN NOTHING FEELS ALRIGHT

YOU DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE

TO BE LIKE ME

To be HURT

To feel LOST

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

to be on the edge of BREAKING DOWN

And no one's there to save you

NO you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life!!!!!

Do you WANNA BE SOMEBODY ELSE?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you DESPERATE to find something more?

Before your life is over

Are you STUCK inside a WORLD you HATE?

Are you SICK OF EVERYONE around?

With their big fake smiles and stupid lies

While deep inside you're BLEEDING

NO you don't know what it's like

When NOTHING feels all right

You don't know what it's like

To be like ME

To be HURT

To feel LOST

To be LEFT OUT in the DARK

To be KICKED when you're DOWN

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the EDGE OF BREAKING DOWN

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

WELCOME to my life

NO ONE EVER LIED STRAIGHT TO YOUR FACE

No one ever STABBED you in the back

You MIGHT THINK I'M HAPPY but I'M NOT GOING TO BE OK

EVERBODY ALWAYS GAVE YOU WHAT YOU WANTED

NEVER HAD TO WROK IT WAS ALWAYS THERE

YOU DON'T KNOW what it's like, what it's like

To be HURT

To feel LOST

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of BREAKING down

And NO ONE'S there to save you

NO YOU DON'T KNOW what it's like (what it's like)

To be HURT

To feel LOST

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking DOWN

And no one's there to SAVE YOU

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

that feels good. thanks for reading. haiz me and my life...not been very easy...im sure you all face the same thing have felt this way in some point of your life. this is so stress relieving... thanks for visiting...

Love Fina ...

sick sick sick

hey you ppl im at ntl lib...lee kong chian reference lib...obviously using wireless.ha ha ha.ok...here a bit lag ah.just found some stuff for project...then later must read...hmm....im trying to read my malays of singapore notes where the key word is trying.gah...got the flu...thus the colour purple....dun feel like puking now which is good...but my nose feels like running.wakaka.geddit?yes?no?runny nose lah.haiz.

so anyway...wats fun eh?how long have i not been here...its like a miracle that i've not been here for a while considering how i was always here last time.haiz...been busy...so sorry dudes...mugging period....

so....er...wats fun?hmm...jogging....which didnt turn out quite effective if i may say so myself.i think must do it more often.but then...hmm...or maybe because im sick.

shall i tell y'all bout my sickness?k...well,u gals noe i ate big breakfast today right?hmm...this is gonna be gross ok.well,i went back,ate panadol,then slept.then forced myself to wake up coz im supposed to meet nurul(who just happens to be beside me now doing her history essay.wakaka) so then go shower...then hmm...buang kahak.yeah.dunno what its called in english.throw away phlegm?hur hur.doesnt make sense.so yeah.i was doing just that then suddenly i just vomitted out the eggs from the big breakfast.how did i noe its the eggs?coz its still solid.got some sausages here n there.yup.so thats what happened.then thx to that i was damn late.ok lah cun blame that totally coz i cldnt wake up oso.wanted to wake up at 10.10 but i woke up 20 mins later.

so...yeah...isn't that great?u know what?next time we should just do brisk walking.or take very very long walks.in that sense dun haf to wear exercise garments.we just walk n talk and haf fun.maybe walk from esplanade to chinatown?hehe(hint hint clue clue fin).ok nurul just interrupted my train of thoughts.gah.

what else can i say huh...hmm....well....not everythings been fun lately....im getting to the point where i shut myself in a world where only a certain few can pass through the gates....yeah....dunno if y'all understand....but its ok.....everyone has problems....right fin?thx for hearing me out this morn gal....kinda allowed me to let go some of the pressures inside.eew...nurul just interrupted me again.

oh nurul said she's bored in the library.she still has her conclusion to write.wakaka....she's surprised i can write so long.i told her "never underestimate a writer".wakaka.....an aspiring one...should i let her read my stories?haha....

ok....now im bored...nth to do....net here damn lag....hum dee dum....lalala....elmo's world....lalala....gah seriously bored liao.nth else to say.er....yeah.nth.just that....I'M SICK!damn i hate it when im sick....coz then i'll be weak,rmbr?yeah.do u think its because of stress?hmm...dunno lah.

philo theatre malay new media....gah....k...im gone from here....

hey peepz..my thighs HURT..anyway i saw something very interesting. well i was doing my education module research on the MOE website, looking for articles available online when i came across an interschool blogging competition article. well its real for sure. there's a blog for schools. its like even coooler than a school website lor. well some sec schools and jc took part. wad i know is YJ took part. bbut they didnt win la. so i went to the blog to check it out. whoa its so cool. i mean it is lead by abt 5student leaders. then they have everything ar...similar to out diary, just that its a school. WHOA...im so impressed. i mean its such a great idea. it became so interesting. like students write in their tots and put school function pics. so i tot i tell you guys in case y'all interested. so if u DAMN bored la.. u can check out the schools ar. champions and those who took part...here i give you the link http://www.campusmoblog.com.sg haha check it out man...its cool.. k i shall go back to my researching... education education... YEAH..

Finana

Had Fun?

Had Fun?

You guys had fun today? Well, I did on my own ways too. Had a girlfriend chillin out session with Ira at her home. We ordered Pizza Hut delivery and bought two tub of ice creams to eat and chat.

Had a fun time today myself. You guys had fun? Coz i did. Hope you all had your own fun together too.

Well, i created this orangey-blog thingy. I duno how it is gonna last. Well, I dun have the answer But i just know it is up to you guys okie?

Yeah, dats all i wana said...

Nytes people!

Signin off. . .

Ima_gIler

eventful

hey guys...today pyro is 1 month old!!hehe...

okok...makes no sense...haiz...im kinda tired now...had quite a day...but i wanna finish up my philo essay...haiz...i'll write in here first.

ok...so today...as some of u might noe,i studied with nurul and i had cnm meeting...

so...this morning...someone kena nagged by me...via sms lah...kept saying how lucky he was.which of course,i was inferring to my own "unlucky" state,so to say.as the day progressed,then day turns to night...hmm...well...realized there r other ppl who r not as lucky as me...yes...

ok...so...morning had lunch with nurul...i noe it sounds weird coz morning = lunch what the hell,right?haha thats just me.if its 11 and i just woke up its still breakfast to me,not lunch.ok so...had some food...talked...went to lib...on the way we were talking also...then found seats...then laugh a bit...then finally got down to business and did our work.yup...

then met the other grp members...had a meeting...talked...discussed...ate...drank...went to mcd for dinner...but couldn't eat much...then...oh talked...and...haha...bottom line i had a fun day.i had a gd day.hmm...oh yah the guy from our grp sent us to clementi stn.oklah,he sent me to clementi stn and he sent nurul back.wakaka!!i was just being plain mean to her.hehe...actually i dunno wer he sent her until lah.heh heh.well...ok...so...i...think...thats...abt...it...i'll keep the rest to myself...hehe...mengarut...whatever...

lonely

LoneLY!


Forgive me but I am going to WHINE in here okie? I tink it is my PMS thingy again. So IF im ever gonna write any HARSH or NOT NICE things AGAIN, IM SORRY!


DUN said I nbr warn you all! Coz you guys see the right corner little box with a X sign? If cannot take it, juz click it and you will be a happy human again!


Okie, Now.. WHAT I wana WHINE about! Oh Ya. . about LONELY!


IM SO LONELY! And yeah, today whole day I ONLINE but it seems dat EVERYONE in my MSN messenger is BUSY! Or AWAY! Or ASLEEP! Or duno what else lah. But no Hid, no need to say sorry lah. IM JUST TOO FREE. I mean nothing okie. It doesnt apply to you and fina aje. BANYAK lagi org di DUNIA ni.


Yang SETIA melayani aku adalah NASUTION BIN ADI! Haha. . . dia lah teman waktu ku sunyi, ku fedup and ku BORING! So, almost one day aku bebual ngan dia and my BIG DINO! Keke.. I was called BABY DINO! Okie, DO NOT PUKE! Coz only dat makes me happy at the moment right now!


Something made me realized today about nas and me. . . it reminded of my friendship with syukri fadhullah frm dss. Aiz. . . I just KNOW too much things about nas right now. So, its more to . . . we cant be couple. NO WAY. . . esp when YOU KNOW too much about him. Dats to me lah. And I noe way too MUCH things about him and his past and his background and no way I will want him to be my boyfriend. Seriously!


I feel comfortable in a friendship term and even brother and sister term. But I will PUKE the moment I tot of more than tat thingy. Haha. . . I told him straight in the sms today! HAHAHAHA. . . see, when im not in a MOOD. I will go DIRECT. No need turn here and there. So right now, IM his OFFICIALLY LOVE CONSULTANT and FRIEND CONSULTANT! How great is dat? IM NOT PAID!


IM SO BORED. La la la la. . .
Right now, I WANA MEET SYUKRI FADHULLAH AND PUNCH HIS SHOULDER TILL HE DIE! If only Fz were to read this, he is so gonna go GREEN! Haha ! But seriously, there are just things tat I cant and DUNWAN to do to fz and I rather do to other people. Like when I can scold Syukri FUCK and BODOH and Son of the Tut! And he will look at me and just smile and in the end he also scold me all kind of words and in the end we will laugh it off. This is the kind of things u noe. You really should go out and find a guy friend and get to know them better and you will get wat I mean lah. That if you know how to limit yourself and control yourself lah.


In a sense, your boyfriend wont go GREEN on you and him and that you wont slip and fall in love to him without u KNOWING it. I learnt it okie. I ADMIT that I did slip and fall in love with SyUKRI long LONG LONG time ago but at that time he got AQILAH! So, I just told him what I need to tell and we go our own WAYS! Haha. . . I noe. ITS CRAPZ! But he will always and FOREVER be my PUNCH BAG!


OKie. . I BETTER GO OUT OF HERE NOW!


I hope I didn’t OFFEND anyone yeah. . .
if I DID! IM SORRY! Its just MY MOOD SWING!

My childhood fwen!!!

ppl im so happy....well i saw my childhood fren on friendster...we were in the same class in kindergarten...i still have my class photo for kindergarten. (k at this point in time my mum is watching CSI and they are rebus-ing a head so i said EEEEEEEE) k anyway... yeah.. i mean she's a fren of aqilah too.. wad a SMall world... oh!! i just cant wait to like catch on stuffs. i mean really. usually wen i see ppl im not really interested in whats happening on in their lifes no offense but wen i saw her i was like thinking oredy of how she's doin, her sis, her family. its like...i duno a great feeling.. i was kinda like thinking twice whether or not i shd send her a msg then i did. cz i noe i wuddden feel satisfied just visiting her profile and not say a thing. so i said hi and she replied me!!! she calls me apy by the way, my nickname... altho i did write my real name.. ges she prefers my nick? hahah... OMG!!! im so excited!!! its a great feeling. i cant wait i cant wait... hahahah!!!! i'll let y'all noe updates!!! its like hid and nurul..that excitement. OMG!!!!! really!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! k k nites peepssss

FINA hehe

. . . Dinosaur!

. . . Dinosaur!

RAAAAWWWWWWW!!!

Okie, crap! Dat sounds more to like a TIGER to me now! Im online now and no one is. How interesting. but nvm, we all see how long this blog gonna last too. I mean, seeing how this 3 jerks who has done blog a wrong thing and oredi so noisy on media about their doing. Im not suprise if Singapore BAN blog one day. Who noes. . . like how they BAN chewing gum.

Hey peepz, i got two more exams to go for and then i can PARTY! not really party lah. But anyway, maybe you all wondering wats with the dinosaur thingy.. well, I was telling Fz how i want and wanting and WANTING the MILO DINOSAUR at Al Amin. I told him duno how many time oredi.

In the end, he said. . . I dunwan dat MILO DINOSAUR! I want to have IMANOSAURUS! keke. . . I laughing like mad oredi liao. . . If you dun get it, you go re-read it again lah. . .

IMANOSAURUS & FAINOSAURUS

call us immature. But tats us lah. We just like to make things interesting and it truly diverted my attention of MILO DINOSAUR to the two newly created DINOSAURS! wahahahaha!

I want INFINITY rings!

I duno wat else to write in liao. Anyway hid, i have always faced dat problems years ago. But since im in poly and my dad noes im not studying maths and science and etc, he stopped saying all that to me and since my brother is in ITE now and learning all those AEROSPACE thingy, yeah, he didnt compare us or blaming us about anything.

I mean, wat im trying to say is dat, all that will be gone soon. Dun worry liao. . . Okie Hid?

Ciaoz. . . . . . . . . . .

Signin Off. . .

Lil Angle Smilin

lalala...

hmm...today,i wished that i was stupid.yes.because its just so bloody irritating that whenever my bro fails his exam,the blame goes to me."asal tak tengokkan?"

like what the hell really.think i got a lot of time ah?as if my own school work is not enough.

ah whatever.

so is raqiib writing in here or not?does he have home internet access?hammy dun haf home internet then he rarely write in here.we need a male voice in here!!!!ha ha ha.

oh hammy i'm supposed to be compatible with cancer or aquarius.crap ah.

how about getting someone who has the same bdae as me?heh heh...then celebrate bdae together...fun!!!

haha...the joys of being single...

. . . Little Angel Smilin

. . . Little Angel Smilin

*~ Lil Angel Smilin...~*

~ Love Is Cute~ And I mean it! Love is cute. I just feel like blogging. Taking a break from studying for tomorrow TBCM paper which is also in the morning, so I will be awake at 5am again to study and get ready to school for my paper.


Why Love is cute? Like i said, me and Fz been fighting for the past 3 days! You got it right hor, 3 days! And then, today duno how, I already so lost and heartbroken. Things just picked it self up by itself. And without us knowing it, we were laughing at our own craziness of fighting for the past 3 days! We LAUGHED! ! ! Man. . . Weirdo couple!


Aiz, I was already so exhausted. I dont know why this time round, i just dont want to say sorry to him eventhough it is my fault mostly since i started the fight somehow. And he also dont know why he can participate in the fight also. Maybe for me is because of my PMS mood and blood that made me so dont want to LOSE in this quarrel that we were having. Nak menang aje. And we both notice that every month sure got such nonsense quarrel punya. Do other couple experience this? And it is always during the time of the month for the lady. Ish Ish. . . haha, i wonder how to change this problem. Sure got a way to solve this. At the least, spare Fz the agony to quarrel every month! Wahahaha. . . .


So right now, after the laugh that we had, you see in me, a Little Angel Smilin after a touch of warmth and comfort words frm her boyfriend! La la la la. . . happy Little AngeL. . .


One paper down, Tomorrow still got one more paper and next week 2 more! Those 2 are tough papers. I better start studying my butt off for this 2 papers. Aiz. . . Nvm, with a boyfriend like Fz, Every little tough things will be made easy with him around.


He is my Strength.. ..
















Signin Off.. .. ..
Lil Angel Smilin~




P.s: Why isnt Raii writing in the blog? He waitin for me to change my mind ar? Hamidi aso? where is he?

Who's the Man of Your Dreams?

hidayah, A Secret Agent is the man of your dreams

Mystery and intrigue — it's not just for action-adventure movies. It's what you are looking for in life and love. From spontaneous weekend getaways to notes stuck in your jean pockets, you love being surprised and appreciate the extra thought and effort that goes into making it happen.
That's why a secret agent could steal your heart — he's got what it takes to change the world, but he's not about to go around shouting about it. But don't worry, your secret's safe with us. Shhhh.

ok,so find me my secret agent!!oh i forgot.it's supposed to be a secret.heh heh...

being lame lah as usual...bored...a wasted day...well a single lass always have a lot of things to do you know...hmm...

have been blog surfing my cuzzies' blogs...how much they have changed...funny ain't it?u're supposed to be close to the people closest to u...ie family,relatives,etc.but it does not seem to be so...hey!great philo idea! oh darn wth...i have yet to get my philo paper going...

19th sept an eventful day in school today..

so wad happened?
6.00am
i woke up.. i cudden slp yesterday.. stupid rite i had coffee at 7pm the nite before and i cudden sleep till 3am. why did i do that? i was thirsty. why did i drink coffee? i wasnt thinking properly. hahah.. so ya i was up till 3am man!!! i just toss n turn in my bed for hours!!! so ya woke up at this time and got ready for school.. ar so reluctant ....

7.00am
left house. my dad sent me. there's no way i can make it on time if i take the bus. hahah...

7.20am
reach school. as usual the canteen so few ppl and im among the first few ppl who reach school damn early... so i sat at the canteen and starting reading my text cz i was doing nothing yesterday. hahah... met my fren and we talked abt the sins we did during the holidays. haha she's one girl i can really connect with in school. i always look forward to see her in bio class.

830am
had one bio module lecture. exciting announcement? IM GOING TO THE MANGROVES THIS FRIDAY!!!! im going to sungei buloh wetlands reserve this friday for a biology field trip. i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait.. that was probably the only thing that was interesting abt the lecture. hahah...

930am
another bio lecture MY TEST!!! welll i did pretty ok considerin i didnt study...hahah then ya it was a 12 mins test. so ok la... then we had lecture. i love this lecture... so fun and interesting
k this is wad my prof said... i cudden stop laughin... he asked us to imagine 'one day while on the way to school, you see a flying saucer (by this time i was bursting in laughter oredy.. muka dia slamber je). then u see a green man coming out of that saucer, alien la... (still trying my best to not laugh.. im like wondering y ppl arent laughin..either they're sleeping or its just not funny to them...hahha..) then he continued.. then e green man asked..u studied genetics rite.. then you go ya.. and then he asked how many parents u hv... then u answer on mum and one dad. then u asked the green man back... how many do you have? then the green man said... i have 4 mum and 4 dad.. then you bend down and worship him...hahahhaah... of cz his point is that there can be 2 mums and 1 dad and bla bla bla... hahaha... its just they way he said it dgn muka yg sungguh slamber... hahaha.. yup he vry funny seh...

1030am
boring education lecture...

1130am
had lunch with my friends.

1230pm
went to lib to study... then i saw some 4th year guy trying to commit suicide. oh that was a really scariee moment in my life cz i was like seeing it real life. u use to hear it from ppl but then when you see it for yourself you're like oh my... but that guy was safe cz we have wonderful scdf rescuers who did a brilliant job. it was the first time i saw a life saving situation so i was pretty impressed... hahah.. i think they did a great job.. but it sure was a really scariee scene...

330pm
test for chem!!! not sure how i did but i think i can fail..haaha..

k peeps thats e update from me.... i'll c u guys soon... hehehehehe.. friday gg mangroves... hehehe

LOVE Finato...

history lesson

The history of Orange (for those interested)

orange was born in 2002 when a current member got another current member to buy her an orange notebook because it was cheap.and cute.upon receiving the notebook,she realized she had no use of it.she bought it for fun.so then she asked her 3 good friends and they decided to write in the book together!a some sort of journal.so they wrote in a bunch of crap through the end.then they stopped writing...and decided that one of the contributers to the original orange should keep it...memories they say...and that was...the end of it.

THEN...the same person who bought the notebook started an online diary!!not this one...but another one...so they wrote in there.unfortunately,among the 4 of them,only 2 have home access.or was it 3?nvm.so anyway,not many updates in the diary.soon....it was demolished.how sad...oh it was dubbed orange 2 then.

and currently...the member who bought the notebook for another member started this blog!!!yes...and since one of the ex members went back to her hometown already...i think it was just natural to have er...er...a new bugger who's hanging around with us.wahaha!!!jgn marah!!

ok...i think i'm going to check back previous entries see when we start writing.

p/s:my dearest best friends,thank you for everything. =)

. . .Bad~

. . .Bad~

Last weekend was someone engagement. Turned out okie okie. NOt as grand as i expected but im happy that most of the pizza hut ppl can make it seh. Den. . . everyone so happy.

Bad things start to happen. . .

I had a BIG fight with Fz. And things just going downhill. . . . Dun ask me wat are we now?

Maybe if hid notis, my msn nick ydae was. . . *Is this the end of everything?*

That is one big heavy thing that is weighing on my mind.

Second. .

Ira dad is in the hospital now. To be more detailed. . . in ICU. . . admitted early this morning. Damn . . . hear ira cry on the phone is anader heart-wrecking moment. Esp early in the morning when i just woke up from a good cry last night. Now dat is anader heavy load in my mind again, not really load but more to worry about the whole thing.

Aiz. . . wat is all THE BAD thing happening now?

I hope GOD is listening to me right now. Hearin my plea. . We are just HIS humans, I prayed hard that he gave me and those in a bad positions the PATIENCE that we need, the COURAGE to persevere and the CALMNESS to go through HIS challenges granted in our LIFEs.

Tml is my exam. . .i hope i can make it . . . With this two things weighing my mind, it will be miracle for me to survive the exams.

But if you all were to ask me which one would i focus on first between the two. . .

I will choose to be there for Ira rather than solve my prob with him. . . Coz right now, im awfully hurt by him and everything happened so fast. . . not because of third party but due to his own attitude.

I hope Ira will be strong. . . at least, for her mum. . .

haiz...

here i am... well im 3/4 way to completin my ass-ignment. feeling kinda down but its probably just the fact that ive not done what im supposed to. been one great week in terms of fun. but in terms of productivity in studying..nah i dun think i did much. whoa...what is wrong with me? i must be crazy rite spending one whole week enjoying myself. and spending ONE LAZ day just to do my ass-ignment. well its finishing i should be happy. well you noe ima, hid yest while i was chatting with you guys this other girl was chatting with me too. rem i tol u guys? i asked how i can choose not to talk to someone on msn? well its one of the LESBO girls.. they're not really lesbo la tapi manja tak boleh angkat. hmm.. well anyway yest i was pissed oso cz my bro invited his friends over and my cousie too. i mean im tired, i want my privacy, comfort but i cant get that cz ppl are over. how pissed would you be. the worst thing is that they were here the day before yesterday too.. i mean fine la but they like dun wan to go home like that. 11 plus baru balik... ape tak bingit. nak chat ngan korang pun takde privacy but i tot wad the heck you know. well that was yest... haiz. hmm, im gg to study later too. or i can just flung the test. its only a test after all. but then its included in my final exam. but then i dun think i can finish studying but i can try rite? but hey if i really want to do it i can... its all in the mind.. k k k i'll go.. want to study lar.. still got a lot of time. i'll c u girls in msn! and rem wed and sat we're gg running!! stay cool guys..

not feeling too good now....Fina

my conscience

conscience: hi hid. how are u?

hid:i am fine.

c:how was your day?

h:wonderful.i dragged the lovebirds to the national library at bras basah today.which was kinda sucky...the rules and regulations...hmm...then we had a gd talk all the way from bugis to cck and then to teck whye...talked a lot...

c:nice...so what did y'all talk abt?

h:a lot...everything under the sun...abt my grp mate which they were very lucky to meet at bugis..."pretty" i say..."gorgeous" say fina.ham kept to himself.hehe...obsessive compulsion.guys,i know y'all are reading this.i don't know...its like...this girl before me is somewhat just so...wonderful,if i may say so...gorgeous(i wonder why her ex broke up with her.)...smart...hardworking...nice...it has been sooo long that i have a gut feeling about someone.oh no...i just realized that the last time i had that feeling,it ended up...severed...diyanah...rmbr?yeah...haiz...i dunno ah guys...I AM NOT FALLING IN LOVE WITH HER in case y'all start thinking nonsense.but its more like an admiration.makes u wonder(i do,anyway)...why can't i be like her?and the fact that she calls herself a tomboy...it just seems so farfetched to me...someone like her cun be a tomboy...or maybe that was last time...then by the time she come nus she's a drop dead gorgeous lass...haiz...someone(not u ima,fina,ham!) break my heart.reject me because i'm not feminine enough.but...impt question...do i even want to change?i don't know.i think...the reason why i never change is because i want someone to notice me for what i am now...and...gah...if i say it out y'all will say things that i have long expected to hear.like...dun be so hard on myself?right?raise up ur hand if u'll say that to me.and don't lie.
unnoticed....a very2 gd friend raised that up just now."hid,i wonder...how come no one noticed u?"...and another very2 gd friend answered something like...not being friendly enough?gosh...is friendliness subjective?i mean...gah...i want to say but i also dun want to say.because if i say,i know what y'all will say back.so...forget it...i'm not saying anything.
oh fina my dear,thx for the compliment.i mean it.thank you.if only i get that from...someone else.i can only hope.
hammy my daddy,u asked,i answer.irwan's horoscope:virgo.that is...if what he put in friendster is true...
thats all folks...no point i think about this too much...gets me nowhere...i'm an unnoticed unwanted unattractive single surrounded by lovers.gimme a break.allow me to have a low self-esteem tonight.allow me to feel empty.so sue me if u're not happy with it.i'll be fine in a few days time.but tonight,let me be.

*why does looking at your picture make my heart beat hard against the ribcage? why did i even look at them in the first place? u're probably taken. guys like u...just cun be attracted to girls like me...siapalah aku berbanding dengan gadis-gadis yang lain?jangan perasan lah hid...tiada yang istimewa pada dirimu...sudahlah...*

Bagaikan Sakti

Bagaikan Sakti - M Nasir & Siti Nurhaliza

Siti:

aaaa...aaaa

Cinta datang

Tanpa diundang

Seumur masa tercipta

M.Nasir:

Dia datang bagai sakti

Bagai menyaksi mekar

Kembang pagi

ooooohhh

Siti:

Cinta datang

Dengan senyuman

Panasnya membakar mentari

Siti & M.Nasir:Wajah yg tergambar

Tak akan terpudar

Siti:

Dari hati insan yg fana ini

Siti & M.Nasir:Fana ini...

M.Nasir:Tak mungkin mentari

Akan terus sembunyi

Siti:Tiada sempadan

Tak bisa kulewati

korus (2x)

Siti & M.Nasir:

Jika ini hakikatnya

Aku serahkan jiwa & ragaku

Siti:Menantimu walau sengsara

Siti & M.Nasir:

Jika ini ketentuannya

Siti & M.Nasir:

Jika ini hakikatnya

Aku serahkan jiwa & raga

Jika ini ketentuannya

Kau kan jadi milikku

Jua

I duno why. At first i HATE this song so much. But juz now when i Was listening tru it. As in really listen to it. . . aiyo, so meaningful! Im going to find the VCD soon to watch. I did watch once but i got bored out of it. Yelar, mana aku suka legend legend ni semua. But now, lepas dah dengar BETUL BETUL lagu ni, dah MENGHAYATI lirik lagu ni. . . apa lagi! Ima trus dah tersangkut ngan lagu ni jap!

lonely

gosh....i m freaking bored....and no one is online....i have been sitting down in front of pyro for like....2 hours....waiting to see if my grp members will come in then....or anyone for that matter.i'm so bloody bored.i refuse to do any readings today on the account that i managed to finish reading plato's meno.so i'm giving myself a break.
slept early ydae.imato wld know why i said that.yeah i slept early ydae after finish reading meno.so now i have done meno and euthyphro.just have to read republic and....oh the notes.why do i even bother to talka bt philo here?maybe because its a gd way to distinguish who is writing at the moment.if u bummer dunno who wrote this entry then please tell me u enjoyed ur trip to mars.or was it jupiter?pluto?gosh....if u happen not to get my joke then....too bad.the nice me seems to be on a break now....the nasty me is taking over.
oh hey raqiib in case ure reading this(altho i dunno wad the chances are that ure reading this) u'll soon realize that whenever an entry comes out with things like philosophy or theatre or some mushy weird lovey stuff,thats me.hid.duh.yeah.one thing for sure,i'm not majoring in philo.virtue...justice....morality....i think im happy with the life i have now.but then again,there's a quote that says "the unexamined life is not worth living".i dunno....maybe i can create an argument out of that.
i said before that philo is probably for obsessive people.and i said thats me.but i realize that not only do u need to be obsessive(to stay focus on the topic matter) but u also need to be argumentative!!!!and me being lazy....i juz couldn't be bothered.
i am so freaking tired.makes me wonder what i did all this week.oh malaysian idol is on now.CIAO!!!
p/s:will someone just give raqiib the password already?

kena BULLY!

kena BULLY!

Today go NIE. First time seh! Jakun Ima! Naik bus 199 lak tu. Banyak hostel. NIE mcm SCIENCE park! Too bad nbr bring my digi. cam! Den FINA bully me take the stairs! Fuyoo. . . skali ngok tangga dia, jantung leh tercabot! Tapi if nampak hantu kejar kita dari blakan, confirm pecut laju tanpa rasa penat!

maklum lah hantu terbang. . kita lari. Kalau tak tersungkur, nasib badan! Haha! Jadi naik lah tangga sama si fina ni! KEna BuLi aku niari. Tapi takper. Ada jugak sikit stamina aku ni. Tapi sampai library, tercungap juga hamba! keke! Tapi takper, 10 minutes later, i settle down studying my stuffs oredi. :) Lucky got bring water seh!

Den got to eat chicken chop. nice seh! haha! Thxs fina! Maybe one day i just drop by there to eat their food aje! keke! Tapi yang kelakar nya, bibir Fina kena gigit ngan NYAMUK! wahaha! right at the bottom lip! nak ketawa pun kesian kan dia. . . so ima maintain! hehe. . tu lah retribution bully IMA~

Okie lah, dats all. I wana rest.

GD NIGHT OKIE . . .

Im JuSt So TiReD... WonT U SinG Me To Slp...

hey guys...studied with ima. HAHAH. laughing at the fact that i bullied her when we got to nie. well we alighted at the canteen bus-stop. the bus-stop with the longest staircase. HAHAHA... tired ima? hahaha.. all the way to the first level we took stairs. it should be from basement 3 to level one. nothing la actually but for ppl who taking it for the first time, can be very very tiring. haus punye... actually got a shorter staircase at the same bus stop tapi macam tak sah kalau tak ajak ima nak the longer one. well one down two to go. hahaha waiting for the rest to come and bully them!! hahaha.... then we had lunch! YUMMY WESTERN..chicken chop with mashed potato!! finger lickin GOOD! yummy yummy...drool drool.. then we talk crap for one hr and off we go.. penat seh today. damn shagged... duno la..ive been having slpless nites so i just feel damn tired in the day... haiz... ok dokies...y'all take care.

aNd fLy tHrouGh mY dreams...So i Can HitCH a RidE WitH U ToNItE...

Khil...

. . . Duno wat to write!

. . . Duno wat to write!
Im bored. But i wana blog. But nothing happened today at home other than the DRILLING NOISE and te constructions going on that almost blew my head off to the top of the roof! It was so noisy that i almost died! Aiz.

Entertaining Raqib for awhile with his problems. Haha! Anyway, SHOULD WE LET HIM BE PART OF ORANGEY?

guys, answer me okie?

Anyway, nothin much happened. Just that tml Im meeting Fina to go NIE to study! Cehwah! NIE seh! hehe. . . berangan tol aku ni. Well, sleeping in early for tml good day to study :) Hope i can cover many topics tml.

Signin Off. . .
Ima_GILEr

SuRprIsE...

hey peeps! hehehe guess where i am... IM AT ESPLANADE LIBRARY!!! hahaha...wad the hell am i dong here? well beats me. i just didnt feel like going home after my project work just now. i start my pw at 1000 then finished ard 1 then i was kinda bored cz my mum oso not at home so apelagi...kluar la aku.. i want to try study here... see if i can. anyway i quite bored oso. i was walking from city hall to esplanade, walking outside not the citylink mall...then i was eating my cute little m&m minis..hehehe...then i took out my pda to take pics..hahahah crap ar... oh gues what..my bottle of m&m minis fell into my bag... EEEEUUUU...the next time i put my hand in it was like melted choc...yucks! how disgusting. then got staple oso so i was like... omg! hahhaa... disgusting sia... oh then anyway i ate the ones that are still whole. hahahhaa! dont go yuck cz they're so nice and me vry hungry...hahaha... hmm..so far the people here quite a lot ar..well all the tables are full.. nak duduk mane later eh..ar just sit on the floor..can oredy...hehehe...k babes and dudes..i gotta go find a place to sit and get comfy. see y'all....take care guys... dun fall sick! hehehe....bye-re.

Fina @ Esplanade Theatres On The Bay... love love love... :D

STUDYING!

STUDYING!

Im off to study in BIZIT Library from 3pm to 6pm or whatever time the library close.

Anything get me at my mobile number at 9170*****.

Signin off. .

Ima_Nerdy!

DUdEZ...

hey y'all! thx for changing the song hahaha... actually i go net when im bored thats y i always feel sad hid. hahah..thx anyway. flop poppy song (terlupa title) was nice. thx... HEY GUYS LETS STUDY!!! i need discipline man...hahaha... im free tml afternoon i guess. after my group project work... free on thursday and friday i guess... call me call me la.. hahahha! dinner and study! oso can... take care y'all. study oso study but must take care of your health...hav enough rest yar..

ME...fina

. . . Good Morning!

. . . Good Morning!

8.10am
Hey ho! Im so wide awake online! As usual no one will be online at this time but there is a few that i dun tok to lah but i duno why they are in my msn list if i dun tok to them one. Haha! Wana go out dinner today peepz? Cheap cheap place? Just asking je. Last minute pun..

Celebrate my resignation with watson! chuckling! whatever! I have to study today! But today still got LAST interview and lesson at 11. Man~ Boring. Anyone up to studying with me till 9-10pm+?

Dinner cum Study !

Haha!

Exams in 6 days time! IMA STRESS! k, maintain! TBCM lum blajar lagi! aduh! Chill. . . Nak mandi and study jap and go school. Attend revision class at 11 til 12, break. . 1.30 got interview, end around 2.30-3pm. Heading down to SP BIZ-IT Library to study till 6pm-7pm, go home ar.

IF you all want to meet, den meet you all and go home study till 1-2am. See how.
So freaking sleepy but i cudnt sleep due to those construction workers start doing their work RIGHT OUTSIDE MY WINDOW! aiz. . . Cepat lah lift ni siap!

8.16am
signin off. . .
Ima

readings

i kinda just finished reading my ms readings.my goodness...it took me like 3 hours plus.no kidding.so bloody long winded and the words so bombastic.as if my english damn good.modernization blah blah blah.

thought i'd give y'all a bit of a run through on my readings.since i dun haf textbk,my modules rely a lot on readings.and notes of course

ms:long winded.words are like bombastic dun understand very cheem ones.and the readings are looooong.dammit.

cnm:readings are provided.we bought the course pack.so dun need to find the readings ourselves.some are ok,some are like "what the hell are u talking abt?!!".

philo:got the coursepack too.but readings are also provided online.so i can read them there.but since they're dialogues and socrates can be very annoying and irritating and confusing at times,the fact that it is a dialogue does not help/motivate me to read them.thats why i'm planning to read them online.

ts:the only one that uses a book.every week just read a few chapters.the good thing is that its very related to theatre so it somehow makes it easier for me to read since some of them i can relate.

malays of s'pore(s'pore studies module): i have so far only read the paper written by the prof herself.an essay,somewhat.it covers the whole objective of the module somewhat.so far,what i'd say is that it's easier to read than tok din's(ms lect) paper but there's a looooot more to go.bleh.this one has the most readings i think.plus,we have to find them ourselves.thats where the library comes in.haha.

ok....i'm pretty much done down here.seriously,if y'all dunno who wrote this,y'all haven't been paying attn much to my moans and groans and my constant phrase "i need to do my readings!!!"

. . .Sorry.. change the song

. . .Sorry.. change the song!

I not in any slow and dovey mood songs . . .so i just change one to the very like the FAST and so-called HARD CORE song. Dun be suprise if i put LINKIN PARK songs coz im in the mood to need the energy to study for my exams.

I noe hid may not like it.. but entah. . . dun like change lor.. i will find the codes to whereby we can change the song to our own favourites when we visit it at invidual takes. . . . as in at own pc. . .

NOW TIME TO FINISH MY PROJECT! AND GO HOME! MY HEADACHE IS KILLING ME!

signin. off
Ima_HanTU!

Hi orangey!

I duno why but im having a mix of feeling right now. I duno why aso. So dun try to ask me why when you all see me later on or tml or next few days!

Firstly, I duno why a friend of mine is not talking to me. Gosh, find her so immature. But as if I care.

Second, still sick. But dear was so nice to drive me to yishun ydae at 8am! Haha. . Love him! I got tuition but I was so sick that I felt like dying then he offered me to drive there. Im okie with it lah.

Third, I have always used www.musicvideocodes.com but most of the time either there is a virus attached to it and spoil the whole blog or the song will only be there for awhile and then in the future, it wun play anymore. Thatz why I rather upload our own songs. But its up to you lah. If you all wana change.. go ahead. If serious problem occur, dun come find me hor! Not in the mood to aid any blog at the moment!

Fourthly, tomolo I go school for lesson. Rush my last assignment and tada.. . . hand in up and smile for awhile and then after that go do my revision oredi. One week more to exams now. Im stressed!

Fifthly, should I resign Watson? I still felt 60-70 percent lazy to go to WORK at WATSON due to certain reasons and 30 percent reluctant to let go coz of financial issue. Aiz. . . pening kepala AKU!

NOW I FEEL LIKE SCREAMINGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wana quit! I seriously wana quit. So i tink i either resign it today. Or tml or wednesday. see how. . . :P

Signin Off. . .
Ima_GiLer

sedihnyer...

10.59pm
here i am once again. the third time im blooging today. i did some maths just now! well i kinda get a bit of it haha then now im here...why is the song so sad one? i've kinda observed...all the songs that u guys put in are all sad songs. can we have a change in here? i mean everytime i dont feel good with sad songs. makes me wanna cry...depressed..from untitled to some song i dont know to another song i dont know...to this..haha..wait i shouldnt be complaining. aiya do whatever y'all want la...

11.04pm
i enter y'all leave. haiz...i feel so so lonely. now i get what y'al mean when u say you're lonely. my parents are out leaving one of my bro and me. haiz...n this song is just not helping me feel any better. i guess i'll just go too...take care...good nitez dont let the bed bugs bite...sweet dreams..hv a great week ahead y'all...

11.07pm
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Fina

Oh NOW i remember....

dah publish baru nak ingat...merepek seh...hahha oh actualy this is for raqiib..not really FOR him but i just remembered him when i saw this. Wel, applies to y'all oso la...did you guys noe that there's this Coke Lounge..thats not the name la..i think its Red Coke Lounge or Coke Red Lounge? i duno...its a room with coke vending machine...coke stuffs...so i tot it was quite funny. hahaha i mean it would be heaven for coke lovers rite Qib? hahahah sorry hahahah.... i just tot it was funny..there's one in singapore i guess tapi i duno where....hhahahah kelakar..k that was the other thing i had in mind so ya....have fun!!and if you do know whr it is tell me yar..i'd be very interested...hahahha..ciaoz

Fina :D

ANgguK AnGGuk GeLeng gELeng...

k im suppose to study now but i want to write something 1st. actually nak tulis slm but then terlupa...hahhaha did u guys watch Rapsodi? Ahli Fikir gerek seh...i quite like them le. the girl's voice nice seh. she can sing lar...angguk angguk geleng geleng tunduk tunduk ikut tunjuk...iya iya saya saya kiri kanan ikut saja..HAHAHAHAH...cant believe i know the song. interesting ar the music..esp the starting of the song..very nice, catchy...power power power..hahaha..at first i heard them in mtv..diorang punye music video..then i saw them live yest i mean on tv la but still it was a very good performance...hahah they oso got one more song that i like..macam indo indo punye influence. gerek seh... actually i like them before cuma dula they werent very popular...last time got one song oso i forgot oredy...ahli fikir man! ok enough abt them...hahaha

anywayz that was what i wanted to say la...actually got one more thing but then i was to excited pasal ahli fikir the terlupa la.... fikir fikir...hahahha crapz... ala...nanti i ingat i write down k? lupa betul tak boleh ingat terus...HAHAHAH...j guys have a nice dae....

Love ME Fina...

lirik melirik....

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