hello!!! haha guess what im in school and im supposed to be doing my project. im telling u, my mates will like seriously kill me if they know just how short my attention span is. oh by the way does anyone realize that i like to use this colour? hehe. its nice k. anyway, back to what i was saying. im freaking...k i got 1 hour, less than that actually, to blog. so yup. so what was it? oh right. my mates will kill me. coz halfway through, i actually plugged in one earphone and watched survivor. but they know i was doing that. hehe. then now, 2 mates got smth on, and then one mate was wondering what to do, and then he went off also coz its not like im doing the project. hehe.

updates updates updates. thats what y'all want right? well, im freaking busy lah. so sorry. really feel like running away from it all. wanna go into retirement. but well, busy. engin project not going so well. but i think i can manage. then now in the midst of doing marketing project which it seems as if some people are paranoid about. me? if u aren't paranoid, then i'd be. but as for now, i think i know where we're going so its not like im clueless. hehe. marketing...gee...i wonder if i really want to do this next time. or maybe i do something else. marketing ain't easy. but hey, who said life was easy in the firstplace eh? gee, if only i can type this fast for my essays. i never do lah. there's always the hesitation. wakaka.

ok....other updates.....hmm...met up with my jc mates ydae. her bdae celebration. not exactly. outing rather. so, we went out. went pooling and bowling. but i had a freaking bad game. for both. wah sucks man. then it rained heavily. no umbrella. so my mates shared the one umbrella they have and i ran. whee! freaking great to have rain falling down ur face while u run. such a great feeling. and it made me run fast, i like. hehe.

gee, what's with the hehe. so...giggly.

ok...what else to tell...nth i guess. oh oh oh know those kinda emails that make u answer some questions then like ure supposed to answer smtg like "name a member of the opposite sex" and at the end they will say "you will fall in love with this person"? gee, it's so old school. and i dun believe in it. seriously. like wth.

ok, so, social life pretty ok. financial dun say, i hate it. love life even worse right? haha! lame. well, nth much for me to update already.

eh how come this place only got 3 ppl update one...where is the male voice of this blog? wth. k tataz! i have other blogs to update. hehe!

by the way e-ma darling, i soooooooo know what u're talking about in the previous entry k.

love, hugs and kisses,
hyd.

smile darlings. :)

Dia....



"Tersipu aku, oleh senyuman
Begitu indah,walaupun sejenak
Ku tak mengerti, resah dihati
Kian terasa...bergetar disukma

Reff:

Dia...sinari hatiku...slalu
Dia...hangatkan jiwaku...slalu
Adakah dia tahu, asa dihatiku
Akankah dia nanti, milikku satu
S'lama-lamanya

Saat kau hadir, hiasi mimpi
Dekap diriku, damaikan tidurku"

hee!!! such a wonderful song to such a wonderful person! i love you! hee.. (see..an entry!) hahaha.. im so in love so in love with you.. im so in love if you only knew.. hahaha you know of course.. sorry.. having a crazy in the mind day.. this song is by cokelat.. indonesian band. i was on my way to school listening to discman one day.. and this song was in the cd.. and i was thinking of that someone special in my life.....

Fina.....

Tinking...

Should I get the Sony Ericsson W800I on my own OR should I drop the hint to mr boyfriend and missy bestfriend!? Hahahaha! K..IM BAD!




1. Cupcakes
2. Home-Made Food
3. Guitarist playing few songs
4. Fly Kite?
5. Lepaking
6. Just get together!




HaHahaha...What do you tink i am talking about peepz?

* My Passion *

..They..
..Partly..
The Reason
..Im still There In DunearNpcc..

Got my new set of uniform last friday. Sew my OWN skirt today on my OWN with my late mum sewing machine! It took me standard 1 and half hour to settle everything. I get to know the machine for 30mins, practise with other clothes for 30mins and 30mins to sew my own skirt with my own bare hands! Haha!

Wore my half Uniform today to school for Speech Day Rehearsal. I going to receive an award on Speech Day on the Thursday, 13 April 2006! Cool Yeah! Im going up the stage to receive award again for long service award or something ..haha! I also duno lah! HAha! All this people cant stop showing their appreciation to me or something. Haha! K, crapz.. PHotos will come along the way in future.

Its my PASSION..Afterall!

+.. .. ..Have YOU Ever.. .. ..+

Remember HID, I told u I do not why this song always kind of put me into a daze. Well, I would love to share it with Fyn too coz I did my own soul searching with this song being play over and over again throughout the night till my hp went flat without I knowing it (coz I was asleepp by then)

There were many times I should said I wanted to let go of this relationship I had shared with Fz. Especially moments when we quarrelled real BAD. The tears and the eyes that were swollen and the heart that is aching and you can actually felt it aching in you. And when it caused you sleepless nights and when it can actually made your life topsy turvy and made you lose your appetites and you just do not care about any other things but to try to get to him and try to understand him as much as you and end of it, you just blame yourself for not being the best girlfriend he could have ever get and could have been this or that girl better for him and telling him that why dont he just leave me and go find a better girl out there that DESERVE him.

Sometimes

It's wrong to walk away

Though you think it's over

Knowing there's

So much more to say

Suddenly the moment's gone

And all your dreams

Are upside down

And you just

Want to change the way

The world goes round

There were times where I really was so reckless due to insufficient sleep and my mind was nothing but HIM, half part of me trying to get in touch with him through my hp and at the same time doing my project till I deleted my whole programming project in the school PC, deleting it meaning deleting it from the whole pc and server of the school and I was too tired to check twice what I was doing and ending up I have to redo whatever programming I had done for the past 5-7 weeks within 2-3weeks and shortly after that, I was warded in hospital coz I was having a high fever on and off and the result of it - REPEAT my that particular module -

Im not saying it is his fault to put me in that state. BUT all im saying this kind of thing happened and the best part is it affected my OWN LIFE. And I should have said, THANKS AR! But I just put the whole blame on me coz I clicked the wrong thing but the whole thing is here..it was a problem between us that was in the head and it was dragged for many days and I couldnt take it. If Im not wrong, that was once of the 4-5 times where we actually thought of separating.

Have you ever loved

And lost somebody

Wished there was a chance

To say I'm sorry

Can't you see

That's the way I feel about you and me

Have you ever

Felt your heart

Was breaking?

Looking down the road

You should be taking I should know

'Cause I loved and

Lost the day I let you go

I wanted to say sorry but to say it to you was so tough that I almost gave up on us. BUT I know very well I LOVE HIM and I could not let him go. I fought for him and I worked my way up to get his attention and win him. How can it be possible whereby I felt so broken and he is not. It is a lie I could say coz I can feel his heart breaking too. How could we let go of each other?

Can't help but think

That this is wrong

We should be together

Back in your arms

Where I belong

Now I finally realise

It was forever

That I found I'd give it all to

Change the way

The world goes round

Yeah, so I realised it was all wrong all this time round. And for him to realise it need some knock in the head and most of the time it was us who want to be with each other again. It is where I belong. I want to make it till i step into my golden years. Everytime we fought we knew that we learnt something from it and we made sure we pull each other up to move side by side to the future. And when we turned to the past together, we will smile for our silly attitude and just grab that hand of ours and gave it a squeeze sayin i will be here for you till you do not want me anymore.

really want to

Hear you say

That you know

Just how it feels

To have it all and

Let it slip away

Can't you see I know the moment's gone

I'm still holding on somehow

Wishing I could

Change the way

The world goes round

I almost let him go the last time we had the big quarrel.ALMOST is the word. The pain in my heart when he kept asking me to let him go. Only GOD noes! But I was holding on to him and every moments that is so meaningful to us. Im GLAD I didnt let him go. Im glad I was the ONE who picked him up and be by his side when it was to him, the lowest point of his life at that particular moment. I am glad that it was not over between us.

I believe so much that we are meant for each other.

BUT..

IF God has something else for me in future and that I have yet to know,

I just hope you all, my friends, will be here for me coz that is when every brick to my wall of strength and hope is demolish and has gone down and all you see is a piece of heart that has shatter into pieces waiting to fall to the ground.

FOR NOW..

God, If YOU are listening..Let it be just this way for me and him.

I LOVE HIM

Truly

Sincerely

Honestly

From this piece of heart that YOU have lent to me while Im on this place called EARTH. Fz, If he ever read this, I just want him to know, He mean so much for me that I could not bear to be apart from him and that I want to thank him for loving me this way, this long and till as far as we can go together to the future.

LOVE FZ

+.. Ima ..+

I

LOVE

FZ

*ima..The Lucky GerL*

My Best Friends Wedding
written by Ronald Bass

[On the phone]
Jules: Hello, George.
George: Hey Gorgeous. Having a good time?
Jules: Not particularly, but I did what I came to do.
George: What, you split them up?
Jules: No, I said 'goodbye.'
George: Good girl. I'm proud of you. I'd be prouder still if you were dancing.
Jules: Oh, I have big plans for dancing. Just give me thirty, thirty- five years.
George: Oh, the misery, the exquisite tragedy...the Susan Hayward of it all. [laughs] I can just picture you sitting there alone at your table in your lavender gown...
Jules: Did I tell you my gown was lavender?
George: Hair swept up, haven't touched your cake. Probably drumming your fingernails on the white linen table cloth, the way you do when you're really feeling down. I see you looking at those nails thinking, 'God, I should have stopped in all my evil plotting to have that manicure!' But it's too late now.
Jules: George, I didn't tell you my gown was lavender.
George: Suddenly, a familiar song. Then, you're off your chair in one exquisite movement. Wondering, searching, sniffing the wind like a daffelled deer. Has God heard your little prayer? Will Cinderella dance again? And then, suddenly, the crowds part. And there he is. Sleek. Stylish. Radiant with charisma. It's only, he's on the telephone. But then, so are you. And he comes towards you, the moves of a jungle cat. And although you quite correctly sense that he is gay, like most devastatingly handsome single men of his age are, you think, 'What the hell? Life goes on.' Maybe there won't be marriage. Maybe there won't be sex. But by God, there will be dancing!

was going through some websites for monologues and found this. gosh, my favourite part. my absolute favourite part. just watching this last scene will be enough. aww...taken from whysanity.net/monos

-H

US US US.. at HOME TEAM ACADEMY!!!!!!...
Ima*Caught*U

when will it be our turnn... hahahaha.. so sianz.. ira so excited coz her first time come to HTA
Ima*Caught*U

Upon reachin HTA..See the visitor pass.. POWER punya..dah baruuu..hahaha...just getting the pass is like one kind of feeling lorr..... hahaha.. mcm CSI CSI gitu..keke..cuma tkde muka kita aje... hahahahaha
Ima*Caught*U

welcome once again to the misadventures of miss hyd. =)

today's adventures.misadventures?

went to jubilee hall to watch a full dress rehearsal of Doubt. came late, believe it or not. me, the true believer in coming early for a play. yup. about 10 minutes late. so i sat at the top circle. alone. yes, alone. me, the constant believer in going to a play with at least one more person. i suppose now i can say, from now on, i shall just mention the plays to you orangey bunch. just mention, and if u feel like joining me, perhaps u may. otherwise i can practice going to plays alone. because, afterall, i'm the only one who likes watching these stuff. ah, the life of a single. what to do? i'm answering to nobody baby.

play ended at 4. thought of going around bugis. or national library. but changed my mind and went straight to lot 1 instead to go to laserflair. wanted to find a vcd for my project. i'm thinking of using the matrix and jewel of the nile. then i rented a couple of others for my own viewing. like breakfast at tiffany's. haha! i can see ur faces now. "what the hell is she talking about" kinda face. haha! ooh i rented "love me if you dare" also. i have a thing for french movies. haha!we'll see how this one is. by the way, i spent almost 1 hour or maybe more at the shop alone.

the misadventures continue. i wanted to buy blank cd-r. perhaps 5 or 10 pcs bundle pack or smtg. and i realized something. there's no more single cd-r selling. most of them are dvd-r or dvd+r or dvd-rw or whatever. gee. i guess that means i may have to upgrade my burner soon. upgrade to dvd burner. sheesh.

ok, i would love to talk more, but i feel that the queen will be calling soon. so tataz.

today is a day for miss hyd, miss single, to spend time alone with her discman. and not only did she spend time with herself, she spent $$ also. sheesh.

take care y'all. love me if you dare.

From: "Love Songs" ******@*********.com
To: *********@*********.com
Subject: RE: Love Songs Dedication
Date: Fri, 24 Mar 2006 00:39:34 +0800

Hullo Hidaya,

You're right there m'dear! Love is not only for couples!!

Read out yr dedication earlier on Love Songs...hope u and your friends enjoyed the song!

:)
Yaz~

From: ******@*******.com
Sent: Thu 3/23/2006 10:22 PM
To: Love Songs
Subject: Love Songs Dedication
date : 23/03/06

dedication : Yaz,love is not only for couples is it? =) I wanna make a dedication to my best friends, Fina,Ima,Hamidi and Raqiib, aka the Orangey bunch. Just wanna say thanks for everything, love y'all and I miss y'all so much!Take care everyone.

realname : Hidayah

age : 20 - 24

dedicateto : my best friends

Submit : Submit Dedication

Lagu Cinta Lagu Jiwa

Menyanyi kerana gembira

Menyanyi kerana sedih

Menyanyi kerana rindu

Aduh siapa dapat membaca...

Hatiku saat ini

Menari kerana melayan

Menari kerana sunyi

Menari kerana kasih

Ada di depan masih

juga tak mengerti

*Gerangan apa buat ku kemari

Dalam temasya ku memencil diri

Darilah jauh asyik memandangnya

Sekalipun dia masih tak perasan...ku disini

Oh.....

Lagu jiwa

Bukan lagu mengadu nasibku

Lagu cinta

Bukan lagu meratap hidupku

Hanya nak menyatakan

Tuah dan untung badan

Diuji hebat cinta sehebat begini...hebat begini…

*Ima DANCE & SING along to the MUSIC*

i just heard this on love songs on class 95. and this would directly be meant for the particular orangey who is currently serving the country. a quickie during the show said that men workout and drink protein shakes and everything because they think it will attract chicks. really? the host also said that most women or chicks are not attracted to men with those..6 pack shapes. yeah whatever u call em. yes, no maybe i don't know? haha...

personally, for me, my answer would be i don't know. haha! jodoh di tangan Tuhan kan...so skinny ke, geek ke, nerd ke, hensem ke, tak kesah lah kan? dah jodoh. haha!! what the hell sia me...i'm supposed to be writing my narrative essay which i had confidently said "easy" at first. and i haven't got one sentence down.grr...10% je...cincai lah eh? haha!

by the way, you YOU you serving the country, looking good. haha!! perhaps if i can get some networking done in marketing then i could book u a cover space on a magazine eh? haha!! maybe YOU who's going to serve the country next year might want to join ur mate and appear on a cover of a magazine too? haha! darling what do you think? think u'll allow ur sweet to appear topless in a magazine cover? haha!!! u blushing yet buddy? haha!!!

ok im bored. all of you not online. one at camp, two out together, one more...e-ma where r u? hmm...well, no one online. and i have no freaking motivation to do my essay. bleh. i miss y'all lah!!!! but i'm pretty busy myself...what the hell...okok i'll do my essay....crapping time...take care y'all...miss y'all!!!even the orangey men. haha!

-!- just in case SOME of u dunno who wrote this, it's hyd. heh heh...online, so change the name a bit. my teachers love to call my full name this semester. wad the hool...i hardly use my full name these days. but nevermind. i shan't argue with them about the use of my name. k crapping time! toodles!!! -!-

ok fine fine fine...here's my measly piece of update. im basically lazy to update coz there's nothing much to update anyway. here's a typical week for hyd.

monday:
wake up at 10 am. leave house by 11.30 am. reach school at about 12pm. go to engin class, sit down, listen to him talk, and occasionally fall asleep. then 2pm is my break where i usually go to old chang kee, get curry o' or smtg, walk or take the bus to arts faculty and eat. then 3pm is voice class.until 6pm, then after that i usually go home.

tuesday:
first class at 8am. intro to narrative. this class we get to watch video clips and stuff. well, clips. usually i wake up late and skip this class. but prof noticed ah. and he'll happily mention it to the class during tutorial. but he's a fun guy. after that, i buy bagedel or kuih and a drink to eat during or before sociology lecture. usually we eat before lecture starts. that's at 10am. sociology lecture, no break, until 12 pm. ok, 11.45. after that 12 pm got narrative tutorial. until 12.45pm. prof very on the dot one. 12.45 he will end class. then i'll rush to engin fac for engin tutorial at 1pm. i don't like this class the most coz it's demonstration. on alternate weeks, i'll rush back to arts fac for my sociology tutorial at 2pm. i usually end up reaching late. then after a day of school, i usually...hmm i usually go out actually. it's quite seldom that i actually go home right after class.haha...

wednesday:
wake up at 10am again. class at 12pm. marketing. for the arts and leisure services. not easy. 3pm class ends. usually at this time i go library do some research. if not, i hang out somewhere do my stuff. only sometimes do i actually go home. :)

thursday:
slack. for all i know, i usually plan this day to do all my work. but for all i know, when i finally do sit down and do some work, it's 9 or 10 pm. yup.

friday:
meet fyn, study somewhere.

saturday:
supposed to study, but same thing like thursday. :)

sunday:
panic day to complete my readings and whatever before monday.

this is, ladies and gentlemen, my weekly routine. boring huh? haha...

well, last comments, i have a newfound respect for caretakers and nurses. those who work with the elderly. gua respek sama lu.

and another thing, i wanna go watch a movie...well, i saw the trailer for failure to launch. seems like a lighthearted movie. grin grin grin...

by the way e-ma, dun think can do the meet up on wednesday coz qyb book out on friday.yup yup yup...

wokies...FAILURE TO LAUNCH anyone????can we watch a movie together...long time never watch movie TOGETHER....and POOL!!!haha....

IMA

HAS

PASSED

HER

FINAL YEAR PROJECT!

SHE EARNED HERSELF A 'C' Grade!

Which Was Unexpected BCOZ

The DUMB SUPERVISOR said

WE ALL GOT A 'D'!

Chet!

Updates From Ima!

Updates From Ima!


Life is back to normal after going for holiday and Im starting to go back to my old routine of going to work at PIzza Hut and slacking at HOme, reading novels and Im really actively involved in NPCC now. Im collecting my new set of CI uniform from HTA (Home Team Academy). No longer Police Academy (PA) or TRACOM (Training Command...issit?I not sure) at Novena area there. It is now moved to Choa Chu Kang area der near the grave grave there. Haha! Quite ulu I shud said. But netherless the cute guys still stay. Haha! Fz will kill me if he read this! Haha! NO harm what checking out on other guys..CUCI MATA katakan. Like he doesnt do it himself. . . Cet!


Im going to be pretty busy this coming April. Lots lots of speech day GOH Training which Im heavily involved in to train them up. Everytime after training I will really lose my voice coz I turned into a beast by then to train them up to perfection. Dats why I do not really eager on meeting you guys up on Friday..coz either I will be too exhausted or no voice. Haha.. I am also invovled in the upcming HTA event..NPCC DAY PARADE! haha! Need to be down for duty. So see how. LONG TIME since I commit myself to HTA activities. I am even planning to skip it. Its on a bloody saturday seh! Haha!


My result for FYP is coming out tomorrow MORNING. PRAY FOR ME!


Let me see what is der else for you people to pray for ME! Haha.. *CHECK Diary*..31 March releasing the posting of where I will be going for my ATTACHMENT FOR 4 MONTHS! So please pray for me that I get good company with good pay and good BOSS!


Okie..I will propose a date for us to meet. What about..

Date: 29 March 2006

Day: Wednesday

Time: 6pm

Event: Dinner

Place: SIAM KITCHEN at Lot 1

*I tried SIAM KITCHEN at Bugis. Their Tom Yam soup SUPER TO THE MAX! Its just a suggestion ..overall it is up to you guys okie. :).. If jadi.. I will take off by den..

Bon Voyage..Well..wat the heck..Im Back aniwae..hahaha
Ima*Caught*U

The Moments When I Was In Kampung!
Ima*Caught*U

She is BACK...And I choose to LET HER.. Coz After all, She is my Another HALF..
Ima*Caught*U

*// NPCC...Still In The BLOOD
Ima*Caught*U

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my Lover Baby!
Ima*Caught*U

Let me introduce U peepz my LittLe anak Sedara :AFEEQ
Ima*Caught*U

i made brownies yesterday...

haha!!jambu seh...haha!

Bunga Tanjung - Datuk Sharifah Aini

Bunga tanjung putih berseri
Kembang jelita harum baunya
Gagah sungguh pohonmu berdiri
Tegap rimbun gagah perkasa

Harum jelita si bunga suci
Idaman dara gadis rupawan
Sangat sombongnya bungamu menari
Melenggang-lenggok dihujung dahan

Walaupun engkau si bunga tanjung
Hiasan sanggul gadis rupawan
Tiadalah kamu sangat beruntung

Bagai melati
Bagai melati dilembah sana
Lihatlah senyuman kembang melati
Disunting kelana hati...
Di lembah sunyi

Lihatlah pula bunga teratai
Dijunjung musafir lambai melambai

Sungguh nasibmu si bunga tanjung
Bagai cahaya ditutup mendung
Tiadalah tangan menyunting kamu
Menunggu gugur di angin lalu
Malang dudukmu di dahan tinggi
Kini bertabur di atas bumi

== wonder why i put this song? fyn, ask ur mum to sing for ya. hehe. it's a really nice, meaningful song. i just heard it on tv and then i asked my mum about the song. it's really interesting. does anyone know what a bunga tanjung is? it's a small, nice flower, very sweet smelling, usually used as a decorative "sanggul". i've seen it before at my aunt's place at woodlands. well, unfortunately, this nice and sweet smelling flower is high on the branches. as such, it's hard to pick. thus, it's labeled "sombong". and it usually ends up on the ground, lepas ia "gugur". teratai is also the same. teratai is the floating flower. forgot what it's called in english. but it's the one floating in ponds, i think. usually ponds. well, same concept, it's hard to get.

in the song, seorang gadis rupawan diibaratkan sebagai bunga tanjung. referring back to what i have explained, according to my mum, here goes: "bunga tanjung tu diibaratkan sebagai seorang perempuan cantik yang susah nak dapat. sombong. orang nak tapi dia jual mahal. akhirnya sendirian."

interesting right? analogies...i love analogies. there's another song, bunga teratai. but i can't find the lyrics.

c y'all soon. tataz.

hello hello.. welcome back ima!!! yay!! she's back!! yay!!.. hrm... bored seh! hee...

.i.m b.a.c.k.

.I.M B.A.C.K.




K, Ima the crazy Gerl Is BacK! BUT how come u guys never update!!! Nothing intresting happened ke while Im gone? No gossip ke to talk about ke or whine about or whatsoever.
Im bored coz its like one whole day I on msn and nothing happened as in you guys never come in at all! WHERE ARE YOU GUYS!!!



*shoot myself and die*



Come on in MSN to talk to me! I have yet to upload all my pictures. Did not take much coz I was too lazy to take any. TOO LAZY! haha! Blueark! I wana go AFRICA and see the LIONS and TIGERS in the wild. I MISS FZ TOO! Wat the heck! Where is HE? COUNTING money from some fund raising project.



Love,
IMA

RAII POP TML!!! 15 march or is it today??OMG YAY!! why am i so excited? hahahahaha.. orangey peep ma. so have to be happy.. go raii! yay! hehe.. happy now. got break rite? rem to drag him if you need a partner for shopping cz he marched 24km. that should be like 'chicken feed' for him rite now.. haha! i would probably collapsed or something. yay! take care raii! lets have another reunion dinner when we raii and ima's back on our lovely singapore island. yesh! oh im so happy.. ahhah! ok.. thats it. haha! OH I BOUGHT ORANGE SHOES! COVERED SHOES!!! I LOVE THEM! hehe.. orange.. hammie say i act cute. I AM WHAT! per je.. hahah! IM BEAUTIFUL.. IM BEAUTIFUL! hahaha.. james blunt say so le.. haha! what the crap! fina is being a crap ass today.. hahaha.. miss y'all..

FINA

Troubled.

.Troubled.


Im troubled at work. I got a rider who likes me. Just now this morning THEY (2 Riders and 1 make person who made pizza) thought I went up already to do something but they did not realised I was at the counter infront but was blocked by wall. I overheard this 1 rider saying:


Sharizan: ILAH tu lawa eh?(we got a new staff by the name of ILAH who is 20 yrs old)

Hafiz(Make Person): Ah ah, hari tu aku nampak dia datang for interview.Boleh TAHAN ar!

Sharizan: ARGGHH! Taknak jugak. Ima tetap yang terlawa untuk aku. Ima lah yang satu pujaan hati aku! Mampus aku kalau matahir dia dengar. Dia tu dah ada boyfriend.

Hafiz(Make Person): HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Ingat tak tau. Beh masih nak kan dia!

Den I re-appeared and I saw Hafiz laughing while looking at me and that Sharizan walked away shyly. Bloody hell sia. Now then I believe. Coz my colleague got told me before about this Sharizan asked her about me. And lucky me, my colleague said ar, Im not single and not available. But I thought at that point of time they were you know.. being cheeky and joking around. BAhh!! Then today itself, I worked from 9 to 5pm. That guy came up and down the stairs like 15-20 times just to have small chats with me or look at me and then go down. ITs like he go toilet, den he curi curi ngok aku, pas tu masuk den kluar..ngok ngok aku..pas tu turun qucikly. I saw LOR! So bloody obvious sia!

Den lepas tu, my second floor got this speaker thingy ar linked up to the kitchen where it become a main communication tool for us on level 2 to level 1. And he kept saying.. IMAAAAAA! MAny times and AGAIN AND AGAIN..till i told him to SHUT THE BLOODY HELL UP! I was pissed off seh..seriously. Then it does not help with him comin up and down and just try to talk to me to dig for more things when he jolly well noe im not interested.

BAHHH! Im so troubled over this. Im so glad Im going off to Malaysia.

im in love...

yesterday was a fun time spent with the orangey peeps. got too tired too go net yesterday. wen to holland v to have dinner at tenderbest. it was wonderful i feel. chicken! umm..i like! hahaha. i was so hungry i finished my food. minus the cold baked beans and coleslaw. haha! hrm.. i love the part when we started talking abt the 'ting' ahahha.. i love that topic. hrm overall was fun. weird tho cz we met raii on a weekday. haha.. take care ya! haha! hrm.. then i remembered smth.. IM GOING FOR D&D!!! Dinner and Dance!!! hehhe.. with my sweet lovely only lovable sweetheart! YAY! YAY! can i say all that again? haha. its only march and im so freaking excited. shdnt i be first worried abt my exams. oh well... just a bit of energy spent like that is not wrong ma. hehe.. oh MAY is eventful heh this year? 13th may.. Mother's Day.. 17th may D&D!!!!! 20th may..ader la orang tu nyer bday.. hahah 23th may...erm.. haha!!!!!!! YAY!! im so looking forward to may may may!!! hip hip horray.. hooray hooray. you know.. i actually now in school. finish class oredy but then got some research assistant who wants to interview my fren and me later at 230.. abt my chemistry module.. haiz.. sian ar. 1 hr noe the interview. anyways. i love my life.. heheh! never been so happy before in such a wonderful life. love what i do.. love the people around me. love my orangey peeps. and of course love my one and only.. hehe. im in love with everything in the whole wide world which is related in any way to me right now. gg to make glasses with my mum on saturday and going shopping too! yay! i cant wait for that. long time never go out with my mum! ehehhe.. you know.. you dont really have to fall in love with somone.. you can fall in love with just about anything.. haha! or maybe im generalising the meaning of love. hahah... im in love.. with me, with him, with her, with that thing.. heheh! i fall in love everyday.. deeper in love with someone.. deeper in love with something. LOVE! pyar! cinta! ai! amore! haha whatever language of love there is. cz i feel that people only think that they can only love someone. limited to someone. not anything.. i love chemistry. i love my hair. ok wait... hahah.. do i sound crazy at the moment? hahaha.. im still ok.. maybe im just a little to hyper today. wwhy i wonder? hahaha.. ok deh.. gotta shoo myself away before i start telling you what i love and y'all will probably start rolling your eyes over and over again until one day hahaha.. i duno la.. okmy lovely wonderful beautiful orangey friends.. cheerios..

love your lovely fi-love-na... AHAKS!

tired..

Am Just So Tired Now..
Aiz..


Can we just stay near each other one day and so we do not need to be far apart.
This is like so weird.. Im missing hanging out with you guys lor.. And it is so funny for me to be able to talk to Raii like how I talked to Hid and Fyn..Its Like I know him for so long somehow. Well, IF only Ham was there with us.


Meeting jus now sucks. Do not ask WHY. Waste of time. I believe my manager do not know whats the meaning of MEETING. I wish I had an Encyclopedia or Dictionary to show to him right into his face, what MEETING means. I have NEVER like BBC meetings. Its full of crapz. This was my first meeting that I attended though and I am telling you guys, its gona be my first and LAST time.

My colleague switched shift with me for tomorrow. Im gonna do opening from 9 to 5pm though. Well, Im sure I can wake up somehow. Im having headache now and I better go sleep though. Tomorrow I got lots of work to do leh. 3 more days and Im oFF to Malaysia. I have yet to pack my bag and change some more money to Malaysia currency. I am gonna miss you guys while Im away for one week there. Fairuz is already complaining to me about me being away. Well, I promised him this gona be my last. My next holiday gona be with him though. I even told him to sms me like usual while Im away coz He is gonna pay my bill though, i TINK. haha! Well, he gonna miss me alot he said. Coz he will not have a great disturbance in his life for like a week which he will feel lonely.

Sometime I feel like it will do good for the relationship. At least it will remind the other party how much important the presence of the other partner till they are far away from them and not being able to keep in touch like usual self. Building up a healthy missing feeling for each other and etc.

Well, Im too shagged now. I am too tired. Hope I will have an enjoyable holiday though. Gonna MiSS you all. Tataz!

Love ..Ima

JujUr

Jujur - Radja

duhai kekasih pujaan hatiku

dapatkah kau memberiku satu arti

sedikit rasa yang bisa ku mengerti

bukan sumpah atau janji

buktikanlah bila kau ada cinta

setulus hatimu bisa menerima

sebatas kejujuran yang kau miliki

bukan sekedar bersama

jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi setia

tinggalkanlah aku bila tak mungkin bersama

jauhi diriku, lupakanlah aku

jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi setia

tinggalkanlah aku bila tak mungkin bersama

jauhi diriku, lupakanlah aku selamanya

buktikanlah bila kau ada cinta
setulus hatimu bisa menerima
sebatas kejujuran yang kau miliki
bukan sekedar bersama

jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi setia
tinggalkanlah aku bila tak mungkin bersama
jauhi diriku, lupakanlah aku

*Get Well Soon..Raii*

Jujur Pada Ku..*ima*

i can't access my multiply blog.ugh.this will do.

fyn,one year ago today,made me forever grateful for your presence in my life. thank you dearie with the whole of my heart, for everything you have done for me, with me.that bridge.that seat.that walk.that day.if i have ever hurt you, i am truly sorry. if there is one thing i will never ever ever ever intend to do to you, it is to hurt you. thanks for your love dude. thanks for everything. take care. im here for u. always. if never an adviser, then a listener. or just a companion.

hugs and kisses,
hid.

050305 - 050306

Far Away: Nickelback

This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,you know, you know
[CHORUS]

That I love you I have loved you all along
And I miss you Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing ifI don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know
[CHORUS]

So far away Been far away for far too long
So far away Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you knowI wanted I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed I need to hear you say
That I love you I have loved you all along
And I forgive you For being away for far too long
So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing Hold on to me and, never let me go

HAIK! (Jap okay!)

hehe.. moshi moshi.. ok im suddenly into jap coz ppl like raii always say jap stuff ya! haha! TODAY was a nice day. wen to school.. practical.. had a small test. then had lunch in school. met dude after to study at jurong east. went to holland village coffee bean. haha. sat there for like 15 minutes then we went off to eat cos hid was hungry. then we went to BK. ok since we ate oredy i had something small. cheesesticks. somehow i was offended when the manager said 'enjoy your snack'. i mean i know i ordered something small. cz im used to them saying 'enjoy your meal'. dont know la. just offended. haha so we studied. i finished my lab report. HOORAY! it was hand written la. i dont wish to explain why my lab report has to be hand written. hah. then ima smsed asked whether want to go dinner. but then was cancelled. its ok. can go another time. then at around 6 i guess, we went off to jurong. went to popular cause i thought i want to buy file. spoiled for choices i ended up not buying any. haha. hid bought a file. haha. so then there's a bazaar there so we had 'dinner' with stuff that was sold there. then we bought cup corn, putu piring and milkshake from macdonalds. yeah. i enjoyed the cup corn. ate it on the way to some place outside JE library. haha.. finished it when we reached there. so we sat there like nobody's business. sitting cross-legged. opening our putu piring and happily eating like some picnic. it was fun though. haha. chatted then. had our chocolate milkshake. i have to say i didnt really enjoy the milkshake. so then off we went home. yeah. walked from je all the way to hid's home. yay! haha. so here i am. writing to you. hehe. ok la. thats it. OYASUMI!! haha.

Fyn.

Ku Menanti – Aqmal feat Aneja

Dulu dikau pernah berkata
Akulah yang pertama dan dua akhirnya
Namun itu semua sementara
Untuk membuat ku semakin sayang padamu

Sayang mengapa ini terjadi
Aku tak sanggup lagi untuk menghadapi

Kini kau pergi tanpa pesan
Aku yang merindu akan dirimu
Apa salah dan dosaku
Hingga kau sanggup untuk meninggalkanku

Sayang hatimu di hatiku
Sayang dua jiwa jadi satu
Sayang dirimu dan diriku
Telah menempuhi liku hidup ini

Ku menanti dan tetap terus menanti
Hingga kini dengan ketabahan hati
Ku mencari akan kesilapan diri
Selama ini yang tidak ku temui

Ku menanti bilakah kau kan kembali
Hingga kini tiada berita darimu
Kuharungi perjalanan hidup ini
Sampai nanti bertemu di syurgawi

RANDOM

hey yo!havent been here in a while.and i dun exactly have anything to write.so i thought id write about school.havent been bugging yy'all with my modules this sem,have i?haha.

k lets see.there's voice studies and production.practical stuff.mostly.but still we need to know the anatomical parts and stuff.like a classmate put it:"we're arts students trying to write a biology paper".we burst out laughing when he said that.undeniably,science is playing a major part in my modules this sem.like it or not,i gotta face it.

k then there's marketing the arts and leisure services.i like the lectures although i feel insignificantly small in class.but nvm.this one got project.so...i may be busy with this.it takes up like 40% i think.k so...where was i?oh right.i like the lectures.dr seet v funny.k...well...its about marketing...

alrite ive got sociology.exposure module.last one to do.well the mid term test was over just now.think im gonna flung it.nurul said 'A' after the test.i bet she'll get the A.id probably get a D.anyway,voice also got essay.aiz...im just hoping it wun be v bad.anyway,soci is ok but its kinda sucks too sometimes.

know what?i continue this later.cant stay here anymore.tataz