COmE sinG AloNG!!!

Ma-ia-hii, Ma-ia-huu, Ma-ia-hoo, Ma-ia-haa (repeat)

Alo, Salut, sunt eu, un haiduc,
Si te rog, iubirea mea, primeste fericirea.
Alo, alo, sunt eu Picasso,
Ti-am dat beep, si sunt voinic,
Dar sa stii nu-ti cer nimic.

Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei,
Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei.
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei,
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai. (repeat)

Te sun, sa-ti spun, ce simt acum,
Alo, iubirea mea, sunt eu, fericirea.
Alo, alo, sunt iarasi eu, Picasso,
Ti-am dat beep, si sunt voinic,
Dar sa stii nu-ti cer nimic.

Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei,
Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei.
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei,
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai.(repeat)

Go here for funny lyrics of this song.. the guy made the lyrics from wad he tot it sounded like!!
LOL http://www.outpostnine.com/forum/archive/index.php/t-1250.html

CHICKEN LITTLE!!!its so cute!!

To Blog, Or Not To Blog

Sigh...

Seriously...

I have no idea what to blog on...

Maybe it'll all come naturally as I type.

2 more days... It seems like just yesterday I said it's gonna be in 2 months...

Time is moving too fast.

Maybe it's because I'm doing nothing...

And i'm sick today... Ugh... Flu.

It's always have been this way.

When I'm going on a different phase in life, I get sick.

Transitioning to sec sch, to poly, when I got a job, when i started my ITP-...

Seems like I get sick when my life takes a radical change...

Plus my cousins are staying over at my house. Four little rascals... Sigh. I had to babysit them...

Not that I'm unhappy about that, just that I'm unhappy having to take care of them when I'm sick. Hahah...

Anyway Fin, u asked about Yahoo auctions? What about it do you wanna know? Just ask me through msging, coz I'm gonna be here even less after this post. I know all about the auction. Sold an mp3 player for $400 before there, bought uncountable amount of stuffs from there. You need to have a credit or debit card to be a member though...

K lah... I dunno what else to type... I've got a headache...

Sayonara!

...Raii...

sings (Semboyan sudah berbunyi...)

Horrible Terrible.

Horrible Terrible


Im feeling pretty desperate right now with my FYP. Everything is going the wrong way and everyone is feeling stinko. THanks to the stupid duper super supervisor! We just do not get it with his way of doing work right now. Seriously and IM SERIOUS! And do not tell me to get admitted to ICU! Coz I wished I could right now! AIz!




Horrible Terrible time! I told you all .. aiz, I got camp right? Now i dun even think I can go for it. I duno. Just having a hard time with this FYP for now. SADDENING!

FM...

forgive me...

..hamidi

the more i read..

**the more i had to read**

the more i had to read..

**the more i saw**

the more i saw..

**the more i think**

the more i think..

**the more i wished i never read in the first place**

no one but me..

hey no one is blogging but me. haiz.. wad happen to the other four man? fin.. i guess you're the only one having time or in the mood for bloggin.. anyway.. well i met my YJ frens today. haiz... yup yup its 12.34am on the clock... i cant slp.. tot id share somethings that happen just now..

well we're suppose to meet at woodlands at 4. i was kinda late. i reached at 440 like that. man i was never so late! haha... then i went to meet them at Kpool at woodlands. they were playing pool. well i had one round of pool which i lost then i decided to just sit and chat with noorma.. well there were 7 of us. 5 guys and 2 girls. well they were pretty good with pool. duno how many games they played. lamer jugak ar.. noorma and me were just seated there watching them play and chatting.. laughing at stuffs..

then at 6 we stopped cz one of the guys had to meet his gf! haha.. so cute la.. then we went to eat. there wasnt any plan noe.. i was quite disappointed. they just came down.. meet then like that lor.. see wad happens.. hahah.. then guess whr we ate??? jangan jealous eh semua!!! haahah.. we ate at Seoul Garden!!! k now i noe how to eat there! i can bring you guys there and we can eat there. but a bit ex la.. i paid like 25 bucks. well.. if you want to go there make sure you damn hungry that type ar.. if not confirm rugi. i was quite hungry la so can eat quite a lot. ahahha..... i had chicken. den a lot more chicken which was grilled..then had beef.. prawns.. fishball, some vege, fries, chicken again.. more and more food... then i forgot i was grilling sampai burnt seh my chicken.. hahah.. then got the drinks you take lor all self service.. hahha... so u take as much as you want like that.. mcam jakon gitu aku.. tak pernah pergi kan.. then we had more food... sushi.. eeuu..i dun like sushi.. then the hot plate got kinda burnt so we had to change it if not the food will go all bitter.. hahaha.. then we had ice cream... take ur self oso.. everything is just take yourself lor! hahaha... next time i bring you there k guys?

we'll see one day when we damn hungry and our pockets are slightly heavy we go there k? haha.. then we walked around.. by the time we finish eating it was like almost 9 lar! so late.. hahah.. but i rather still hang out some more... but then the guys were like so tired. Oh guess wad? one of them is going in this fri too! same as raii!! maybe they in same school sia! hahaha... oh well poor him.. baru abis A level da kene masuk ns... takle enjoy langsung... then i went home with one of them cz we live in the same area.. sadly my buddy didnt come! haiz.. its fun tho while we were eating.. we were like having alot of those 'rem when..' conversations... hahhaha..its fun.. well they're planning to have a chalet. so i volunteered to book la since i can have discount.. hahah.. yeah probably ard march lor.. hrm y'all wana cum... see la wad we can do... im not sure if its still on.. well..i cant slp ar... im tired le...

oh wells did you gyus read abt the tsunami thingy?

Subject: Fw: Tsunami and Earthquake predicted in Malaysia and SingaporeSubject: Tsunami and Earthquake predicted in Malaysia and Singaporeduring the month of December 2005 and January 2006!!!Quake and tsunami predicted in S'pore & M'siaBANGKOK: Thailand's now iconic meteorologist, Dr Smith Dharmasaroja,who in Year 1998 predicted a killer tsunami would hit Thailand oneday & was ignored, said S'pore & M'sia were also in danger from a futureearthquake and tsunami."I believe the epicentre of future quakes will shift northwards,north of the Andaman & Nicobar islands.""A big earthquake with a more northerly epicentre than the Dec 26quake will generate a tsunami which will have a more direct routedown to the Straits of Malacca, swamping S'pore and M'sia." duringthe month of december 05' and january 06'."As the sea passage narrows, more water will build up and the wavewill become bigger. S'pore is relatively low-lying & quite flat, andwould be badly affected. Remember,in Dec,the tsunami was 30m high at BandaAceh. At Khao Lak,it was 16m high," he said."Dr Smith,70,retired as chief of Thailand's Meteorological Departmentwell before last Dec's disaster.But before that, he had warned firstin a speech and then in a memo that Thailand's Andaman coast was atrisk from a killer tsunami.Tragically his warning, although widely reported by the media, wasignored.Government officials, fearful of tourists staying away, branded him acranky and dangerous man. The authorities in Phuket castigated him & saidhe was not welcome to visit. After the tsunami, Prime MinisterThaksin Shinawatra recalled him and made him the chairman of acommittee tasked with developing a national disaster warning centreand strategy."I'm not happy that I have made the right prediction," he said."Nobody can accurately predict an earthquake; you can only assumefrom historical data," he added.He said big natural disasters occur in 80 year to 100 year cycles,apparentlyrandomly across the world."If you speak out too much, forecast too much, you will get a lot ofcriticism, from government agencies, the tourism sector and soforth," he added.Explaining the northward shift of future epicentres, Dr Smith stressed:"This is no joke. I would like you to put this message out to S'poreand Malaysia. A researcher working on the hypothesis, who did not want to be named, said the research was on-going and final results were not yet ready. Dr Smith said: "I have seen the simulations that indicate this and they look believable. From my own experience, it is possible."Only a few days ago, there was a 6.1 quake in the Andaman sea near the Nicobar islands, which is about 321.8km north of the Dec 26 quake. So, this is an indication that the epicentre is moving north."

oh wells...pray hard nothing will happen to singapore..pls save us..

Signing off late in the morning..
FIna...

does anyone know how Yahoo! auction works?

fina

i'll always be rite there...thru the good and the bad...

k i got LOTS to write so bear with me.. i dun want to sound to happy cz i know our dear fren hid is still having her exams.. continue to persevere dude! go go go!! we'll talk about stuffs after your exams k? take that as a motivation! HHAHAH!!! k so my exams are over! yesh!!! *smile smile* now i can sing happily wadever song that comes to my mind!!! k i should end this 'exam over thing'.

k first its 12.44am on the computer and im writing this. my eyes are tired but i wana write something but i just feeel like blogging cz ive not been doing so for such a long time!! but honestly i duno wad to write!!! haahah...

so for the last two weeks i struggled to study. i have to say my last paper was a killer one. i didnt finish. i think 2 and 1/2 hrs is not enough. hrm anyway i dun want to talk abt my exams! hahah.. so today was a great day.. u know i have school tomorrow but its not compulsory. i mean i have this bukit timah nature reserve fieldtrip for my biodiversity module.. its optional.. its at 930.. hahah.. N im still up!! hahah.. i think i rather sleep in.. msg my frens that im tired or something.. hahha..

OH OH!!! i kinda have a lot of things in mind of things i want to do... here are some things i want to do.. not in order of course..

1. make something (heheheheh)
2. shopping when i get my next pay which is so long later..
3. walk ard aimlessly..HAAHAH!!
4. read
5. help my mum with stuffs
6. hang out with y'alll
7. slp like nobody's business..HAHHAH!!!!
8. movie marathon!! watch movie and play games!!
9. er...

more to come. i'll probably achieve nothing but its ok.. hahah... i'll be happy just hanging out.. then erm... wad else ar?

oh yar i want to answer raii's qn abt the classical thingy.. actually rite, for the last guitar concert that i went to rite, which was somewhere in april this year? erm hahah.. honestly the classical songs are boring la.. but i was like looking for ppl im interested in! ahhaha.. like hamidi, you then some guy whom my brother tot was very funny (i think it was the student instructor) haaha cz he was shaking his head.. or nodding? i duno.. then i was looking at the other members seeing who i recognise from the previous guitar concert i went to which was last year.. erm yar. so for the first part.. i didnt really pay attention to the songs lar.. SORRY!!! haha.. altho i did rem one part wen y'all started raising and swinging your hands in the air.. HAHHAH i tot that was really FUNNY!!! hhahahha.. but the second part was better la.. hahha.. it was more GEREK? hahha i cant think of an english word.. HAHA...

im yawning rite now! *YAWN* i dun want to slp yet.. i still want to like stay up.. oh ima, im sorry to hear abt your lost. take care girl... stay strong.. ive had the same feeling last time.. when a few of family members passed awayy.. well stay strong girl.. part and parcel of life.. i hope you are feeling ok.. take care girl..

*yawn* again.. i think i'll go.. take care peeps... erm.. hid good luck.. all the best. if you need me to acc you study just call me.. i can read while you study.. i got a book to read! yar? take ccare too...

raii.. you're going ns soon!!! oh no!! so fast take care too..!!

erm must i leave a message for hamidi? hahha... you take care too! you've been sick for like weeks!! pls eat your medicine. take care of wad you eat K?? get well soon U!!! :D

ok la to fin.. slp now..hahhah... k la.. nite guys and gals... take GOOD care.

FIN...

Not Exactly Ima Anymore.

Not Exactly Ima Anymore.

I duno what to blog about nowadaes. But I do dropped by everyday to read your entries peepz. Things might just not be the same anymore in me. The sudden death in the family like knock a sense into my head.

How I fear my own death.
Where Will I be dying?
Have I done much for the family?
Have I pray enough?
Am I bringing with me too much sins when i returned to GOD?

Too much to take in, even now I am in the space moment even though I am in school, supposedly to do my FYP. Aiz, abit sick too. Having flu at the moment. Going to sentosa this saturday to chill out after some time of exhausted moments. 2 weeks! And I am so tired oredi. I wonder how my mak is coping with life now. She seems okie but i believe i see the shattered pieces of her through those eyes. How could uncle just leave her like that without saying any goodbye.

Too much deaths in the family. Who will be next? Can stop all this? Spare us from the emotional agony for a moment. Enough is enough. Looking back and seeing myself, I am not me anymore. Duno why the death is affecting me so much. Maybe coz my heart goes out to my mak.. I am not sure. . .

One thing for sure. . .

I am not exactly Ima Anymore. . .

By the way. Who was it who made the previous post about uncle? There was no name. Anyway, i want to give my condolences to whoever posted it. I lost a really close relative before too, so I know how it feels to lose someone.

Give it time, cos time heals everything.

...Raii...

Chill Out @ SP

First and Formost,

I want to say soorry for not blogging here lately.

But I have valid reasons!

One: I don't have an internet connection. Why? Cos SP has, meaning I don't have to pay for the Internet. Not because I'm cheap, rather because it's so close to home and so that my parents don't have to pay extra for it. I have to think of my family's finances... We're not exactly an average income family. But Alhamdulillah. Rezeki sentiasa ada.

Two: Because of my brother. We used to have Internet once. But it was mostly used by him. For chatting on msn. He was addicted to it and the rest of us couldn't use it when we wanted to because he's that kind of guy who is 'keras kepala'. And if he's unhappy his face become even blacker and fierce. Ham knows how he is right?

That's why I'm not blogging often. Not that I wouldn't. Just that I couldn't.

Even more now cos I'm not schooling anymore. I go to school just for guitar practice and teaching the beginners to play the guitar. That's like twice per week if I'm rajin.

Anyway...

I'm feeling pretty lethargic these days...

Macam penat nak type. Takde tenaga...

I've lost a drive.

Motivation.

Padahal kat rumah I do basically nothing but rot. Figuratively speaking..

Sigh.

By the way. I had fun during Project Raya 05. I got to go your homes... See your parents and brothers etc... Basically I got to know all of you better. With the exception of Ima who till now I never see in person exactly. Haha... You there Ima? It's like what I said is true yeah?

Takdir agaknye. Hahaha... And here I thought raya I could meet you finally. Haha...

Ooops. I forgot about what I actually wanted to say. Haha... It's in the title. This coming Friday and Saaturday on the 25th & 26th Nov SP is having an openhouse! And me and Ham are performing for the event! If you guys free come and support lah. Then after that we could give you a guided tour of SP. Haha... Anyway we would be performing classical songs. Frankly, I don't really like to perform classical songs at these events. I mean, is it interesting? I wanna ask you girls, what do you think when you watch classical performances? Were you bored? Fin & Hid. You went to our previous concert right? What do you think of the classical section of our concert? Or were you sleeping? Seriously we could perform a live band performance. Play Yellowcard or Lifehouse or The Calling or Hoobastank. But no! The vice-president say cannot when the president said go ahead. This sucks. The strange thing is, not any people in our club is even interested in band stuff! A handful are, like me, Ham and a few others, but the rest aren't! It's like so weird! How come? Don't they listen to pop or rock or any other music at all? We're SP Guitarist for goodness sakes! Not SP Classical Guitarists! This is the irony of our club.

...Whatever lah.

To those having exams. This may be a cliche.

Study is study. But rest is a must too.

All the best!

P.S. I forgot... i got coupons for going to Snow City if you guys interested.

Normal price is $12 for the entry, but with the coupon that i have, its just $3.50.

...Well it's a thought.

Sayonara!

Yemewo Akira Menaide

...Raii...

U.N.C.L.E





SEORANG kaki pancing yang ahli selam dan pernah menyelamatkan orang daripada daripada lemas, maut ketika menyelam untuk mengambil semula bubu yang dipasangnya, semalam.Allahyarham Abdul Khalid Talib, 54 tahun, lemas di terusan air dekat Terminal Feri Tanah Merah, tempat popular di kalangan kaki pancing.

Beliau dikeluarkan dari terusan itu oleh rakannya bersama seorang awam. Mereka cuba menyelamat beliau dengan memberi bantuan pernafasan kecemasan (CPR) tetapi tidak berjaya.Allahyarham, seorang pemandu bas privet dan ayah empat anak berusia antara 20 dengan 32 tahun, disahkan meninggal dunia 12.10 tengah hari.

Pagi kelmarin beliau bersama rakannya itu memasang bubu, sejenis alat menangkap ikan, di laut di situ. Mereka pergi ke sana lagi pagi semalam untuk mengangkat bubu itu dengan menyelam menggunakan peralatan skuba.

Ketika menyelam, Allahyarham menghadapi masalah kerana arus kuat dan meronta-ronta di dalam air.

Allahyarham dipercayai sempat membuka alat pernafasan skuba dan tanki skuba untuk meloloskan diri tetapi tidak berdaya muncul ke permukaan laut.

Tanki skuba yang digunakan Allahyarham dijumpai di tepi pantai tidak jauh dari tempat kejadian sekitar dua jam selepas insiden itu.

Isteri Allahyarham, Cik Alimah Mohd Ali, anaknya, Encik Junaidi, dan seorang saudaranya pergi ke tempat kejadian sekitar 2 petang untuk mengenal pasti mayat beliau.

Ketika Berita Harian mengunjungi flat empat biliknya di Blok 331, Yishun Ring Road, Cik Alimah, 50 tahun tahun, berkata Allahyarham seorang pendiam dan pergi memancing setiap hujung minggu.

'Minggu lalu dia ada kata kalau dah pencen dan ada rezeki nak buat rumah tepi laut. Tapi inilah agaknya yang dimaksudkan,' katanya.

Cik Alimah berkata beliau agak terkejut sebab Allahyarham pandai berenang dan diberi anugerah The Guinness Stout Effort Award pada 1991 kerana menyelamatkan seorang yang hampir lemas di Changi.




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Its in malay. You could have heard about a man who got drowned recently in the newspaper and tv. it was my uncle. A big huge blow for the whole family right now. Too much to handle. . . No goodbye.. No last time. . . He just go like that and leave all of us behind. . . .
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Okie, Im sobbin like mad now. I wasnt crying from sunday till the time i reached home and here i am crying my lung out. why must he die this way?! ! ! Why is life so UNFAIR to mak who is nice?! Im really in a mourning period of time. All this is too sudden for each and all of us in the family. Little gerl, Iqa, got high fever, coz she is so close to him and she is only 5 yrs old! Why must she go through this? How is she going to live with life of not having her uncle come chasin her for kish every morning on the weekend?! How is mak going to live without her loveable husband who left her without saying goodbye at all?!




WHY?!


Uncle. . . . Rest In Peace. You will lived in our thoughts and memories.

las week!!!

hey peeps...k i got 15 mins to write. why? cz im on my break now. well i was studying relax-ly from 12 to 3 then i fell aslp..hahha.. somehow in my dreams someone called me to ask me to wake up and study.. i woke up at 4. well i never fall into a deep slp la unless im really tired or wad.. but then today this vioce was like saying.. Fina!! wake up you still got lots to study!! then i felt like i didnt want to wake up but then i duno i did anyway. it was 4 la.. then i woke up and continued studying for 45 mins and now im on my break. i feel like time is moving too fast now!! which can be good and bad. bad because i mite not have enough time to study.. good so that i can get this OVER and done with!!! hahahah... and im free like a bird..just like after A levels.. then i will be on my well-deserved break...AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... the tot of that makes me whole body so lethargic...AHAHHAHAHA.. should motivate me rather rite? buT NO!! hahahhaa... i dun no today abit difficult to study.. very distracted.. argh!! i only have like 9 mins left! as in to blog.. wad else wad else wad else.. have a nice week guys! HID!! good luck for your coming exams.. CNM, MS, TS, Philo and wadever else you take yar.. in having my AAY101 ans AAB104 modules this week. HAHHAHAH!! i just dont get how they name our modules...NAY la..BAY lar...EAA lar ...wad else.. haHHAH.. k peeps PLS PLS take good care of yourself.. the weather's been wet and cold these days (weathergirl speaking) hahhaa... remember to take your umbrellas with you.. or a cap in case the day is weird and it shines brightly.. HAHAH!!! yar yar yar.. take caree now!!

Fina..
...i felt that i would die its hurts so much to hurt you...

Forgive Me

Can you forgive me again?

I don't know what I said

But I didn't mean to hurt you

I heard the words come out

I felt like I would die

It hurt so much to hurt you

Then you look at me

You're not shouting anymore

You're silently broken

I'd give anything now

to kill those words for you

Each time I say something I regret I cry I don't want to lose you.

But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.

'Cause you were made for me

Somehow I'll make you see

How happy you make me

I can't live this life

Without you by my side

I need you to survive

So stay with me

You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.

And you forgive me again

You're my one true friend

And I never meant to hurt you

Evanescence

"So why?", i asked...

so here i am trying to do several things at a time...

in one window, i got my sp website..on another my hotmail..

checking out the latest games in another page..

while trying to figure out chord progressions with an "alt+TAB"..

actually finished reading wat there is to read in orange..n am nw writing in in yet another window...

'Tis been a long time since i last wrote in...

dunno y i choose to do so now of all the time i tot i had in the past..

im free today FYI..

ended classes at ten & i've got nothing from den on on thurs..

guess im stress..but not as stressed as those in the midst of exams right ard dis period in time..

First n foremostly, since it's still fresh in everyone's mind..

i had a (hmm...i choose to say) nice time last saturday for project raya 05..dunno why but it's hard for any of us to say tt we had a great time..dunno y any of us wun admit it is..maybe cos it's not...Sad n strange thing is, i dun noe why i feel tt way..maybe i feel tt way now...tt im sad tt i've got no more internet at home n i gotta resort to do this in school when im feeling this way...

Juz to finish things up...thanks for the "teh comments"..regardless of wat i say, tt's how i make tea..dun judge us boys(men..whichever u prefer) n expect things to turn out the way u'd expect them to juz cos u've think u've seen how boys would usually be expected to behave..

but then again, tt applies to everyone i suppose..it aint a girl guy thing..it cos ppl got too many views and opinions..

"Opinions are the cheapest commodity in this world. People have a flock of them."

..so i sure gotta be careful of how i judge my girls...

(all 3 o' dem own this blog!!)

where was i??? oh yar...teh...im over tt...watever lah "raii"qiib...

thanks for the staircase comment too..tho i dun think tt all who were present there had the same tots u had in mind..i'd honestly love to take the photos there..so...guess who tot otherwise...but i dunno...gotta ask her meself..n NO!

U CANT BORROW MY STAIRCASE WHEN U GET MARRIED!

hehe....(dead giggle...)

next issue...

!sorry finny!

(can i call u dat? wait...who was i refering too? hehe...another dead giggle...)

Just like Heaven juz fitted our time range so we went for it..tell you it wasnt a great movie..

trust me..im the movie critic here..u can ask "raii"qiib...

(hereafter, for my convenience, referred to as qb..unless otherwise stated..copyrighted by mambangs n co....n while stocks last..)

cos every the time we watch movie, i'd b saying the bad stuff first..den the good ones..ask him lah...ASK ASK!!!...Juz like Heaven was simple yet pleasant...n dun get me started on its bad points..u still wanna watch meh? i'll accompany you lah of course!

wat the else to got to have do i masih have to say??....

Hmm...oh...thanks hid..for some stuff tt u did...tho nt all of it was appreciated however you really meant well to even do them in the first place so i really thank you there on tt part..been crazy week huh hid? To my other orange girl(tho i can refer to her as ima..or mama ima...or 'ima'mbang) ok lah!! ur not mine lah...juz tt we all the good frens aje..i juz quit pizza hut..uh...thanks for ur advice u gave me when i told u abt it tt time..but den u think..u n i different..no can compare, no? im kinda happy to b quiting..however i'll be flat..no...not flatchested...flat as in cash u noe? but i'll be fine..i'll find sth else..

saving the best for last...

qb!!!u not writing anymore ah??bugger...ape teh teh ni sumer huh!!?? HEHE!!! anyway..my audition maybe i wanna play "You and ME"..so...work on ur strum...n i'll work on my voice...still sick dammit...n if u dun read this before the audition...den sucker bugger lah!

(Copyright Infringement??) Nah...

see u fri..

finally...

To fin...again...(hehe!)

im sorry for the things i've put u thru this week...i never meant for it to come out the way it did...tt wasnt wat i wanna show u...it had not been intended tt way...sorry for wat i've done...

hope i cleared things up...or at least clear it enough for u when i did tt day...

uhm..good luck for ur exams tho!! study study study...read read read...pass pass pass...

stress stress stress...breathe in in in...den out out out...study the impt stuff!!! juz give it all u got.. fail can try again next year...uh...ugh...well...uh...u noe wat i mean...i mean...dun fail! but im sure u'll pass..not tt i dun think u cant...cant pass tt is...i mean i noe u'll pass!! COURSE U CAN!!! n u'll do the best u can!! n when u finish, the weight juz lifts up n u live again n ur gonna noe u did so good for ur exams u can SING!!!! hehe!!! yeah! go girl!!

tt's enough outta me...im feeling better already..

it has begun!!!

*breathe in....out....in...out*
im TERRIFIED!!!!!!
TOMORROW!!!!
IS THE DAY!!!

*breathe in...out....in....out*
im trying to distract myself..
if not i will jump up and down and start to worry
this exam is very important to me
i have to DO it...
i hAVE to pass!!!

*breathe in....out...in...out*
k i duno man...im like worrying abt waking up late
waking up with a migraine
waking up FREAKING NERVOUS!!!!
then i forget all my stuffs
then i go blank
then i cannot answer
then i cry cz i know i will have to repeat
then i will call y'all
then my other papers will be affected
then....
then....
no and then..its just too scariee..

12 hours more! abt there...
there's like this heavy weight on my shoulder
dying to be let go off..
i can hardly breathe!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hope i can do it tml..i just want to pass.
i need the strength and a clear mind rite now....

ainF

TS prac over!!!!!boohoohoo!!!!sob sob sob!!!!today is like...1 day after the whole thing...part of me still feel sad over it...like...haiz...thats the way things work lah...right ham,qiib?u get attached to these people in ur team...then after the performance u realize thats the last time ure gonna work with them then u feel like...lost...haiz...as bitchy....bimbotic...crazy as it can be....i kinda miss it all....my frequent lateness....then our lines.....all the fuck flying...sad sad....then ydae i was listening to a sad song....i almost cried!!!!!im like...what the hell?i almost cried because i put in those emotions i have leaving theatre....which i am not!!!!!!this is it...im gonna major in theatre....i know my mum wun be happy...i know my sis thinks its not practical....i know my dad is fine with it...i don't care.....i can switch majors later oso....haha.....maybe i give a laydown on wad happened ydae.....

woke up at 10 am.thats late.bcz im supposed to meet them at 10 am...i set alarm at 7...i tersadar but i guess i fell asleep.so ended up late lah...woke my dad up...asked him to send me to sch....then i told my mum id be back late bcz we were supposed to go makan after the exam but the outing was cancelled.anyway,told my mum id be back late bcz my exam is in the afternoon.well thats the first shot of exam she had from me.she didnt know im having exams.anyway,so then my dad sent me to sch.then we rehearsed.then we had lunch.during lunch one of the gals went to her dad's company at tuas to take the lorry.we couldnt take carrying the heavy props uphill!!!!!so then she took the lorry.after lunch she arrived and we loaded the things into the lorry.then she drove to the performance area.its basically a lecture theatre.but a nicer one.so then we arrived there early...our thing is at 4 pm but we reached at 2.30 pm.so we slacked there.then at abt 3 like that we changed into our costumes.i look damn cool can?haha....im so proud of myself getting that black shirt....it makes me look so cool....i kept saying that lah....n i told them i will definitely wear it again to sch...we all look good actually...our practical instructor told us we look very handsome.yay!!!!hehe....funny sia me....so anyway...after we changed,they said can go in already....so we went in....got ready......

now here's the exam itself....it was....alright i guess...but there are things i could have done but i didnt do because i was afraid it will cut into our time.apparently we were so nervous we all spoke very fast!!!haiz....but nvm...at the end of the play,it was supposed to be a q&a session....but it felt more like a feedback session....because they didnt really ask us questions abt the play or character.they asked us why we chose to do certain things....yupz....dunno if we're gonna pass or not....but well...........HOPEFULLY IT WILL RAISE MY POINTS!!!!!!!haiz.....its like the one thing im banging on.....

ok so then after the thing everyone pack up....want to go home...then i had the trolley with me...we used it to transport things....then im like...oh man....i asked my friend who's sending the lorry back if she can send me home.then she said sure so im like alright....save $ on cab fare.then we dismantled the wood frame....i wasnt so sad abt that....but i think i carried it too much that now my hands so tired....its painful....my arms sorry....so ok....then we pecahkan the thing.....then i changed....then me,jac(driver) and irene(another one from the team) we got on the lorry and went to tuas...before that we sent another gal,esther to her hall coz its quite far...then she carrying quite a lot of stuff so jac gave her a lift.then we head to tuas....left the lorry(more like a pick up truck actually.nvm.she kept saying lorry so i just follow) and took the brother's car....coz jac had to bring back the huge table.so then she sent me home...then im supposed to direct her...but i so gundu lah on the road.mati seh if i get my driving license i have to explore all the expressway first.i realized if u missed one exit,ure pretty much gone.and thats wad happened.we missed the exit.wait.many exits!!!!!!!wah!!!!!so then of course i realized that there are many ways to come to my house!!!!!haha!!!!!!ok so from a simple trip it became like a road trip.....which was quite cool i guess....i dunno....it was damn fun for me....hehe.....if i get my license,i have to remember not to be selfish abt sending ppl home...because in uni many peeps have sent me places.....so anyway....then....thats abt it....reached home...then i felt like what the hell....shld haf stayed out or smtg....i think my mum quite used to me not being home so then she seldom cook.seriously,these days got not much of my fav food around because im seldom around....then my mum just cook all those sambal thingies....which i dun eat.....ok thats it for ydae....

my arms damn pain seh.....ouch........

hello peepz..

hey hid how did your drama theatre exam go on? cool? well im sure you did well.. ahakz..
guess wad im doin? no cant guess?? AHAKz.. writing my bro's wedding cards.. haiz.. why must it be me har? like still got hundreds to go! ahakz.. hey hid guess what color it is? its orange...but not a bright orange la.. plus we're going to wear orange baju on the wedding and i think the pengantin is also wearing orange.. SO ORANGEY!!! hahaha... k y'all invited.. pls come! we can eat and talk and dream and imagine yar hid!! ahakz!! so im actually suppose to be studying! scared!!! wad if i cannot answer??? haiz... take care peepzz...

FiNA...

RAYA 05

raya raya raya...not soooo fun tho...sorry to say that...i soooo wished that one of us could drive!!!!the desire (ooh desire...nice word) to get a license MELUAP-LUAP i tell u...but nvm...i was just complaining coz when u rarely wear heels, its really annoying when u wear it and have to walk...my mum said heels are not meant for walking...eh sorry...she means that if u wanna wear heels,then wear it when u dun have to travel much...but hoo hey!!!!we just wanna look good.ahakz...macam bimbo seh...nvm...any the way,here's the laydown on MY point of view.

ok,supposed to meet at 12 but some people were late so ended up meeting at abt 12.20 pm...then we head to raqiib's hse...had to walk!!!!argh!!!!i wished i was wearing my boots then...anyway,so we reached almost 1 pm...about 12.50 like that...which is almost 1 hour past the original plan...ok nvm...watched tv...the men played guitar...leaving us gals with nothing but ourselves to talk about...then we...what we talk about ah fin?i think it was a round of sakat-menyakat kan?ok for those who don't know what sakat-menyakat means,it er....means...something like teasing...yupz...so thats what we did...the men,as i said,played the guitar...one song i recognized was "only one"...yup di dap...ok makan nasi and ayam goreng there...then....took some pics...then....we left at 2 pm!!!!!by then i freak out already.2 pm!!!!!so late!!!!!but...nvm...raya kan...hehe...

next,we took the 106 bus and transferred to 188 bus to go to my house.oh my god...that was like...testing my patience sia!!!!106 lambat,188 lagi lambat!!!!!argh!!!!!i SOOOOOOOO wished i could drive.but..nvm...moving on,reached my hse 3.30!!!!!!imagine!!!!!padahal its not THAT far...okok im exaggerating.but STILL!!!!lambat giler!!!!and its only the 2nd house!!!!!ok...so reach my hse,i didnt expect my dad to be home but he was.then my good ol' irritating and annoying brother menyibuk je...he played with qb's n-gage...yupz...wad else...oh y'all ate my mum beefsteak...which u force me also i WILL NOT eat.i'll puke...ok moving on!!!!!

next stop,rumah fina!!!!yay mee goreng!!!!!wah i ate until i cannot eat anymore.really kembung perut man!!!!the choc kuih thingy...waduh...enak sekali ya....wad we do ah?oh oh!!!!fina's mum talk about some stuff....which i can hardly remember now...but at certain parts me and fin were like looking at each other and laughing away....ahakz...WE DIDN'T TAKE REVENGE!!!!!see how nice we are...wanted to like escape into fin's room,gossip and then leave u men to her mum.haha!!!!im kinda used to her mum lah....nice to talk to...but it was just a some sort of revenge or ...something since y'all men get to play guitar and like do something without us...ahakz...but fina's too sweet to take revenge...haha!!!!!!!

moving on!!!!!next stop,cikgu supandi!!!!argh!!!!the syf was ready even before we reach!!!!waduh!!!!!eh...i forgot to mention i changed shoes after we left our hse.haha!!!!typical...anyway,cikgu's house.hope u didn't mind qb coz cikgu's like that lah...like he said,u come u sure wanna noe something abt ur ex-sch.and part of me DO wanna noe wads happening at dunearn.and anyway,i noe y'all dun really like talking to him but i kinda enjoy talking to him.coz he's a quite open man...and those things that he said?like supposedly the dance was to reflect on tsunami?that was waaaay cool i tell u....haiz...too bad they didnt get gold.i mean really...it was not bad....but hard to interpret...maybe its just me...dunno how to interpret dance movements...coz...its like a story...ok nvm!!!!but well my point is that i like talking to him.PLUS...he has this way of making me wanna do better...and be proud of where i am...er...aiyah nvm...MOVING ON!!!!oh wait must say what time reach right?so we reached fin's hse at abt 4.45?we left my hse 4.10 or so...lambat kan?the bus lah!!!!!padahal fin's hse not THAT far.any the way,we left her hse at abt 6 pm...reached cikgu's hse abt 5 mins later.supposed to be...spend abt 20 mins at cikgu hse...but...hehe....sorry guys.....tak sampai hati nak mintak diri u noe...since we were the only ones there...then 7 pm we left...a gd excuse since his other anak murid came...sofina and gang...ahakz...there were only 2 gals in the whole group!!!!sometimes i find that funny...i mean...dun the girl get bored??????ok nvm...

so 7 pm left cikgu's hse...took the lrt...oh i have to say this!!!!on the walk to the lrt station,got those drains with holes.then me and fin like had to walk slowly slowly coz want to avoid the holes.then i went "so inconsiderate!!!!"ahakz...jgn marah brudder...so ended up how?ham slowed down to walk with fin then i walk in front with qb.itu pun susah nak arrange!!!!like...ape je seh...funny sia we all...ok nvm....it was a day for heels...so then....eh i forgot something...at his hse,qb was like "should i wear the samping inside or outside?" waduh....enggak ku tahu kamu begitu sekali ya bapak raqiib...wakaka!!!!i mean,its very rare that u find a guys asking for opinions to gals.oh wait...i take that back...coz ham sometimes do that too.haha!!!!ok nvm...it was just an....interesting moment.oh then my mum was saying just now kan,kalau pakai di luar is johor style.yeah...like the baju teluk belanga johor...yuppie...but for now,its not abt johor style...its abt anak muda-mudi style...bcz,to me,me and my narrow mindedness...if wear inside,macam nak kahwin!!!!*grin*oh i forgot another thing!!!!!the guys never wear songkok!!!!!but nvm.....we still look good...all of us....*grin*

eh moving on!!!!!7 pm head for ham's hse....but we didnt reach his hse until abt 1 hour ltr bcz he wanted to find clarinese....tapi tak jumpa...oh wellz...then he made tea!!!!!terima kasihlah banyak banyak hamidi oii....it was not bad....no further comments about the tea.then....ambik gambar!!!!u noe ah ham,ur hse is like...a perfect place to posing and perasan nak ambik gambar kahwin....really!!!!raqiib u agree right????right right????seriously....when i took the pic of u and fina,it was like....i feel like im the photographer of a wedding shoot!!!!!seriously!!!!!so u noe wer to take pic when u get maried ah??that tangga really nice spot u noe....haiz....oh oh i shld stop dreaming.i mean,i can have quite an imagination n im thinking of things that i shldnt be thinking of now.wellz....it really IS a nice spot...im serious..............maybe next year if i have a bf u can take a pic of me and him at that spot!!!!!haha!!!!dah mula dah cik hidayah perasan....itu ajelah kerjanya....macam mat jenin....berangan....ok nvm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so then...fina had to leave for her aunt's open hse....and then i actually tot of going home...dah penat....but then u men wanted to do something....adeke nak ajak aku main pool time aku pakai baju kurung!!!!tak glam ah!!!!then i said if u wanna do something spontaneous,lets go watch a movie.and Just Like Heaven to be precise.thats wad i would watch.and it just happen to be playing!!!!!JUST LIKE HEAVEN!!!!!yay!!!!!!!!!so we watched that...harga mahal sikit lah....but takpe....i think it was worth it.....anyway,on the way to lot 1 we talked....kan ham????haha.....eh sorry ah mate it wasnt meant to be that way....but we just wanted the best for u both....wad happened when the 4 of us walked was totally not wad i expected....i expected.....some....nice moments....haha!!!!!ok nvm.....u'll just kill me if i talk more.....and then...we talked right raqiib?haha....i totally didnt expect u to be that way.....i mean really....u macam some casanova seh now...and to think that u were like that last time?u just blew my top away....serious....and well....i did say that i believe i meet people for a reason....and i think i know why i meet u....haha!!!!!oh and ham,wer did u get the impression that Labu is like me????unattached????she's like.....wad i wanna be i guess....ok nvm....i think when i said 5 i kinda exaggerated....but hoo hey thats just me....emotions are what make me,me.hehe....good one eh?

ok...so....thats about it....i had a great time with y'all....hope u had fun with ur PH pals ima....oh did i say i had a great time?well...minus certain things,it was great...but then....ahah!!!!me being me,i just have to say this lah....last year,it was us 3....fin me ham....all single....but of course...ham was already trying to....er....am i allowed to say this ham?nvm...so anyway,we were singles back then....then i said it was boring and that if any of us got attached,we're supposed to bring them jalan raya together this year...and....eh....lain pulak jadinye eh????coz instead,we got raii to join the raya team!!!!haha....and its ham and fin....as a............couple...aiseybedah....so when i was like diam diam sendiri....i really wished there's someone to fill in that spot....oh wait....i forever always wish there's someone to fill in that spot kan?haha!!!!!good ol' me...but well....u catch the drift....

to end this........id say..........NEXT YEAR RAYA WE NEED SOME CHANGES!!!!!!!i just thought of inviting fairuz but hoo hey i think better not...kan ima?so....i hope u can join us ima....then....oh raii will be in NS....hope can go out with ya....then.....well......next year.....tema...............for my side......my baju kurung pretty much the same every year....well.....i was thinking.....of pairing up....................................................................................but im not sure if anyone agrees...........so................never the mind................................................we'll just wait and see?

here's to end my entry.....men (for some reason i like to say that), u guys look pretty darn hot.haha!!!!!!!i absolutely love it when men dress up.serious!!!!!im like...i think thats the best way to make me cair.oh wait thats the second best way.hehe....but maybe next year not blue,eh?another colour...fina my dear,dun u think we ourselves deserve some credit???haha!!!!i love raya....its the time for me to be bimbotic....dress up and all....then...feel good about myself...and we look pretty good dun we,fin??ahakz!!!!!another colour next year ya fin?we're down with brown and pink...next up............hmm dunno....hehe....

well to y'all hot babes and hot dudes....sepanjang perkenalan ni....kalau ada silap dan salah harap dimaafkan....paham-paham je lah aku ni kekadang tak sayang mulut.....jika ada jarum yang patah jangan disimpan di dalam peti...jika ada silap dan salah harap jangan dipendam dalam hati...

sekian dariku....take care y'all....

YEAH!!

oh oh i was studying my chemistry!! i finally understood the part ive been reading millions of times!!! i mean really abt this entropy shit which i so didnt learn in JC which i wish my sch shd have! hahha.. so let me explain to you cz when i could explain it to myself i was like OMG!!!! i totally understand!!!! COOL!!!

k i just want to explain smth you guys would prob have NO CLUE abt so just bear with me! im so excited that ive finally got it! k the entropy for an isothermal expansion of an ideal gas is spontaneous. WHY? because for an ideal gas, internal energy is zero as mentioned by the first law. since U=q+w, U=0, q=-w!!!! assuming that the gas expanded in vacuum so there is no work done. w=0. therefore q=0. then the ds for the system is ds(sys)=dq(sys)/T. since dq=0 so, ds(sys) =0. for the surrounding the formula is ds(sur) > dq(sys)/T therefore.. ds(sur) > 0.
hence change in S total will be >0 because you sum up ds(sys) + ds(surr) >0!!! hence, the isothermal expansion of an ideal gas is a spontaneous reactioN!!!!!!!!

im so happy!!!!! i noe you guys dun get it! bear with me!! hahaha!!! ok i want to do lots of stuffs after my exams..so im taking that as a form of motivation to study hard for the exams!!! hahah!! i wan to read books!!! i wana make stuffs! i wana enjoy life to the fullest!!! IM BACK!!!!!

fina!!! shout out loud!!!

SHR 2005...

hey peeps... how are y'all doin? hrm yesterday we all jalan rayer 2005! haha.. lets plan for Jalan Rayer 2006!! Shall we give it a name or smth? project rayer 06! ahaha...still far away sia! haahha.. hrm..yest was ok la. HAHHAHA! prob becz i felt smth's wrong.. duno la like i tol hid its as if smth's missing or im just unhappy. SORRY GUYS!! hahaha... hrm..wad ar? one of the things you usually do days before you go out is to imagine how the outing is going to be like. but somehow i didnt have the time to imagine! mayb im unhappy abt that? macam i duno if guys think this way too? i mean do you men think abt wad your particular outing..maybe a more significant outing.. will be like? i mean what will probably happen.. then you start to imagine stuffs.. which you noe will not happen but its fun just to imagine abt it anyway...do you men get it? ahahah.. cz i was talking to hid and she said that she didnt have time to imagine too! do you imagine too ima? hahaha. maybe its just girls.. i really duno.. well..well raii tol me he had fun! hahah! COOL! nx year jalan lagi eh? AHAKz.. nx year..my 2nd bro and i are planning to make the words selamat hari raya with our lampu lap lips!! hahah..i suggested just doing SHR for Selamat Hari Raya but then Kak Mas (my 2nd bro's gf) said 'pemalas seh!' then she giggled! hahaha...typical her! we're planning for sure!! HAHHA..

hrm..then nx year i wana have more baju rayer! hahah! this year i got 2 only! but true la! like wad my mum and raii were talking abt...hari raya macam dah tak semeriah lagi la... HAHAH! raii sorry ar! my mum very friendly one.. dun worri she wun do anything to you. not like she would! haha..she's just interested to noe my frens. so just be you lor! like my dear ham and hid who are like used to her! hehehe... ima oso i guess... HAHAA! my mum knows ima TOO!! of cz la... ppl i always hang out with..

then hrm..oh yar..after the whole thing! WAIT! hahaha.. i want to comment abt the hot drink ham made!! well honestly i tot it was ok! but then raii tol me IT WASNT!!! hahahaahhaha.... he said smth like he has high standards for air teh! AHAHAH.. well honestly i tot that was nice. cz i tend to compare wad other guys i know can do to wad MY bros CAN do!! really! they cant do ANYTHING! they're literally PRINCES! ahahah... yeah so good effort on the teh!

wad else oh yar! after that i went to my aunt's hse! omg..it kinda was a good wrap up for my day cz they showed a documentary abt ghost and all that! and ME being the Horror fan! HAHAH! its kinda cerita betul ar! macam live. entiti aper entah! so it was a video they took of scary places in malaysia and then they replayed the video in slow motion so we could see it! omg..there was this one in a hotel room...omg..it was scary..another scariee one was one in the asrama! omg..my bulu roma naik skrg! hahaha drop it drop it!! there's an indo one oso. but they dun have the indo version. i heard the indo version is scarier! AHHH!!!! (shout) yeah so i was so engrossed! omg..i didnt want to miss every single second! really... it was nice.. then after that..while we were eating my cuz and all continued talking abt her experiences at her house. her sis's are all scared noe. they're like hid like that! phobia to the max. but understandable la ppl with wild imaginations.. but my cuz husband's imagination oso wild imagination then my mum was givign advice la abt wen they go home...then he was like saying stuffs he that scared ME! i mean my mum was like saying kalau balik malam malam masuk pintu facing outside.. then he was like 'ahhh tak nak...nanti kene cekik ke aper!' then i was like terperanjat cz i nvr tot of that!!! k he really has wild imagination!! i guess its scary to hear ppl when they share with you they're imagination! hahahha.. yeah so all the time there we were on that topic so i was so so... distracted la. it was cool! haaha..

pics pics!!! not clear ar cz my cam damn good one! hahah..enjoy ur weeks dudes!


hers


himz


themz

And just when you thought you were falling

But you know I'll always be right there

...Flower...

hey peeps.. was that ima just now? it was so tiny i couldnt really read it.. well hey guys..wanted to say hi since dah lamaa tak tulis kat sini. HAHA!! aih i didnt go to school today. not that i have to but i actually wanted to but then my laziness took over. hrm.. i ought to do something. my exAMS just next week and im still slacking. FINA WAKE UP DAR!!!! *SLAP SLAP* yawn.. and im still slpy.. duno ar.. neen really lethargic these days. not fully energised. wad can i do wad can i do wad can i do???? haiyo.. k i will try to study now.. later peeps.. PAPI!! hahahha...

FYN

Updates

Hey hey.. No one is updating. Okie, so nvm. Let me update about my school. Well, fyp is doing bit by bit of progress. Met the supervisor and things seems to be abit easier. Just the uploading part to database is in my mind abit for awhile. How to upload everything in one go like how the MULTIPLY website did it.

Work is turning to the downhill.. Really cant associate with the workers der. I wish there is something there that will enlighten me. Just finished watching amazing race and at last the family that i hated is out of the game! HATE THEM SO MUCH. cannot stand their bickering!

Im stayin away from orangey for the moment... or anything tat where i can write. Feeling pretty down somehow. Need to be alone

Im back.

Im Back

miss writing in here somehow. We went out ydae didnt we? To dinner and a short game of pool. I did not know that place existed seh. Interesting somehow. Thanks for the time spent together somehow.

I still haven pay my part for the pool game. Ham, if u reading this, u contact me okie? who knows im free and i can meet u up in school to pass u the money. WELL, it is money after all!

Im still lookin for people who can work on Sat. Im hopin that ONE colleague of mine can said YESH to me by Thursday. Please pray for me will u? Coz if it goes the way we all wanted it to be, its going to fun somehow.

School has been fine. Nothing much. Doing alot of lazing around since it is ONLY FYP in school till ITP! Im bored. Going home soon. After dat, going work. Planning to have a short nap before going to work. feelin abit kind of sleepy!

Signin off. . .

Ima

Bad news

Bad news.

On the 13th Nov, my aunt is doing an openhouse. So I definitely need to get off from work. So, to do that, I need to work on the 12 Nov, so I can get my sunday off.

So, i definitely couldnt make it. If really, we or you all cant come up with another date, i suggest you all go out without me. That is the best solution.

Im sorry! I already told hid about it, weekend is definitely booked by my dear dad. So it is a bit very difficult to get out of his way.

Signin off..

Apologetic_Gerl (ima)

Study notes: definitions (PLEASE IGNORE)

1. system: part of the world in which we have special interest in
2. surrounding: comprise of the region outside of the system and where we make our measurements
3. open system: matter CAN be transferred between the boundaries of the system and sur.
4. closed sys: matter CANNOT be transeferred between the boundaries of the sys and surr.
(open and close system can transfer energy only)
5. isolated sys: CANNOT transfer both energy and matter between the boundaries..
6. work: work is done when an object moves against an opposing force
7. energy: the capacity to do work
8. diathermic: boundary that DOES permit energy transfer
9. adiabatic: boundary that DOES NOT permit energy transfer
10. exothermic: process that RELEASES energy
11. endothermic: process tt ABSORBS energy..

Achoo..im sick..

alo my dear orangey frens. ok so im still sick altho i do feel a lil better. my eyes feeling much much better. hehe.. oh guys i need a smacking at the face dar... i haven been studying. i really need a slap or something. anyone wana smack me? hahah.. no kiddin.. OH GUESS WAD? lampu lap lip is still up..blum jatuh!! i cant wait to jalan rayer with you guys..12 nov.. can la. my aunty say she may cancel the open house. hahaha.. i hope she really cancels it. even if she doesnt i think we'll still go out la and then later at night i will go her house lor. hahah.. horrible me! anyway.. wad else? erm.. y'all know the song 'running' by no doubt? its really nice!!!! running running as fast as we can.. bla bla.. lalallallalalla... wad else? ok la i think i want to study now. humph.. hey hid! you wana study at mcdonalds together at night? just thinking.. ALOHA!! ahahahaha... fina has gone crazy..

Rayer ke-3!!!

Fyn Wyn...

Sepasang Kurung Biru

Thats what we both planned together.
We decided not to get any couple clothes for any Hari Raya till we are married or engaged. I doubt Im getting engaged coz he is forever against the idea. So, I should just put it as married.

so, our first couple set will be BLUE! It is his favourite colour and Im okie with blue. I somehow prefer brighter colour like light purple or light green. Make me look cheery. But we will go with blue set. See how. . . We looking forward for that particular moment to come by. All this, consider by us the best moment should be put when we are officially together in the future, so it is something we can really look forward together as a couple, maybe make our life more treasury and cherishy moments and times. That is about the future. . . I hope~

Today is the second day of Hari Raya. Slept early and woke up late. The weather is so soothing, made me felt so LAZY bummy me to wake up and go to unit to see about the logistic stuffs. I guess they bought the wrong tentage. Instead of 4 men tentage, it is 6 men tentage! I wanted to change it but to think how difficult it is the delivery man to come to DUNEARN school. I think it will be okie, juz the length is a bit different and abit heavier. Training style will have to change to bits to suit them and the items.

After that, I met my hubby. We decided to go to Lot 1 Coffee Bean, but upon reaching there, found out there is no more coffee bean. So, we headed to West Mall Coffee Bean to get his Ice Blended Mocha that he has been wanting ever since fasting month. So, got it for him and then we went walk walk around. Sat somewhere and had a good talk together. Just some quality time together, talking about his work, how was his first day of Raya and how he is enjoying his holiday before Monday comes where he has to return to work.

From West Mall, we walked home. We did not take any feeder bus or any bus. We walked and walked and talk and talk like no one business. One of the main topic about me going for driving license at Bukit Batok Driving Centre and about how my dad wanted to buy the matrix/c car which was cheap. Then, my hubby actually told me to go for it. But I am not sure, I scared ar! Coz if I go, then my dad going to buy the car, den it is like not totally mine coz it will be under my name. And I believe it so much that I got a bad sense in direction on the road. I can get LOST in Singapore Expressway! Trust and Believe ME!

He walked me till under my blk. And he gave me my duit RAYA! Weeeeee~ My last one I believe coz next raya it is my turn to give out lak! Ahakz! Cool. . .

Hari Raya .. Going out with my aunties and uncles later on .. got I think 4 families in a big bus! So, the atmosphere is really UP and HIGH! Ahakz.. SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

Sepasang Kurung Biru.. I will wait with patience for that moment to come by :)

...Rayer Rayer Rayer...

hello people! hari raya kedua ni! tak gi mane mane? hrm.. my uncle coming to my house tonite!! yeah duit rayer! k i dun get alot lar! but i cannot give oso cz macam tak kene gitu. altho i very much want to give! even if i give oso i think i'll be very bias.. the ones i like will get more! hahah aper seh hari rayer padahal. k so wad happened on rayer one!

can i talk abt the day before rayer? hahah ok so wad happened was i had a test. so then my mum asked me to go buy chicken. i did. nasib masih ader. if not we wunbe able to eat all those nice food. hahha.. k then i went to school take test (which i dun want to comment much about) then balik ngan my fren nila and we talked about rayer! ahahha.. so nice to be talking abt wad we're gona wear and the food and the kuihs.. ahhaha..k then sampai rumah my mum was already cooking the dishes. ketupat was ready! dah rebus semua! i didnt get to anyam ketupat this year pasal busy seh.. i cant believe my mum didnt wait for me. but dont worry still got lagi satu ikat of daun so can anyam more. k then i pasang langsir... oh yar for those who duno my house tak pernah ader lampu lap lip so this year ader. so kite actually tak tahu pasang. then my 2nd bro pasang then jatuh.. hahha.. best thing is that he's afraid of heights. i cant stop laughing.. he was like breathing so heavily bila dia da pasang sikit... he was like 'its so much scariee in the day! i can see whats below' pasal kite pasang malam. then buka that day ..kiter buka ketupat. HAHAH.. BEST! my favourite lauk is sambal goreng paru!! YUM.. (k im fasting rite now) hahah.. thn ader sambal satay. i think that was it for malam rayer. my mum blum masak chicken dishes. yup but it was nice enough.. k then lepas buka i continued decorating my sofa.. then my mum was resting..

my 2nd bro had to pasang the lampu lap lip again..HAHA kesian dier.. then dah pasang happy so kiter on dier!! LAWA SEH!! k blum ambil gamber ar... hahaha later i share k? hrm... then malam tengok salam lebaran... elfee cute eh? hahhahahah... then lepas tu help my mum mop the house.. pas tu TIDO!!!!

the morning of rayer.. taruk kuih kat botol yang lawa..berape macam eh? 6 kuih semua either beli or org kasi.. then got 3 kerepek.. 1 my mum bikin..rempeyak! YUM.. so then my mum was cooking the ayam dishes and also nasi beriyani. k this is an every year dish la.. ketupat, nasi beriyani, ayam beriyani, ayam pedas (cant rem wads the name), sambal paru, acar nenas (duno if its rite), sambal satay.. yup.. a mus every year. cz my bros love to eat then also my aunties and uncles coming ma.. so they confirm blum makan so we all cook a lot. but dont worry wen y'all come oso got some kind of food. my mum loves to cook.. so then my 2nd bro called me again 'lampu lap lip jatuh' AGAIN!!! hahahahahhahaha... so then we were pasang-ing the lampu again... we bot command adhesive.. if jatuh again ar.. i really duno wad to do liao.. so sampai malam it was ok ...HAHHAHA!! command adhesive pe...mesti bagus punyer.. then.. we had visitors at ard 5 plus? cant rem the exact time..

yup satu visitor je then kiter gi my uncle's house. sampai ard 10 then balik. i wanted to watch the malay show semalam yang pukul 9pm tu. tak tahu aper title. the one with norfasarie. tak dapat tengok seh!! then balik ... at 10.. oh yar..felt somthing wrong with my eye.. tot it was my contact lenses.. tapi bila bangun sahur tadi.. i had sore eyes!! both eyes!! sakit giler seh!!! its just so uncomfortable seh... OUCH OUCH.. its watery oso.. so i look like im crying continuously.. mata dah la merah.. berair pulak! hahaha.... so here i am now bloggin.. later at nite my unlce cuming..cant wait!! duit rayer!!! ahahaha..k im sure it wun even reach $50..so much more lesser...

oh i got bad news.!!! 12 nov.. i cant make it la.. my aunty open house.. unless..we go very early and miss my house.. so we only go 4 houses. but DUNWAN not fun..i want y'all to eat the kuihs.. hahahhah! hrm wad abt sunday guys? how how how???? TEL ME TEL ME!!!!

oh guess wad... lampu lap lip JATUH LAGI #$@Q8(&#^% my goodness... command adhesive... k k i better fix it so nnanti malam org datang bole on... ok dudes i miss ya'll. i noe y'all miss me too.. HAHAHA!!! take care now..tell me about 12 nov k? selamat rayer rayer!!! hehehe..

yours,
Khilfina

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!

Yesterday was the day I awaited. And yesterday also was the day I ate so much! I think I gained the weight that I lost! Damn! We went to almost 9 houses and by the time I reached home, my neighbours are all in LA-LA Land. Bathed and BOOM.. on the bed! Ahakz! Quite a day.

First filled with happiness, then sadness when the asking for forgiveness session, then we all went jalan jalan raya with the family. Then dad had a little problem with me about working on EVERY Hari Raya. I did not know he got such a good memory! So I guess this time round, I should just get into trouble with the work place rather than hurt my dad feeling. It is pretty difficult when Im in a spot. But it was over. So, just see what happened at work somehow. Confirm kena scold like hell.

All aunties and uncles already said, IMA..Next raya dah kena kasi duit! (next raya have to give green packet already to kids)! Ahakz! Yeah, well, this is going to be my last year receiving green packets peepz! But this raya I gave two of my most closest cousins, green packet already! And it is a huge amount! Lucky this two kiddoz! Ahakz! So, before I went home, went to bank to put in my cash that I ‘earned’ from those many house trip! I duno why but this Hari Raya, my family felt the happiness somehow. We did not argue on the morning of Hari Raya, I did not cry when I heard the TAKBIR. Well, I felt a bit soft suddenly at one of the point, but I got a grip of myself and kept myself busy.

So many colourful clothes and atmosphere! When you looked around, you see family and kids so excited, with the songkok and the sampeng! Ahakz! My dad and bro wore pink too! And many people commented it as nice. Next yr, I must oblige to my brother choosen colour since this raya they have already gave in to my request! Cool and funky! Still got a lot more days to Hari Raya.

Next outing will be Orangey Hari Raya Project and JE PH Hari Raya Outing which I do not think I can make it. :)

I am so looking forward for all this. But till now, I have not seen my favourite kuih raya! Boo-hoo! I have already gotten my sambal goreng, sambal udang that was so spicy HOT and my lontong!

Yikes! I think Im going to gain weight that I lost from the fasting month! *shittos*

Ready.


Ready for raya oredi. I woke up at 8am to put up the curtains. It has always been my JOB! Anything to do with window, will be my job. So do not be surprise if I either fall from the 12th level down to the 1st level one day while cleaning and wiping my kitchen window. Got a BIG size brother also useless. But netherless, It does not matter to me.


Im left with collectiong kuih kuih from my granny home. You know, I kinda of miss the smell of cookies and kuih kuih being cooked and baked in my own kitchen. I still remember how messy my face and hand can be when i accompany my late mum baked the kuih kuih. When mum said put in flour, i put in. . when asked to put in butter, i put in . . when asked to put in sugar, i put it in. Now, all buy buy buy! The atmosphere kind of not the same at all. So, the whole story, i miss my mum alot right now.


Just now put up curtain also, my heart sank. Coz it reminded me of the time me and my late mum doing it together. THAT IS WHY IT IS MY JOB NOW TO PUT UP. You give my dad and brother, they will be clueless over it. I kinda of remember how we do it together, she climbing up the ladder and I will said, left abit..right abit.. ahakz! *sigh* Lovely memories.. Kind of push me back into my childhood days when I helped her do the curtain and sew the curtain. I also remember how she made me hold the piece of clothes and together she join here and there on the sewing machine while I play with the needles and pins! Ahakz! What a thing to play with! But mother never really scold me when I did dat.


Well, it is all done. Im left with cleaning my room. Yeah, it is always the last thing to do somehow. Tomorrow picking up kuih kuih at granny home, asked dear to drive me over since Im meeting him at Geylang tomorrow to buy flowers for his home. :)


Yupz. . . I miss my mummy! :"(


Netherless, it is 2 days to Hari Raya Aidilfitri and good bye to Ramadhan. Will I ever get to go through the next Ramadhan again? Will I still be alive by then? I hope I will. . . *cry*

I miss my MUM! :"(

Sometime, I do not understand why my fate is this way. . . Not that im questioning what GOD has in store for me.. BUT WHY ME OF ALL HUMAN in this world?! Right. . .STOP! *bisssshhhh*