so whats up lately? ive been so so busy. lacking or too much sleep. no good no good *shakes head* not been in too good in terms of health and emotion. im having this ulcer, i think, inside my throat. THROAT!! so imagine how it hurts. actually it doesnt hurt that bad. but when its like dry and nothings been happening, like when i wake up, it hurts damn bad. so now its getting better. i wonder how i got it also. must be those voice projection classes.
yes im doing voice projection as one of my modules. she will like make us project our voice and in the end i experience pain on my chest area. not really doing it properly. need lots of practise and water. stomach up down up down. so what else. the vice chair person is not really doing her job properly. she's just as good as a member. i try to help out la but i really dont know what i should do. or rather the roles of a vice. i dont want to be seeem like a chair when im not. im just a vice. anyway..
school's been busy. have lots of assignment already and my presentation is in 2 weeks time. so meetings and all. im glad it falls at the begginning of the sem cz at least it doesnt cramp till the last minute where all the assignments accumulate and exams coming. what else. oh gosh. i forgot my pac@gov password. yeah so i have to reset through some other people and change my password and opt for availability in internet by 31st aug. total last minute worker. kinda leceh la this pac@gov thing. oh well..
im gonna dance to "buttons" and some latino song this coming thurday. its a learning festival in conjunction with the celebration of teachers' day! oh yay! happy teacher's day!!! hehehe.. not yet not yet. ive decided on some things in my life. or rather im considering. well i wish i can do it. but its not something i have to do. just something i might want to do. hee! oh what the heck. might as well tell you guys. im thinking about 'masters'. i know i know its hard. but i want to take it if i can. i want to get my honours in my science and do masters in something. i read the broucher (how to spell ar?) and i really think it'll be a good thing to do during my 4 years bond with moe. i mean its part time la so it'll take 2-4 years. in terms of financial, im not too sure but im just considering it.
say i grad at 23. then if i can start my masters straight, i will do so. but if i cant, i'll try for one year experience and then do my masters. then say using the first senario, i'll get my masters at the age of 27 max. then can get married at 28!!! argh! what a wonderful idea! InsyaAllah. see how. then i can probably choose to continue with teaching or do what i have with my masters. smart eh? but then again. i dont think its easy to do masters la. and if my dear wants to study oso good cz he'll prob have to wait till i 28 then get married or he wait till 28 then have kids. i mean if we plan to get married earlier la. man im talking about this alone. i mean, not discussing with my future partner. like im planning OUR life. hahahh! how stressful. control queen. 'NO! must do this!' hahahhah.. just a thought. i oso want to be a good wife and mother. then, i see my lecturers admit that she isnt a good mum becz she works alot. dunno. i see how. masters wasnt in my plan. kinda just made me think when i saw the pamphlet. yeah. hope everything goes well. think about degree first la fina! what the hell. ala. want some boosting of morale ma. i mean motivation. need motivation! hehehe. slenger. alridey.. thats the update from me...

