Mana Korang Semua?

Mana Korang Semua?

Ah ah lah..mana korang semua.. dah tak nak update eh?

Hyd, hows ur bidding for your subjects? Going out well?

Fyn, dah kena gi school dah teacher kita ni..skool mana eh?Lupa ar..

Ham, GO AND STUDY FOR YOUR EXAMS LAH! 30 MORE DAYS AJE SEH!

Qiby, NS life is tiring but its something you will miss

when you think about it later on 10-20 yrs back time.

Ima?

Ima counting down to ending of ITP.

Ima looking for jobs now.

Ima will buy STRAIT TIMES from Mid July Onwards.

Ima will send out resume to as many govt. bodies I could laid my hands on.

After which, move down to companies and tourism lines.

37 More days to go and Im done with school.

For now..

Let me enjoy the companion of my new heart throb

:: Pardon Me ::

:: Pardon Me ::


Good morning miss orangeys and mr orangeys. Today the crappy lady will blog about anything that came across her mind okie? Long time pun tak update. So let me update rubbish around here.


Firstly, Its Monday! And so many people said about MONDAY BLUE and I am starting to believe it no matter what or how I tried to be positive over it. You know the mind over body thingy. I believe it is because yesterday was the weekend and now it’s a start of a new week again. And you can just imagine the laziness of yesterday which is still felt to today? And when you come back to the office, you know that once you start touching your laptop, all the works will start to come in. From reading emails to checking notes left on the table by some superiors and then I realized that it took me around one hour to one and half for me to really settle down in the office and start doing work. And then, I will SLOWLY think.. what in the world am I suppose to do right now. But not even a few seconds, my mind will wonder to when will it be Friday.. will there be any days after work I am meeting my dear or bestfriend.. or the BEST one is, what will I WANT TO EAT FOR LUNCH later on?! Haha!


Peace.. When is our next gathering? Let me tell you whats on my schedule for this month okie?


1. PERTAPIS CARNIVAL at YEW TEE (18 June 2006)
I helped Fz sold some coupons for it and my whole family on my late mum side bought it and coming down for it just because its from PERTAPIS. To them, PERTAPIS means its from Fz and they will support him in anything lah eh, simple as that, coz they like him on their first look. Sakit HATI! Nampak nah kalau aku gaduh in future, confirm semua side si Fz.. doran buat gini..aku MOGOK ngan si FZ! Ngok aje lah..


2. Fz Friend Wedding at Inter Continental Hotel (22 June 2006)
This is the thing I have been thinking since a month ago on what to wear to the dinner..and till now, I DO NOT KNOW what to wear…


3. Final Year Project Team gathering to SEOUL GARDEN at MARINA SQUARE ( 1 July 2006)
I dragged myself to go okie.. the only thing im looking forward is the food that I will get myself into! HAha!

4. Area 19 Sec 1 Swearing In Ceremony 2006 (Organiser Unit : DUNEARN) (8 July 2006)
I want to go down but I do not want to see any thing that will be to me, MENYAKITKAN HATI. So I tink I am not going down. I also do not know aah.


For now.. This is ME! In the office.. Feeling like this –

Bukan maksudku, bukan inginku...melukaimu
Sadarkah kau di sini 'kupun terluka
Maafkan aku...

*breathes out*

craving for delifrance chicken sandwich with cabata bread. *drools*

'If I Fell in Love With You' - by Maroon 5

If I fell in love with you Would you promise to be true

And help me understand 'cause I've been in love before

And I found that love was more Than just holding hands

If I give my heart to you I must be sure

From the very start That you would love me more than her

If I trust in you oh please Don't run and hide

If I love you too oh please Don't hurt my pride like her

'cause I couldn't stand the pain And I would be sad if our new love was in vain

So I hope you see that I Would love to love you

And that she will cry When she learns we are two

'cause I couldn't stand the pain And I would be sad if our new love was in vain

So I hope you see that I Would love to love you

And that she will cry When she learns we are two

If I fell in love with you

lurrrveeeee thhheeee song... hee..so niceeeeeeeeee.. wheeeeeee! *giggles* oh oh.. nvr mind.. hahhaha.. *smiles*

Finny Winny

:: A Thought From A Lady ::

:: A Thought From A Lady ::


Sometime being pessimistic does not help.
Sometime being attention needed does not help.


GOD give you a brain and a mind to think of your own.
Ever since you are a little baby in your mummy’s womb,
You have been using those two things.
The very first thing you did when you were in your mummy’s womb
Was to breathe and sleep.
The next thing you did you start to

suck your own thumb in your mummy’s womb.


You are so much much grown up now.
What is it you need is not THIS way of you doing things.
What you HAD went through, made you of you are..TODAY!
Now, what you have NOW, you should not make it of the YESTERDAY.
So much things moving so fast by you.. too fast to even slow down..


Can you stop the clock from ticking?
Even if you could, it will be that ONLY one clock..YOUR CLOCK.
The rest of the world is still moving no matter how.
The rest of the clocks still ticking no matter what you do.


Now all I want to say is..
Even if you find it hard to MOVE ON..
Even if you thought you have your friends with you to HELP you..
WE all, your friends, are still moving on fast.
Moving in a direction whereby we all KNOW where we heading to.


Even if you think you have us with you,
But we are MOVING ON FAST .. with you..
BUT
You are not moving with us at all..
You are just like a station whereby we, trains,

keep bypassing you again and again.


IF we have what you do not have..
There are still things out there whereby
YOU.. yes.. YOU..
have for yourself that WE do NOT have.


Do you want to be that station?
Do you want to be that ONE and ONLY clock NOT ticking?
Do you want to waste your life away over things

that are not worth you wasting your time and life for?


Think about it..
FOR A MOMENT..
just think!


NO matter what..
I love you all..
But life is no meaning when you are not happy at all.
Worst still, IF YOU ARE FAKING your own happiness.


If you were to one day think back of the your own memories..
And you knew you were lying to yourself..
It can be very depressing..trust me!
Dont said you REGRET to anyone about ur past..
Coz no matter what you said, it is the PAST..

One and ONLY woman around for the moment

- IMA -

hello lovely oranges..

hrm.. lets see..HAIZ! im so LAZY! ok staying at home and going out everyday is such a horrible lifestyle. ok.. i actually want to tell you guys what i have to do/get. know what? i realise my almari is so unorganised! darn it. i need a new one. anyway.. whats on my shopping list?

black pants. shirt. blouses. skirt. tees. jeans. a series top (been eyeing). sandals. nice pointy shoes. bag. another bag. hrm.. ya! stuff for my school experience. i was also offered a tutoring position by my friend. tutor 2 boys. pri1 and 2. hrm. at hamidi house there. pending. i said ya sure but haven replied.

hrm.. fina fina. ok. shall i start planning now abt my next semester? or shd i enjoy first? im not really enjoying cz my friends are working and my sweetheart is school and my family is also working so = fina BORED! but i can actually do smth rite just that i dun want. thing is rite.. that particular calendar im suppose to make is still not up yet. pemalas ar fina. and i've been missing oprah shows. hee. asyik kluar jer. hrm.. i will do it soon la now that my results are out. maybe i improved a bit la. you dont expect to do well from the beginning rite? well im aiming for a change in attitude then. towards my modules i mean. i'll try.

hrm.. so what ar? oh my medical appointment is on the 23rd of this month. gg with my mum cz she's super worried i think. thats quite cool. can drag her after that to shop with me. hee! hooray! haha. hrm. its at 1130 so shd end early oso. hee. what else. oh. so many movies i want to watch. Just My Luck, Garfield 2, Cars. i think there is a lot more that i am waiting for. hee! what else. i miss you guys. hrm. wish i could do smth abt myself being bored. oh well take care. hid you too ya! ima, qibby, dearest.. do take care. the weather has been bad.. LOVES! <3

Fina

results..

damn it la.. i didnt do well.. haiz... the module i put in most effort get some stupid grades. stupid ass seh. and i got a D again! stupid la.. ARGH!!! here..

4 modules - B
1 module - B-, C, D+

stupid ass.. im not too happy. making me wanna go do the extreme for the next sem seh! darn it la.. asssssssssss la fina assssss... IVE GOT TO DO SMTH ABOUT IT!!!!! STUPID ASSSSSS....

So Dun ya Worri

So don't cha worry about,

people hanging around,

they ain't bring us down!

I know you, and you know me..

and that's all that counts

I don't wanna go another day..

So I'm telling you,

exactly what is on my mind.

Seems as like everybody is breaking up

and throwing their love away..

But I know I got a good thing right here,

That's why I say..

(Hey..) Nobody gonna love me better, I'm gon' stick wit u forever.

Nobody gonna take me higher, I'm gon' stick wit u..

You know how to appreciate me, I'm gon' stick wit u, my baby!

Nobody ever made me feel this way, I'mma stick wit u.

okie.. I missing my usual days where I can just lay in bed and do nothing but read my novels and disturb Fz on msn while he is at work. Those moments where i can sleep anytime and wake up at any time and the thoughts of hunting for jobs now is killing me coz in less den 50 days Im out to hunt for jobs. A PERMANENT job to be held by me and no more playing a fool anymore.

Every little thing in life must be serious and I know i have to start saving for my wedding! And to support my dad bit by bit with the bills and makan makan at home ni semua.

And right now I have already get myself ready with a ring file to build up my resume and introduction letter. Always remember that never use a same resume for many different position. I do not know why lah but thats what my lecturer taught me. So now im building up my resume file. Maybe in future if you all need examples of resume and introduction letter, you all can come and find me lah. But im sure you all can do a better resume than i do.

And that remind me, tomorrow I need to go to the library to find a book on how to write a better resumes and introduction letter and start to print it out and file it up and put it all in software copy and keep it up in me. And I started penning down all those websites that I will go to when August come knocking down my door in my life. I have quite a list now. And all those JOB search engines that I will have to go to to find a job for myself.

Life is really going on very fast for me. I wish I could slow down some how.

Im like now thinking in my mind, whether I should take contract or not. Whether I should go for the pay or not. Whether it is the experience that i should build up for now or what?

I talk about it with Fz. He started out as a contract worker after which the PERTAPIS take him in as a PERMANENT staff and from there he got a raise in pay and everything. Everything seems so smoothly sailing for him. I hope I wont be so choosy when it is time for me to go out and hunt for jobs. I mean I know where my expectations are and somehow it is abit too high for myself.. So Ima.. Lets us just cool down and focus on what we should do okie babe?

Build up resume dulu and start listing down all those websites and survey the job markets.

:)

Im 20. In August, I will be a graduate. I hope I can pull it through this attachment.

I LOVE MYSELF!

Btw, the song is nothing.. I was just listening to it .. haha!

And i lioke it! I wana stick with him forever!

Lovin Myself!

:: LOVING MYSELF ::

I feel very happy!

I dont know why!

I felt that Im lucky to at least be happy!

See this pictures of me!

I know how to live up to my life!

I know how to smile at MOST OF THE TIME!

I know how to take life one at a time!

I know how to just let my face relax and smile!

I felt happy that I got friends LIke YOU ALL!

I felt happy that with this simplicity of LIFE

I can actually feel very satisfied and smile and be happy!

At least, I thanked GOD for giving me this and those moments

to let me smile and feel happy and let happiness filled up my life.

Thank You GOD!

AND

I LOVE YOU PEEPZ!

while y'all were working your ass off..

Ahhhh!!!! they are just super duper CUTE! the guy in the middle especially! guess what band guess what band?? heheheh.. well fina was listening to a song called History. a very catchy song. and a few weeks ago fina got to know that qibby oso listen to HIstory and he's addicted to it. you guys should listen to it. and then. one boring day, fina was wondering how the band who sings history looks like. so fina surfed the net. and fina saw SUPER CUTE GUYS!!! fina very happy, fina wanted to share with orangey people. hehehehhe.. presenting......

FUNERAL FOR A FRIEND!!!!!!!!

arh!!!!!! cute cute cute.. heeeeee *smiles* k this is what i go for la.. hahahah. the song nice, singer voice nice, must be damn cute. heheheh... anywhats.. it is a friday afternoon and i am hungry waiting for my mummy to come home. sians. i still have a bar of chocolate in my bag. you know what? i think i cant eat choc/sweet stuff so much noe.. i get this 'headache' wenever i get 'too much' a dosage. like say i think 1 bar would be too much. its like im scared to eat it le.. cz i scared i become like that again. as in.. macam headache, like want to throw up like that. why ar? *shakes head* i oso duno le..

oh people. i'll have to go for another medical check up again at raffles hospital for a review of my case last year. dont worry i'll be fine. man can i say i totally regret telling my mum cz now she's making me eat all the medicine at home. centrum la, polleney la, ubat tu la, ubat ni la.. air itu la air ini la.. and i was like 'takde pape la..' well lets hope its that way la. haiz. lazy la go for check up. just dont make me pee then its fine. i really dun noe how to pee in a SMALL bottle. hehehehe.. really its HARD okay!

ok so i cant wait to shop again. haiz.. pay! i need you! and my results? haiz. i really duno what to expect liao. i keep dreaming of failures. funny thing is that i dreamt i majored in english and i failed it. another was this module QEDAU. i failed it too. then i woke up.. omg.. scariee.. boring la kat rumah sorang2. hrm... OH orangey people! since im the very the bored one here.. i'll be planning the next orangey meeting! SO YOU BETTER FOLLOW AND DONT GIVE ME PROBLEMS! hahhahahaha. kidding. well thing is.. how come its always the girls giving the input? haha. ok ima mima wants to go sinaran which is at my house area. hid and me tot of lepaking at coffee bean. i love coffee bean. hehhehe.. can i open a cafe of my own. i'll name it... erm... Khilfi bean..hahhahahaha! watever. so i actually like coffee bean idea.. why dont you guys mayb suggest whr you guys want to go. eat ker, fly kite (since forever!!! hint hint!) ker, stare at each other ker?.. anything la.. hehehhe.. lets try to make friday free.. how abt that? get back to me ya? fina! not anyone else who's super busy.. its fina k?? FINA! so ya la.. this is what fina do.. while you ppl work and piss your ass off.. im so bored. nth to be jealous abt.. really.. its just dead here... *yawn* eat slp eat slp eat slp!

k la.. signing off.. *hugs*